(FIC) Killing Beauty [3/?]
Title: Killing Beauty [3/?]
Pairing: Kiwon
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It's Siwon's first day in jail. And ha shares some memories with Kibum in their cell.
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
Leeteuk cursed under his breath when he caught Kibum as the youth fainted. He knew Kibum so well that he wasn't even surprised to see the magnae going numb. And now he was holding Kibum so he wouldn't crush to the ground. What kinda guards are those?! Can't they see here is a man down?!
Leeteuk sat down and placed Kibum between his legs so the youth was leaning his back to his chest. He wasn't really that worried of Kibum's health, because this had happened many times before. And always he had fainted because he had too many things in his head at the same time.
Kibum started to wake up and moved his hand a little, to his forehead. He hated to wake up from Leeteuk's lap. It made him feel himself even more weak than just fainting, which itself was so embarrassing that Kibum wanted to sank through the ground. Wasn't it enough to faint because he couldn't handle everything in his head?!
Leeteuk petted Kibum's hair gently.
"Are you alright?"
Kibum sighed before he nodded weakly. His thoughts were still a big mess inside his head, but he didn't want to show it to Leeteuk and make him to worry even more.
Leeteuk helped the youth up as he looked perfectly fine again. Kibum carefully cleaned up his clothes while Leeteuk was looking around for something. Or rather for someone. And Kibum knew he was looking for Yesung. Leeteuk loved that killer but knew he couldn't never be with him. Yesung loved Sungmin, and he and Leeteuk were only close friends, that's all.
"I think he's with Siwon and his friends." Saying Siwon's name made him want to throw up. And Kibum was confused because of it. He wanted to relish his adrenaline and beat someone up but in jail it was pretty difficult. He felt pure anger and hate towards his cell mate, without knowing why.
Leeteuk nodded, asked if Kibum was really okay and when he saw a warm smile on the younger's lips, he headed towards Siwon and Yesung.
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Kibum sank to his bed, leaning his elbows to his legs and pressed his face to his palms. Siwon looked confusedly his cell mate. He had no idea why Kibum was so quiet, though he was pretty quiet all the time.
"Kibum-ah? Are you okay?"
"Will you please stop asking that?!" Kibum shouted. He tried to keep his tears from falling, but one single tear managed to escape. Siwon saw it and at that second his heart melted and all he wanted to do was wipe it away... maybe not just with his thumb...
He sat next to the other male as he sighed and took deep breath before he spoke: "I'm sorry I shouted..."
"Is there something I can do?" He really wanted to do something to make Kibum happier. The black haired male said nothing so Siwon sat beside him and sighed. "Did I do something to you?"
Kibum stayed quiet.
"Kibum-ah..."
"The day I got busted... I thought my life was totally over. But then Leeteuk was here too, not in other jail. He has always been my best friend... my best hyung. And then he fell for Jongwoon... And I've been kinda loner since then. And now you are here... and I don't know what's going on in my head."
All that came from Kibum's mouth while he still kept his eyes away from Siwon.
The taller male was confused. What is he trying to say? Without him even realizing, he placed his hand on the smaller's shoulder.
"You wanna talk about it? About that day you... got busted?"
Kibum nodded and slowly rose his head, but still not looking at Siwon.
"The day we got busted... I really don't like to talk about it, but I... I mean we... don't still know how it happened. The job we had was suppose to be easy: just rob a small bank. So we got in there, Leeteuk had the gun and I was suppose to get the money. But when the lady behind the desk was putting the money to the bag, the cops came. And I'm sure that lady didn't alarm them. So we are still just guessing what really happened..."
Kibum paused and finally looked at Siwon. One single tear was falling on his cheek before Siwon wiped it away with his soft thumb and smiled a little.
"That sounds kinda familiar... Why I got in here today... Well... It's kinda long story but I can try to tell it shortly..."
Flash back...
