Simply [Part II & Part III]
Second Part and Third Part (cause they were short) ^^
Title: Simply
Author: Sum3r
Genre: Romance/Slight angst?
Pairing: JaeMin
Rating: hmm…. PG-13 - PG-17
Warning: really Possessive!Jae and ExtremelyInnocent!Min
Summary: Jaejoong waits for Min to express his feelings, hurting him but wanting him all the same, Part 2 & 3/4?
Disclaimer: Plot is Mine. Smexi boys arent.
Part II
At first you slowly started ignoring him. You didn’t give him the usual special attention that you always did. You stopped making midnight snacks and only cooked once in a while for him. You would spend more time with the other members, making sure that there were less and less meetings with only you and him. You even gave him back his pajamas, saying how you weren’t interested in his Hamtaros anymore. You made him feel the distance between you and him and it hurt him.
Usually, when you would enter the room, he would give you a smile, one that reached his eyes and made them mismatched. Now, when you would enter, he would smile, but it would slowly fall off as he realizes it is not him you are sitting next to, but either Micky, or Junsu, or Yunho. He would constantly give you confused looks and even questioned you one day after an interview.
“Jaejoong hyung, did I do something wrong?”
“I don’t understand what you are saying Changmin.”
“Then why are you treating differently than before? Why the distance and-“
“It’s nothing Changmin, I’m just treating you the same as everybody else.”
You turned you back to him, but not before seeing the hurt in his eyes. It was cruel, you knew, what you was doing to him.
But its worth it.
He came to you that same night. I didn’t want to be the same as everyone else, he said. I liked the way you treated me before. I liked being special. So please…
You took him in your arms without any hesitation. You apologized, saying you were sorry for hurting him, saying you didn’t know, and as the lies stopped coming out of mouth, you simply stopped talking. You just held him, made him feel your heartbeat. You stroked his hair and laid him down in your bed, telling him that it was okay to sleep in his hyung’s bed for one night. You didn’t tell him what your thoughts were at that time. You simply smiled at him and knew he was confused as to why your eyes had gone dark. But you didn’t say anything. You watched him go to sleep and pretended to play the older, caring hyung as other thoughts played across your mind and other feelings ran around your body. Obviously you could not sleep in the same bed as him, the need was too strong. So you went to the living room. You lay down on the couch and began thinking about the second part of the plan.
Part III
For the next couple of weeks, you gave him the special attention he wanted. You cooked for him, smiled for him and spent more time with him. However, you left him feeling an empty distance whenever you walked out on him. You knew he couldn’t understand his feelings, as he would try to be with the other members more. It hurt you to watch as he would spend more time with each member, trying to fill in that empty space.
Its all for the best
You told yourself. But it still hurt you to watch him trying to get close to the other members.
It will all turn out in the end.
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He was almost 17 now, you mused. It was time to show him what that empty space was. Obviously he could not find it from the other members, as he stopped getting affectionate with them.
So instead, you got youself a girlfriend. Jessica was also part of SM, but while you were an international star, she was but a trainee. You didn’t mind. She was stupid enough to fall for your looks and believe you when you said she was special. You made sure to show her around to the other members and staff, but most importantly, to a certain brown-haired dongseng.
You made sure he was looking when you held her hand, or when you spoke into her ear. You made sure he was in the same room when you talked to her with a low voice and she giggled back. Her annoying high-pitched giggle. But what you especially made sure was that he would enter the room where you would kiss her. Everytime. And everytime he would turn away and run out of the room, but not before you would find shock and confusion in his eyes, as well as hurt.
He grew quieter and quieter with each passing day. And although you broke up with her, he would still continue to be silent. The others dismissed him as being shy, and you didn’t mind it. The more quiet he became, the less he would stand out, the less he would stand out, the less fans would notice him, and the less fans the better. So you made sure you were always in the camera all the time. You didn’t want others to notice him.
Why,
You would always ask yourself
There were so many others…
But you knew the reason
Why him?
Because he was special. Because he was Changmin and to you, he would always be special. You needed him by your side. You needed his comfort and his smiles. You needed his care and most importantly his love. You simply knew you could not imagine a life without him.
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Next scene is a higher rating scene. >.<;; first time doing this, so hopefully everything will be alright.
