Aurora, goddess sparkle...keep her safe.

[surrealkiller]

I held the phone in my hand and looked around the bathroom, where I was sitting after Ben told me and I said to him “You have to be kidding”in complete disbelief, he paused a bit and said “I wish I was”. I started mumbling involantarily about how this couldn’t be happening. I broke down Crying uncontrollably and hung up my phone, fell on my knees

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[darthcrank]

How? She is so young....

My condolences....

[surrealkiller]

She was rolling at a house party her and her boyfriend justin were having, they split up for a bit to mingle and when he came into the bedroom, she was found on the bed not breathing, no heart beat.

The doctors say she had a heart-attack.

I'm still mystified :(

[snogged]

*hugs* My thoughts and prayers are with you and her friends and family.

[lostvirtue]

I haven't felt right writing about this because I was so distant. I know I only spend one night with her, but it was a good one. I have been thinking about her a lot. And you know we kept in contact through LJ too.

I haven't lost nearly as much as you, or your other friends who were closer to her. I looked at sympathy cards yesterday and today for you, but nothing seemed right, nothing seemed like enough. There's not a whole lot to say.

When my Uncle Phil was killed, I couldn't stop thinking about my Aunt, and how she felt. How she felt when she found him, how she felt at home. I was so upset at the funeral she was asking me how *I* was, which seemed insane. I just couldn't breathe.

I have also been thinking a lot about how reckless I've been (especially in my early 20's).. how many times I've put myself in danger. It doesn't seem fair. She had put so much effort into herself and her education, and she cared so much.

Of course though, life is not fair. Not one bit.

Anyway you already know... call anytime.

[absolved]

*hugs*

[xandria201]

Hugs hun. I am sorry for your loss.