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[surrealdork]

I think this just happens every spring semester (since I've only been in college for about 2 years...whatever). I seriously don't want to be here. I would rather be at work. I hate school this semester. There is nothing about it that makes me happy. I feel isolated and working at something that I don't want to be doing. I'm not inspired by

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[armelisediva]

100% in the same boat.
grades are falling and all i can do is focus on the FACT that they are falling and i'm completely incapable of doing anything ABOUT it because my days are full of anxiety attacks.
so i spend time calculating grades and obsessing over "no-curve" policies and can't find the motivation to do the work necessary to fight the falling grades.

school's just totally kicking my ass hardcore this semester.
oh, UT, i love you but right now i really hate you.

shivani and i ask ourselves every day why we're still here. it would be so much easier and i'd be so much happier to just QUIT.

but. chin up. i hear it gets better. "sophomore slump" -- but i'm really not sure i want to see it through...
let's do dessert sometime.

[crymearacecar]

::hugs:: and some drugs too. ;)

thanks for the message the other day, so here is yours.

i have come to the realization that i will NEVER be 100% happy at school. now when i'm in nac at a baseball game taking pictures, i'm real happy, but i'm not at school. to me, i feel like i could learn more in the real world and i'm just sick and tired of the "institutional" learning environment. i have a HUGE test wednesday, i havent even looked at the material since last wednesday. i'm going to die, but do i care? i agree with you and sarah i think it's that time of semester and it's being a sophomore. we see the light at the end of the tunnel, but can't quite reach it yet.

here's to feeling better (which would def involve reliving the Great Bump) and ice cream, the cure to life's shitty feelings. ;)

[mamadchk]

I wonder that already and I'm still only in high school (I hate all of my courses...even choir sometimes). And people do tell me "well, you have it so good, so don't be unthankful," but I'm not unthankful, just upset...so don't feel guilty about being upset, and then maybe you can work on feeling better. If you ever need to talk to a sister besides Kristen, remember that this one is always available. :)