「The Tear Of Joy」《Chapter 5》
Title:: The Tear Of Joy
Pairing:: Ohno Satoshi/OC, Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre:: angst, romance, drama, office!au
Length:: chaptered
Word Count:: 6757 words
Rating:: NC-17
Satoshi had been awake already for a while, his eyes only observed how cute Kazunari was under his body. Even if they could be together in the same bed without even touching, Satoshi had slept the whole night over him. His whims about Kazunari started to be really evident and cheeky, but his boss accepting so willing and pleased did not help him to stop with that attitude, so he just continued enjoying that man all he needed. It was not like he did not feel bad for the situation he was making him live, but at the same time, Ninomiya seemed as preferring it before being just a simple boss and employee. He would not have stayed here, he would not have kissed him like that, he would not have been teasing him and saying those things otherwise. So somehow Satoshi only followed his game because he liked it, he loved it. He loved placing his head on his shoulder to smell his neck or feeling two arms around his torso. It was addictive, so much he could not stop, no matter if he had a wife or if he was cheating on her. He was caring each day less every time his wife gave him another reason to focus on other person, to search for love in other person. Actually, he was not exculpating himself from the guilt of being playing with two at the same time, but maybe he was not the completely mean one there.
Slowly, he decided to stand up and walk a bit around the room, his legs continued being a bit weak and he wanted to recover completely as soon as possible. So leaning on the wall, he began to walk, trying to seem normal, doing simple steps, and he was feeling secure with his legs already, he had no type of problem to walk already. Ohno looked at the bed, excited to wake him up and tell him that he was able to walk perfectly. But he decided to go to the toilet first and wash his face a bit, also his hair because it was starting to be hotter. When he was drying his hands, he heard voices outside the room.
“What are you doing asleep in my husband's bed?” that voice he knew so well was talking with Kazunari. Ohno panicked and hurried up to get out and find his boss woken up with his wife in front of him and her typical expression of annoyance. “C’mon, stand up and get out of here, I want to talk with my husband” she talked to Kazunari so rudely that Satoshi frowned truly disturbed with her. Ninomiya stood up and opened his mouth to say something, but Ohno's anger towards her was faster.
“He’s been sleeping in my bed because he has not moved from my room since I entered the hospital, not like others who prefer to lie and go to stupid yoga sessions” Satoshi sat on the bed because he felt bad again. That pressure on his chest was coming back. Kazunari immediately placed a hand on his shoulder to see if he was okay. He needed to breathe deeply and everything would go smoothly. So he just did that, sighing at the end and turning around to face her.
“After it, I had to take care of a house. If you took care of yourself more, we would not have these problems now” she reproached him and Ohno looked at her so hurt. How dare she?
“Oh, I'm sorry for being a burden, just go away if I disturb you so much” his voice was so severe and he stood up to face her closely. His hand caught that bag she was carrying to open it and see she had brought him clean clothes. It was perfect for that day because his doctor would allow him to return home at the afternoon. So he just left it on a corner and kept staring at her.
“Don’t say that, you know it's not true” Yoko approached her husband to place his hand on his torso. “I have to go again, but just let me know when you will leave the hospital so I will take you home” she smiled and kissed his lips softly. Satoshi did not close his eyes and broke it as soon as possible, knowing that Ninomiya was observing them. His chest was empty when she touched him so he made a step backwards.
“I don't know it yet” he lied to her. “Maybe tomorrow” he gained time, planning something with Ninomiya mentally. He hoped his boss would like it. Ohno glanced at both quickly, the woman only nodded and the man widened his eyes. The employee gulped, trying to end that situation as soon as possible.
“Well, call me with an hour and I will come, okay?” his wife approached him again and left another peck on his lips. He wondered why she was so affective that day so suddenly; he was disliking it, especially in front of Kazunari, who remained glancing at them out of place. So at the moment Yoko said goodbye and closed the door, Ohno approached his boss. He was scared of being rejected, after all he was playing with both at the same time, and not being wrong, Ninomiya only surrounded him to go to the bathroom and shut him inside. He only sighed, knowing that this was unbearable, that he had to find a solution, a way to make it work. But how could he do it?
“Why did you lie to her?” his boss scared him from behind because Ohno had kept himself absorbed by his thoughts. He only approached him, looking down due to the embarrassment of his idea, but he said it.
“I want to spend the whole day with you” he blinked and finally, looked at him straight. Yes, that was another whim he wanted from Ninomiya, a whole day by his side. However, he did not want a no, he could not hear a no. So when he saw how Ninomiya shook his head as rejecting the idea, he pouted cutely and approached his ear. “I will let you do anything” what had he just said? Why had he said that? He wanted nothing like that, he only searched for company; he was scared of being alone. Thus, Satoshi lowered his head to search for his neck and kissed it a few times, until Ninomiya caught him to stop. He seemed really lost about what to say, his eyebrows were frowned and his lips being bitten revealed the dilemma inside of him. Ohno saw him so troubled that felt so bad for being so selfish and unfair. His body did a step backwards and he gave up. He would not force anyone to do something.
Ninomiya did not move, what was more, Satoshi was the one who muttered an apology and sat on the bed confused. What was he? A stupid, spoiled kid? He was old enough to know where the limits were. He was ashamed of himself and his behaviour… It was so disappointing to see how he, the man who was always helping anyone, was treating his wife and boss like that. What was wrong with him lately? Which was the problem? What had happened to make him be like that? He sighed, brushing his hair with a hand.