"He lives alone. I gave you the address earlier and all you need to do is kill him. No witnesses" Siwon read the little note from his boss at least for fifth time that night. Yesung wanted a man named Kim Youngwoon, better known as Kangin, to be wiped away from this world. The man lived alone, had no family but was pretty big business man. Siwon had been following him for three days and was pretty sure he could do it easily.
It was already night when he was standing under a tree in a park he knew Kangin was going to pass during his way home from work. And there the man was, walking in the rain without an umbrella and all wet. Siwon quickly looked around making sure no one saw him as he pulled a gun from the pocket of his black jacket. He made sure the silencer of his gun was on its place and in a quick move he turned around and had a clear view to his target and rose the gun to take a clean shot.
But right when he was about to pull the tricker, he felt how something cold and hard was placed on the back of his head and he could he a silence click.
"Drop it so no one will get hurt." A low male voice said. Siwon had no choice so he slowly lowered his gun. As soon as he did it, a grope of cops ran to him and to Kangin, taking his target safe.
"Good boy. And now give it to me. Slowly." Siwon cursed out loud and reached his gun to the cop, who still had his gun pressed against Siwon's head.
End of the flash back...
"So the cops were there waiting for me and caught me from the action. It was suppose to be a piece of cake too, but someone had clearly leaked the information to the cops. And I'm sure, Yesung is trying to get Kangin dead by someone else. I think hyungs got the same job after me and failed as well. But I haven't talked with them. Or rather: they don't want to talk about it with me. Yesung-hyung knows everything, though." Siwon ended his story and looked at his feet.
Kibum was totally wordless. Everything was so alike with their robbery gig that it was hard to believe.
"I'm sorry..." He muddered. Siwon looked at him and raised an eyebrow.
"Why? You don't have any reasons to be sorry."
"I don't know... But I know how is it to get busted."
Siwon looked as more tears ran to Kibum's cheeks. He tried to wipe them away but suddenly Kibum leaned his head to the taller male's chest.
"And you are so young to get busted..." Kibum sobbed.
Siwon laughed a little before repeating: "You don't even know that I'm elder than you."
"WHAT?! You are?! You're my hyung?!"
"I'm just six months elder so you don't really need to call me hyung. I prefer to be called just Siwon." The taller male laughed. Then the cell was quiet. The two males close to each others just looked into the other's eyes.
Kibum looked at Siwon, his beautiful face, his perfect mouth and deep, dark eyes. He felt how his mouth went dry and he tried to swallow but it was very difficult. He didn't know what to do in this situation.
"Umm... Thank you for sharing this to me..." he mumbled with a little shaky voice and pulled himself away from Siwon's embrace. The taller male looked a bit embarrassed as he turned his gaze away.
"Yeah... I think I'll go to sleep already..." Siwon said, got up and climbed to his bed. Kibum stayed in his position. He was kind of scared of what could had happened if he hadn't moved, but at the same time he hoped he hadn't. He wanted to be close to Siwon. He wanted to hug him, he wanted to kiss him, he wanted to sleep next to him...
God damn it! Am I in love with Choi Siwon?!
On his bed Siwon laid on his back, staring to the ceiling of their cell. Kibum had been so close he had almost heard his heart beats. And his own heart had missed few beats as Kibum had leaned close to him, his dark, brown eyes locked into his owns. God, what could had happen if Kibum hadn't moved away?
He heard Kibum moving on his bed. He had no idea how long had he just stared the ceiling. He didn't feel sleepy at all.
Kibum started to breath steady, calmly, so Siwon figured he was already sleeping. He sighed as he wanted to look how he looked as he slept, but something stopped him. He couldn't. In frustration he turned on his side and closed his eyes. Good night, Kim Kibum.
A/N: I'm sorry this was so failed chapter... And it took me way too long to update :(
And I wrote it half awake so I know there are many wrong words and grammar mistakes xP
But I hope you liked it and comments are loved ^^ (as always)
Pairing: Kiwon
Rating: PG-13
Summary: It's Siwon's first day in jail. And ha shares some memories with Kibum in their cell.
