I used to think that if you wanted something bad enough it would happen for you. Almost like, life was a passive activity ( Read more... )

I haven't felt anything since the last time i killed myself...

and everytime i see you, i feel dead inside.

i hate these 'harry met sally' type moments we fall into

the world is too small...

it's so stupid ... everytime i see her i want to kill myself.

4 hours ( Read more... )

I guess being with me would be settling...

I will forever be
less than

okay, i can see it coming...
this week is not going to end well

at least not for me

these stupid games we play
and these stupid people who play their games
with our hearts.

Don't think that this was a mistake
don't let me think that this was a mistake

We've just barely started,
it's too soon to end

I'm laying on my couch
watching chasing amy
my cat is sleeping on my chest
and my brother is snoring in the chair
and i'm thinking of you
wanting you to say
yes.

Interesting girl i met from the internet
i know i'm just setting myself up to fail
or fall
but maybe i found someone
that feels the way i do.

ah ha ( Read more... )

how do you expect me to not feel a little crazy ....
It was two dates
For me the went really well
I only assume they went well for you too, because you said yes to a second one.
but then you stopped talking to me

so maybe ... not....