come on baby.

i don't want to wait anymore.

don't pretend that you know. i'm always the one laying sleepless at night drawing out the plans that you will never follow through. you drag me down dark roads and when i look away you're nowhere to be found. alone at this dingy dead end, all hope robbed once more. we're alone on busy streets and you abandon me before kissing me goodbye. then you ( Read more... )

let's roll in the grass and smile so everyone can see. let's stop ignoring our beating hearts and feed into instincts. let's stop putting each other to bed and start laying on the lawn and talk about all the places we've been. let's start by putting this ambiguity to rest. i'm dizzy from retracing these circles. this time when i fall down from my ( Read more... )

keep pretending you don't care and i'll keep pretending i don't notice you're in love with me.

look me in the eyes. i want you to forget anything bad that has ever happened to you. i want you to fall in love with me like you've never felt what it's like to in love before. i want to look into your eyes again and this time i don't want to see the hurt. this time i don't want to see the tracks of those ne'er do wells. i want to see the sparkle ( Read more... )

five years ago, it still looms in my mind like it was yesterday. mismatching shoes, cherry 7 up in sports cars, say it's all cute. in the prime of our age of innocence, fireworks on warm mid west summer nights. sitting in the grass your smile making this california honey's heart skip a beat. video games in the attic to follow through with our ( Read more... )

i want to bury my face in your chest, tangle our limbs, and tell those who disagree to try their best to tear us apart. the one who cares the least will be the one to untangle these knots. i can't fight those arms, they surrender to no one. there are still pages to be written, but the novel is at it's end. i can't extend upon a story when all ( Read more... )

you know, i just don't get it anymore. i think i just have to start not giving a shit if people get mad at me now. i'm making myself unhappy trying to please other people all the time. no matter what i do i'm constantly scrutinized by someone, whether it be friend or family. it never seems thats anyone is ever satisfied with me. there's always ( Read more... )

this has certainly been a week deserving of just one big loud "FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!"i swear to God i am just about to lose my fucking mind. like i just woke up one day and EVERYTHING was turned upside down. every hypocrisy became apparent, every right became wrong, every wrong ( Read more... )

i don't think any of this is good for me anymore. i'm beginning to feel like i'm meant to get away. it's all fake anyway. the behavior, the gatherings, the conversation, the smiles, the phone calls. it's all so empty. maybe it just seems as so because i am just one empty girl.