In a way, it's really like breaking up. That's how i described it to her during our lunch last friday anyway. The decision is almost, if not more painful than breaking up. It's as difficult a decision and as heart wrenching So you're right. What i'm doing..... It's like a girl telling a guy, "i love you, but sorry, i have to leave you."
I realise i shouldn't be so sentimental. Some people just don't appreciate it. Perhaps it just pains me... that all that i've done that all the time spent means nothing to you