I guess it's just as well that I am celibate
Today, my cyst came back. Actually, a few days ago I noticed that there was a lump on the inside of my cunt, and I knew that my cyst was acting up. As unsightly and large as it was (it was about the size of a marble), it wasn't acting up enough for me to go to the gynecologist or hospital, although I knew it was a bad sign. Well, today it is large enough and painful enough for someone to think it's a serious enough matter. It's nowhere as big as it has been in the past, but it's a fair size, maybe the size of a small grape.
It came at such an inconvenient time, as I can't call my doctor or gynecologist on the weekend, and I start school on Monday. And today I was working at the toy store that I used to work at (I was filling in for someone), so I couldn't go to the nearby walk-in clinic today (it's one I have been to on several occasions, and they were the ones who originally referred me to my gynecologist), and when I called, they said that there weren't any doctors available after 2:30pm, so I wasn't able to go after work, and that the waiting list was full for the day, so I would not have been able to walk-in anyway (it was maybe 1:30pm or so when I called). The clinic is open tomorrow, so I am going to go tomorrow and get it checked out, and if they can't do anything in the clinic, perhaps go to the hospital. Just the way I want to spend my last day off before school! I hope I'm home before Desperate Housewives, at least.
My cyst has caused me so many problems over the past eight years. Every year at least, it comes back, and I've had to go to the hospital at least twice. My poor cunt has been poked and prodded so much, and it's seen a lot of action. Unfortunately, not the kind of action I want.
Also, yesterday, I unexpectedly got my period. For quite some time, I've been spotting in between my period (I've ruined several pairs of underwear), and sick of menstruating (I don't want kids anyway), I decided to continually take my birth control pills. I've done this for the past couple of months, and everything was fine; I didn't get my period, nor did I get any spotting. (When I had my doctor's appointment last week I told him I had started doing this, and he said it was fine.) But then all of a sudden, I got my period yesterday, after being on birth control pills every day for the past couple of months, and I didn't miss any, and have been taking them every morning. And to make matters worse, because of my cyst, it's too painful to insert a tampon, and wearing full-assed underwear is not an option, so I have to wear a thong with a pad (I'm bleeding too much for a thong-shaped pantyliner). And, my back is fucking killing me. I don't know if it's because of my period (I've heard that some women get back pain as a symptom of menstruation), or caused by old age something else. But my back hurts (as well as my cunt), and I have no one to give me a much needed massage. And I haven't had sex in a month. Yeah, I'm not too happy right now.
It came at such an inconvenient time, as I can't call my doctor or gynecologist on the weekend, and I start school on Monday. And today I was working at the toy store that I used to work at (I was filling in for someone), so I couldn't go to the nearby walk-in clinic today (it's one I have been to on several occasions, and they were the ones who originally referred me to my gynecologist), and when I called, they said that there weren't any doctors available after 2:30pm, so I wasn't able to go after work, and that the waiting list was full for the day, so I would not have been able to walk-in anyway (it was maybe 1:30pm or so when I called). The clinic is open tomorrow, so I am going to go tomorrow and get it checked out, and if they can't do anything in the clinic, perhaps go to the hospital. Just the way I want to spend my last day off before school! I hope I'm home before Desperate Housewives, at least.
My cyst has caused me so many problems over the past eight years. Every year at least, it comes back, and I've had to go to the hospital at least twice. My poor cunt has been poked and prodded so much, and it's seen a lot of action. Unfortunately, not the kind of action I want.
Also, yesterday, I unexpectedly got my period. For quite some time, I've been spotting in between my period (I've ruined several pairs of underwear), and sick of menstruating (I don't want kids anyway), I decided to continually take my birth control pills. I've done this for the past couple of months, and everything was fine; I didn't get my period, nor did I get any spotting. (When I had my doctor's appointment last week I told him I had started doing this, and he said it was fine.) But then all of a sudden, I got my period yesterday, after being on birth control pills every day for the past couple of months, and I didn't miss any, and have been taking them every morning. And to make matters worse, because of my cyst, it's too painful to insert a tampon, and wearing full-assed underwear is not an option, so I have to wear a thong with a pad (I'm bleeding too much for a thong-shaped pantyliner). And, my back is fucking killing me. I don't know if it's because of my period (I've heard that some women get back pain as a symptom of menstruation), or caused by old age something else. But my back hurts (as well as my cunt), and I have no one to give me a much needed massage. And I haven't had sex in a month. Yeah, I'm not too happy right now.