somebody get this PLEASE. nobody gets it. : (((

[supermonkeybean]

why am i doing this? i'm gonna fuck this up again. i'm gonna fuck this up again. why doesnt anyone agree? why am i alone? why am i doing this to myself and to others

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[anonymous]

Im assuming your music is symbolic but in both senses Im hooked. Not only (and should you never question) your singin over the phone is titillating and you overall your evident outlook on life beats mine x’s 2. But I think you work in mood swings like me. I don’t know if this is dwelling in you thoughts but I couldn’t be happier with you.

glad and sad with codependance

[supermonkeybean]

i'm glad that i give you something to look forward to every day, cause that way, it gets you through sad times. BUT, there is a problem with this philosophy. as i've told you before, i'm afraid of hurting you. please dont get too codependant on me, cause if you do, i'm SURE to let you down. we'll talk about it more on saturday when we have our deep talk about whats goin on in our heads. i'm sorry to be such a pessimist, but i feel like we have to be on the same page before we can either backslide, or advance with us. you know? i refuse to do it in anything but person. ugh, this is really hard to explain and i've finally got the perfect exaplanation down so that i can tell you ALLLLLL about it on saturday. much loves up to ya g. see you tomorrow k? k.
loves and laters,
angie