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
Leeteuk cursed under his breath when he caught Kibum as the youth fainted. He knew Kibum so well that he wasn't even surprised to see the magnae going numb. And now he was holding Kibum so he wouldn't crush to the ground. What kinda guards are those?! Can't they see here is a man down?!
Leeteuk sat down and placed Kibum between his legs so the youth was leaning his back to his chest. He wasn't really that worried of Kibum's health, because this had happened many times before. And always he had fainted because he had too many things in his head at the same time.
Kibum started to wake up and moved his hand a little, to his forehead. He hated to wake up from Leeteuk's lap. It made him feel himself even more weak than just fainting, which itself was so embarrassing that Kibum wanted to sank through the ground. Wasn't it enough to faint because he couldn't handle everything in his head?!
Leeteuk petted Kibum's hair gently.
"Are you alright?"
Kibum sighed before he nodded weakly. His thoughts were still a big mess inside his head, but he didn't want to show it to Leeteuk and make him to worry even more.
Leeteuk helped the youth up as he looked perfectly fine again. Kibum carefully cleaned up his clothes while Leeteuk was looking around for something. Or rather for someone. And Kibum knew he was looking for Yesung. Leeteuk loved that killer but knew he couldn't never be with him. Yesung loved Sungmin, and he and Leeteuk were only close friends, that's all.
"I think he's with Siwon and his friends." Saying Siwon's name made him want to throw up. And Kibum was confused because of it. He wanted to relish his adrenaline and beat someone up but in jail it was pretty difficult. He felt pure anger and hate towards his cell mate, without knowing why.
Leeteuk nodded, asked if Kibum was really okay and when he saw a warm smile on the younger's lips, he headed towards Siwon and Yesung.
~~~
Kibum sank to his bed, leaning his elbows to his legs and pressed his face to his palms. Siwon looked confusedly his cell mate. He had no idea why Kibum was so quiet, though he was pretty quiet all the time.
"Kibum-ah? Are you okay?"
"Will you please stop asking that?!" Kibum shouted. He tried to keep his tears from falling, but one single tear managed to escape. Siwon saw it and at that second his heart melted and all he wanted to do was wipe it away... maybe not just with his thumb...
He sat next to the other male as he sighed and took deep breath before he spoke: "I'm sorry I shouted..."
"Is there something I can do?" He really wanted to do something to make Kibum happier. The black haired male said nothing so Siwon sat beside him and sighed. "Did I do something to you?"
Kibum stayed quiet.
"Kibum-ah..."
"The day I got busted... I thought my life was totally over. But then Leeteuk was here too, not in other jail. He has always been my best friend... my best hyung. And then he fell for Jongwoon... And I've been kinda loner since then. And now you are here... and I don't know what's going on in my head."
All that came from Kibum's mouth while he still kept his eyes away from Siwon.
The taller male was confused. What is he trying to say? Without him even realizing, he placed his hand on the smaller's shoulder.
"You wanna talk about it? About that day you... got busted?"
Kibum nodded and slowly rose his head, but still not looking at Siwon.
"The day we got busted... I really don't like to talk about it, but I... I mean we... don't still know how it happened. The job we had was suppose to be easy: just rob a small bank. So we got in there, Leeteuk had the gun and I was suppose to get the money. But when the lady behind the desk was putting the money to the bag, the cops came. And I'm sure that lady didn't alarm them. So we are still just guessing what really happened..."
Kibum paused and finally looked at Siwon. One single tear was falling on his cheek before Siwon wiped it away with his soft thumb and smiled a little.
"That sounds kinda familiar... Why I got in here today... Well... It's kinda long story but I can try to tell it shortly..."
Flash back...
