Fragile 1/3

[sweetballads]

Title: Fragile
Pairing: Changmin x Yoochun
Rating: NC-17
Disclaimer: When I close my eyes, they are mine.
Genre: AU, angst, drama, romance
Length: Chaptered
Warnings: Unbeta-ed, rape, incest, underage sex, twisted parentship.

Summary: ‘I love you’ soon becomes a meaningless phrase for Yoochun. His mother takes him more and more often to those

Comments

[sweetballads]

I know right! I know the whole idea of this fic is totally twisted, especially the behavior of Yoochun's mother. The most shocking thing is that I've based this fic on something that really happened - it was an article about a woman who explained why she had murdered the man who had touched her daughter. She told that she had been raped many times in her childhood and her mother was watching while those men were raping her, even bringing her to those men and telling her to work along. The woman thought it was normal until she told a friend of hers and her friend was like: lolwut what the hell are you talking about

[sweetballads]

Yeah, from the outside it seems as if Yoochun can cope with his experiences but it has traumatized him more than he expects.

This really is the darkest fic I've written so far ;p

[harunotenshi]

O.O

i don't even know what to say to this. you really like abusing people in your fics... junsu... then yoochun... and making yunho the bad guy too~ TT_____TT

post the next part! i wanna read... yoochun is really really broken... i just wanna punch his mom for doing this to him... TT_________________________________TT

[sweetballads]

LOL XD

Omg, you've noticed! It's true, I actually like writing (and reading) heavy angst. I know this is going to sound twisted but I love to 'abuse' my main character LOL XD;;; It creates a lot of angst and hurt but then there'll always be another person who's able to mend the main character. :) I guess I'm really into Hurt/Comfort fics. xD
And making Yunho the bad guy is actually quite coincidental LOL XD idek why he's been the bad guy in two of my fics now... DON'T ASK ME WHY D: He just seemed to fit the role of the cold guy. Who is always going to have a special spot in Yoochun's heart. <3 -coughs- But I've written some Yunjae fics before & other oneshots where Yunho isn't the bad guy XD But your first observation is right LOL I like my main characters hurt and abused. xD

[harunotenshi]

if you're not satisfied with your current work on either fics you shouldn't force yourself... it won't come out the way you want it to.

for me, it can be either fics. whichever one you feel the inspiration to write on without force should be the one you can update~^^

have you posted your other work here? i haven't checked... but if you did, i'll be reading those in the meantime as i wait for your updates~^^

[sweetballads]

Haha thanks for your wise advice! And I'm only having difficulties writing Bruised at the moment, Fragile is still not a problem. I hope it doesn't become one either since I'm thinking to keep this one short, probably three or four chapters.

Yes, all my work since I've picked up writing again is on this journal :D And lol if you're going to read, don't worry; you've already read the only two fics of mine where Yunho is a bad guy XDD;; Have fun reading! :D

[zoeybunnygals]

wow....i don't even know what to say this is beautiful written.....it's intense...

you describe yoochun's first time with yunho and how he feel later on...is.....it's great i really love it

[sweetballads]

Woah, thanks so much! <3 This is definitely the greatest compliment you could have give me :DD

[blueplue_hotaru]

to be honest, i'm so terrified reading this.
-_-
i just hope min won't treat chun bad.gosh please!
T.T

[sweetballads]

Hahaha XD I know this fic is terribly dark, angsty and twisted XDD;;

And lol, you'll see how Changmin is going to be~ Thanks for reading!