Title: Simply
Author: Sum3r
Genre: Romance/Slight angst?
Pairing: JaeMin
Rating: hmm…. PG-13 - PG-17
Warning: really Possessive!Jae and ExtremelyInnocent!Min
Summary: Jaejoong waits for Min to express his feelings, hurting him but wanting him all the same, Part 2 & 3/4?
Disclaimer: Plot is Mine. Smexi boys arent.
Part II
At first you slowly started ignoring him. You didn’t give him the usual special attention that you always did. You stopped making midnight snacks and only cooked once in a while for him. You would spend more time with the other members, making sure that there were less and less meetings with only you and him. You even gave him back his pajamas, saying how you weren’t interested in his Hamtaros anymore. You made him feel the distance between you and him and it hurt him.
Usually, when you would enter the room, he would give you a smile, one that reached his eyes and made them mismatched. Now, when you would enter, he would smile, but it would slowly fall off as he realizes it is not him you are sitting next to, but either Micky, or Junsu, or Yunho. He would constantly give you confused looks and even questioned you one day after an interview.
“Jaejoong hyung, did I do something wrong?”
“I don’t understand what you are saying Changmin.”
“Then why are you treating differently than before? Why the distance and-“
“It’s nothing Changmin, I’m just treating you the same as everybody else.”
You turned you back to him, but not before seeing the hurt in his eyes. It was cruel, you knew, what you was doing to him.
But its worth it.
He came to you that same night. I didn’t want to be the same as everyone else, he said. I liked the way you treated me before. I liked being special. So please…
You took him in your arms without any hesitation. You apologized, saying you were sorry for hurting him, saying you didn’t know, and as the lies stopped coming out of mouth, you simply stopped talking. You just held him, made him feel your heartbeat. You stroked his hair and laid him down in your bed, telling him that it was okay to sleep in his hyung’s bed for one night. You didn’t tell him what your thoughts were at that time. You simply smiled at him and knew he was confused as to why your eyes had gone dark. But you didn’t say anything. You watched him go to sleep and pretended to play the older, caring hyung as other thoughts played across your mind and other feelings ran around your body. Obviously you could not sleep in the same bed as him, the need was too strong. So you went to the living room. You lay down on the couch and began thinking about the second part of the plan.
Part III
For the next couple of weeks, you gave him the special attention he wanted. You cooked for him, smiled for him and spent more time with him. However, you left him feeling an empty distance whenever you walked out on him. You knew he couldn’t understand his feelings, as he would try to be with the other members more. It hurt you to watch as he would spend more time with each member, trying to fill in that empty space.
Its all for the best
You told yourself. But it still hurt you to watch him trying to get close to the other members.
It will all turn out in the end.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
He was almost 17 now, you mused. It was time to show him what that empty space was. Obviously he could not find it from the other members, as he stopped getting affectionate with them.
So instead, you got youself a girlfriend. Jessica was also part of SM, but while you were an international star, she was but a trainee. You didn’t mind. She was stupid enough to fall for your looks and believe you when you said she was special. You made sure to show her around to the other members and staff, but most importantly, to a certain brown-haired dongseng.
You made sure he was looking when you held her hand, or when you spoke into her ear. You made sure he was in the same room when you talked to her with a low voice and she giggled back. Her annoying high-pitched giggle. But what you especially made sure was that he would enter the room where you would kiss her. Everytime. And everytime he would turn away and run out of the room, but not before you would find shock and confusion in his eyes, as well as hurt.
He grew quieter and quieter with each passing day. And although you broke up with her, he would still continue to be silent. The others dismissed him as being shy, and you didn’t mind it. The more quiet he became, the less he would stand out, the less he would stand out, the less fans would notice him, and the less fans the better. So you made sure you were always in the camera all the time. You didn’t want others to notice him.
Why,
You would always ask yourself
There were so many others…
But you knew the reason
Why him?
Because he was special. Because he was Changmin and to you, he would always be special. You needed him by your side. You needed his comfort and his smiles. You needed his care and most importantly his love. You simply knew you could not imagine a life without him.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Next scene is a higher rating scene. >.<;; first time doing this, so hopefully everything will be alright.