"He lives alone. I gave you the address earlier and all you need to do is kill him. No witnesses" Siwon read the little note from his boss at least for fifth time that night. Yesung wanted a man named Kim Youngwoon, better known as Kangin, to be wiped away from this world. The man lived alone, had no family but was pretty big business man. Siwon had been following him for three days and was pretty sure he could do it easily.
It was already night when he was standing under a tree in a park he knew Kangin was going to pass during his way home from work. And there the man was, walking in the rain without an umbrella and all wet. Siwon quickly looked around making sure no one saw him as he pulled a gun from the pocket of his black jacket. He made sure the silencer of his gun was on its place and in a quick move he turned around and had a clear view to his target and rose the gun to take a clean shot.
But right when he was about to pull the tricker, he felt how something cold and hard was placed on the back of his head and he could he a silence click.
"Drop it so no one will get hurt." A low male voice said. Siwon had no choice so he slowly lowered his gun. As soon as he did it, a grope of cops ran to him and to Kangin, taking his target safe.
"Good boy. And now give it to me. Slowly." Siwon cursed out loud and reached his gun to the cop, who still had his gun pressed against Siwon's head.
End of the flash back...
"So the cops were there waiting for me and caught me from the action. It was suppose to be a piece of cake too, but someone had clearly leaked the information to the cops. And I'm sure, Yesung is trying to get Kangin dead by someone else. I think hyungs got the same job after me and failed as well. But I haven't talked with them. Or rather: they don't want to talk about it with me. Yesung-hyung knows everything, though." Siwon ended his story and looked at his feet.
Kibum was totally wordless. Everything was so alike with their robbery gig that it was hard to believe.
"I'm sorry..." He muddered. Siwon looked at him and raised an eyebrow.
"Why? You don't have any reasons to be sorry."
"I don't know... But I know how is it to get busted."
Siwon looked as more tears ran to Kibum's cheeks. He tried to wipe them away but suddenly Kibum leaned his head to the taller male's chest.
"And you are so young to get busted..." Kibum sobbed.
Siwon laughed a little before repeating: "You don't even know that I'm elder than you."
"WHAT?! You are?! You're my hyung?!"
"I'm just six months elder so you don't really need to call me hyung. I prefer to be called just Siwon." The taller male laughed. Then the cell was quiet. The two males close to each others just looked into the other's eyes.
Kibum looked at Siwon, his beautiful face, his perfect mouth and deep, dark eyes. He felt how his mouth went dry and he tried to swallow but it was very difficult. He didn't know what to do in this situation.
"Umm... Thank you for sharing this to me..." he mumbled with a little shaky voice and pulled himself away from Siwon's embrace. The taller male looked a bit embarrassed as he turned his gaze away.
"Yeah... I think I'll go to sleep already..." Siwon said, got up and climbed to his bed. Kibum stayed in his position. He was kind of scared of what could had happened if he hadn't moved, but at the same time he hoped he hadn't. He wanted to be close to Siwon. He wanted to hug him, he wanted to kiss him, he wanted to sleep next to him...
God damn it! Am I in love with Choi Siwon?!
On his bed Siwon laid on his back, staring to the ceiling of their cell. Kibum had been so close he had almost heard his heart beats. And his own heart had missed few beats as Kibum had leaned close to him, his dark, brown eyes locked into his owns. God, what could had happen if Kibum hadn't moved away?
He heard Kibum moving on his bed. He had no idea how long had he just stared the ceiling. He didn't feel sleepy at all.
Kibum started to breath steady, calmly, so Siwon figured he was already sleeping. He sighed as he wanted to look how he looked as he slept, but something stopped him. He couldn't. In frustration he turned on his side and closed his eyes. Good night, Kim Kibum.
A/N: I'm sorry this was so failed chapter... And it took me way too long to update :(
And I wrote it half awake so I know there are many wrong words and grammar mistakes xP
But I hope you liked it and comments are loved ^^ (as always)