Our Genetic Makeup

When you said you loved me

Expectations were set upon a pedestal.

Trust never came easy for me

But when I saw you from a distance

I fucked what I knew

Setting myself up for pseudo illusions of empathy

Presuming we converged,

I lowered my precarious wall,

Just for you.

Did your charismatic charm capture me?

Perhaps it was your smile and ( Read more... )

So, there was an emergency drill at school today.  Apparently, in the case of a school shooting, all buildings will be barricaded...leaving students and faculty members inside the building either trapped with a gunman or safe from a possible gunman...while the people left outside are on their own, with no direction or idea of what's going on. This ( Read more... )

It's four in the fucking morning and I haven't slept a wink. Caught up with presentation on Sudan for Middle East class. The shit's due in six hours and I'm still not done with the outline. I've mostly been reading up about the Sudanese for the past few hours with Alison, but we wasted too much time deciding how to present it. First, powerpoint. We ( Read more... )

 
I woke up today wanting a cigarette, so I told myself I can only have one...pack. But then I was like, no Christina, its bad for you, it causes cancer or tumors in the fallopian tubes...somewhere along those lines. I contemplated the cigarette idea all morning until middle east class. For some reason, this heavy set gent, who reeked of beef jerky ( Read more... )

Since I'm a procrastinator, I updated my journal by deleting all previous entries instead of writing my english essay due last week. They were ridiculously retarded. I'm so ashamed.

I have so much on my mind right now, but its nothing coming out.