leave me the fuck alone.

i miss you.
come home.

you may not be her first. her last or her only. she loved before. she may love again. but if she loves you now, what else matters? she's not perfect, but neither are you. and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the ( Read more... )

the massage dude said i have negative energy. i think he's right. its probably bc i do things i think are wrong. that doesnt mean they are wrong..but i feel like they are. and i do them anyway...i justify my actions to myself, but its still doesnt make them right..not in my head. i guess smoking is a good example. i like it, so i do it..but i ( Read more... )

when was i a shitty friend to you?
i think it was when i hugged you when you were sad
or when i was there when no one else was
perhaps when i changed my plans to help you when you needed me.

yes.
that must've been it.

im sorry i sucked so hard.

lizz might leave again? i guess it doesnt really matter, i'll miss her but its not like i hang out with her too much. it kinda sucks though i'll be alone again. gabi's gonna be gone next semester too...it makes me sad. at least last time i wasnt alone cuz ween was with me. guess i'll find a new friend when the time comes....theres nohing else i can ( Read more... )

good to know my entries aren't in vain :) but now my question is if u read entries why dont you post any? gosh. :-P ( Read more... )

im sitting in  the living room listening to my mom talk. she says she wants to have an hacienda made for the family. that would be cool. seems a tad bit expensive tho. i dont have anything exciting to say...i just decided to update cuz i was scrolling down my friends page and there was only 2 people on the whole page. i decided to ad an entry to ( Read more... )

i can see clearly now, the astigmatism is gone! i can see all obstacles in my way.....all of the blurryness has gone away. its gonna be a bright bright briiiight sunshining day.

woot! lasik went smoothly

:)

:(
that sucks.