Dear Boy

[sunflowerb]

Something a bit like literature today.  Yesterday I decided to wrtie little letters to all the boys I can remember having a crush on throughout my life, starting in kindergarten and ending with high school, and then I wrote a few little letters to a couple of boys who've liked me that I haven't liked back. That really sucks, you know? When a really

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[sunflowerb]

A lot of them were elementary school, and most of them lasted no longer than a week or two. And of course the last few weren't even real crushes.

Times like this I wish there was a word shallower than 'crush' to use, because there were a lot of theses boys that I had a silly, shallow, temporary crush on, and then there were two, maybe three guys who I had a crush on that was substantial enough that I might have actually gone out with them had they asked.

It was meant to be something more like a history. A history of guys I've liked for reasons that I can't really fathom, looking back. I suppose you could call it a history of my hopeless romantic nature getting the best of me. XD

I wasn't as bad as one of my best friends, though. She would obsess over a guy for two weeks at a time, and during that time she wouldn't shut up about him. And then all of a sudden, often within one day, she'd go from being completely obsessed to completely bored with him.