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amanda e-mailed me tonight. michelle told her whats happening. and she said she hopes i get better soon. and megan told me the same thing just now ( Read more... )

dude, shes posted another comment in my journal, u know i did post two in hers but then i deleted them both because i felt bad because i said them out of anger and frustration and i also did it for kevin because he wanted me to. u know amber, do u like to see ppl hurt? because thats what ur doing to me, ur rubbing it in my face taht u have kevin ( Read more... )

i got my liscence today... how fun... joy is mine ( Read more... )

sometimes there is no help ( Read more... )

Here is where it all started
where darkness began to ingenerate and grow
a distant song inspired, soon became the last soul
a final prayer, b4 the light subsided
and now, i leave this time, with a forgotten hope
and a chrono cross forward, i try again to begin anew
as a Slient Bragei..

well ive learned taht i cant be left alone anymore. everytime im left alone i like zone out and start again. i need help. i really do, im worse now than i ever have been. i even took a knife with me to band camp, and no not for killing kevin. and if kevins reading this then thats the reason i practically tackled u on friday before u opened my bag ( Read more... )

well, turns out kevin is smoking now, wont his parents love to find that out... too bad im not that big a bitch. well things r going pretty good, because amber tried to turn shalita against me she now hates amber instead. she called her a poser and everything today on the phone ( Read more... )

well, turns out kevin is smoking now, wont his parents love to find that out... too bad im not that big a bitch. well things r going pretty good, because amber tried to turn shalita against me she now hates amber instead. she called her a poser and everything today on the phone ( Read more... )