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Nov 04, 2005 19:14

DEPRESSING! yesterday was icky. brooke still isn't talk to me. What's new!? Mom caught me 'going for a walk'. I was planning on running away..but that didn't happen obviously. I talked to her and let her know how i'm feeling about *almost* everything. I wake up every morning and just think "what is there to live for now?" Everyday at school is hell ( Read more... )

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lassapo November 5 2005, 01:08:07 UTC
Wooow relax your life aint that bad, hey at least your cute right?

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sunnybaybie16 November 7 2005, 20:15:15 UTC
ahah i know, i just get all BLAH at times. lol and yea i guess so
:D

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anonymous November 5 2005, 02:08:58 UTC
i fucking wake up every morning wondering the same damn reason and never can think of a reason to keep living exepct for my friends who are fake and say there my friends but arent

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same person as above anonymous November 5 2005, 02:09:58 UTC
if you watch the jesuis of suburbia video maybe i should model st jimmy it would be better then what is going on now

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sunnybaybie16 November 7 2005, 20:15:47 UTC
umm...whos this?

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dancergrl1991 November 5 2005, 02:20:20 UTC
Wow. You really don't show your that upset at school. Aww. I know. There's so much more drama than there was last year. I hope your life gets better.

I feel the same way you do sometimes too...

~Liz

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sunnybaybie16 November 7 2005, 20:17:01 UTC
i know i don't. i can hide it very well. i'm very sneaky sneaky LOL! i'm sure that everyone has felt that way before, but it passed like right after i wrote this. thank you!!

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TRWTU cookieclublover November 5 2005, 15:27:24 UTC
alicia alicia alicia im not mad at brittney shes mad at me...i think i just wanted brittney in our group...but we cant do that cuz of like only 4 ppl can be in one fucken group and i mean seriously shes going to be with murphy which i dont really hav a problem with u whcih duh i would not hav a problem with and lila whiich i hav a big problem with....and yeah dont try to stick up for her cuz i hate her and i will always hate her...but of course thats my opinion...

and wats this about running away...alicia seriously were would u run to? and i mean u would hav no life if no one had found u...ur whole life..doing nothing but hiding untill ur 18? wtf and plus ud never see ur cuz kc...

and wats the thing about u dont laugh around me brittney....well wow cuz i think i see u laughing aroung brittney a lot..and r we not good enough for u am i not a good enough friend? well thats fine with me i guess its true...

erica

CHEER UP

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Re: TRWTU cookieclublover November 5 2005, 15:45:52 UTC
aw alicia ... dont run away seriously ill miss u! :(

just dont like run away from your life... you have to face it and it will get better. i mean you cant be depressed all ur life. come on. and i dont know i dont even know if im going to chicago and if i am i dont care whos gonna be in my group if its gonna cause all this drama. but i dont think its that bad.... we'll figure it out. and u and brooke will be best friends again. i kno it might not seem like that right now but u will be cuz best friends dont just stop not being friends like that.i think its just cuz all the drama thats going on cuz we're teenagers. as stupid as that sound but there it is.

<3 u ... hope things get better :-/

-_-chethie-_-

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Re: TRWTU sunnybaybie16 November 7 2005, 20:14:30 UTC
lol yea..it does get all better. ugh I feel so selfish now and grr i just hate it! i won't do it again..i promise you chethie! lol thanks for caring I LOVE YOU!

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Re: TRWTU sunnybaybie16 November 7 2005, 20:13:17 UTC
My only 'good' friends I have left I see at lunch

see!! i told you. it doesnt say FAKE it says GOOD god lol and yea thanks..i was just a little depressed when i wrote that. it deffinetly got out all my anger!

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cookieclublover November 5 2005, 15:56:16 UTC
am i a fake to u alicia?

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