Bastard
Translated by:
whitesongs With a father and a person* who doesn't even know my face
I'm a nuisance that was born That's right I'm a "Bastard"
I always hated my "selfish mother"
The cold looks around me were painful
When I asked "Why did you have me?!"
You struck my cheek hard while I was crying
Ah- You were hurt a lot
The first time I told you "I'm sorry" Now Before your gravestone
While I was looking through your belongings**, there was an album of you holding a sleeping boy...
I heard it each time I turned a page The protection of a gentle child The dreaming me The seemingly happy you
When I told you "I'm never coming back to a house like this!"
Your eyes looked sad
Ah- You were harassed a lot
Oh- blessed memory If you are ugly
I merely cried over me who continued to abuse you
I hurt you countless times
The first time I told you "I love you..." Now before your gravestone
I wanna hear your lullaby which I heard in the days of childhood, again...
Notes:
* Every instance of "you", and "a person" at the start, is written as "mother" in the booklet so he's talking about his mother.
** The kanji reads "articles of the deceased".
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