Ugh!!! I am bad with feelings, I know this. I have them, they are complicated, why cant I just say what I feel?? I am so afraid of going out on a limb and being left there. I wish I wasnt so completely terrified of taking risks, it would really be good for me, but Im too freakin scared!! GRRR I am so frustrated with myself!! ( yet kind of
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