Ohno Satoshi, what are you aiming for in your life?
He asked himself mentally, over and over again, trying to search for the answer. He was finding one, but refused to admit it. It had to be impossible. He was just so screwed up that he raised his gaze to find Ninomiya in front of him and ask him with his eyes for the answer, the correct one. His boss only squatted down, taking one of his hands to his left cheek, and Satoshi could not stop him from approaching, leaning his other hand on the edge of the bed, and kissing his lips softly. Ohno needed that. He needed to feel him again like that. It was like fresh air to breathe. The purest creature filling his soul with a strange feeling he could not describe. Then, it was finished and Kazunari stood up, with a pouting Satoshi asking for more with his gaze. His boss only touched his nose with his index finger sweetly and smiled slightly.
Breaking the moment, what was truly hated by Ohno, the doctor entered the room with a smile. He approached the patient, watching how Kazunari did a step backwards relaxed, and stared at Ohno. “How are you today?” he asked with a positive voice.
“I’m fine, I'm like always” he said briefly, not knowing how to explain himself. The doctor laughed and took notes on the paper he always carried with him.
“Talk about your nerves, breath, tiredness” the man insisted and the employee glanced at Ninomiya for a second, who was observing the situation amused. What was funny?
“I’m calm, like if I had had holidays for a week” he laughed. “I could sleep so well this night so I'm full of energy and… Ah, my legs are perfect already, I can walk normally” he told him, continuing watching how Ninomiya was biting his lips not to smile. He wondered why so hard that he could not control his. The doctor looked at both above his glasses and shook his head.
“Every test we did to you is correct, so if you're feeling well already, I'm happy to say that you're allowed to return home” he confirmed with a very good mood. “Just have you got clothes here?” Ohno nodded, remembering the bag his wife had brought. “Then, you only have to dress up and go to the reception to sign a few documents. I will leave them ready now” he informed of the step he had to follow and Satoshi smiled widely, being happy about leaving the hospital finally. He stood up to shake the doctor's hand and thank him for his work. Kazunari approached the doctor too to shake his hand while saying just a simple thank you, but showing two bright eyes.
“Take care of your brother more from now on” the doctor advised him naïvely and Kazunari nodded at the next second.
“I will” his voice was firm. Satoshi could think he was just acting, that he was just interpreting the lie he started, but he could see sincerity in those brown eyes. The way, his boss looked at him after, did not show that character he had invented to be able to keep close to him; what was more, Ohno believed those words. He believed Ninomiya was going to take care of him. And he prayed it to be true. It was clear that lately he had even forgotten how to take care of himself, how to conduce his life already. So the last guide to follow was his boss. With his kisses and hugs, it was the only way he found what he needed, a place to belong to. Just by thinking about that, his eyes were wet when the doctor left the room. Kazunari approached once more to catch his chin and make him raise his face, showing him his sad side without a doubt.
“What’s wrong?” he asked with concern in his eyes. Was he really not pretending that? Was he really acting as he felt? Ohno could only wish for it. For having a person who was truly worrying about him.
“Nothing, I'm going to change” he smiled weakly and doubted if he should peck his lips. A hard tension grew up between them, he could feel it, like if both were lost about what they should do. So Satoshi did the step and kissed him tenderly, just not more than three seconds, but it had been already another perfect kiss between them. Hiding his shy smile, he caught the bag and entered the bathroom to change. Luckily, his wife had given him simple clothes as a T-shirt and trousers. He felt so comfortable with them. Then, he returned to the room and a pair of eyes stared at him continuously. Ninomiya did not stop looking at him with what seemed as a surprised grimace; Ohno wondered why, but he did not question it. The employee only walked to the door, being followed by a silent man, and they reached the elevator. No one spoke, even a single word, neither just the act of trying to search for a subject was made. Both kept silent until the reception where Ohno talked with the woman there. He signed every paper and left everything sorted out. He was free when his body felt the slight wind and the hot sun surrounding his being.
Suddenly, a hand caught his and Ninomiya pulled him until a parking near the hospital. Satoshi was panicking because of their caught hands and could sigh relaxed when his boss dropped it. He should not have strong emotions for a few days or it would come back. Then, he took a look around him to find several cars, but also one he knew very well. His blue one was in front of him. Satoshi wanted to drive again, he loved driving to feel the calmness filling his soul, but when he tried to remember where he had his keys, he could not recall it. Maybe they were with the rest of his stuff in the company, nevertheless, how was the car there? Hastily, he heard the sounds of keys being moved and, when Ohno turned around, his gaze found his boss shaking them. He raised his eyebrows before approaching and taking them, but Ninomiya moved them faster, not letting him catch them.
“Why? It's my car” Ohno complained, trying to catch them once more, but nothing further from reality, Kazunari did not let him. He got sulked due to his behaviour, what was he? Someone to make fun of? “Give me the keys!” his voice was loud and disturbed, however, Ninomiya's gaze was scary.
“What for? To end up having a car accident as the other day?” he spat. Why was he caring about that now? It had already happened and he was fine, that was all what mattered.
“Won’t you let me drive again then or what?” Ohno challenged him and Ninomiya smiled despicably. What?
“No. Get in the car” he ordered. Ninomiya sat on the driver’s seat, not giving him a single chance to even try it. With a deep sigh, he surrounded the car to sit beside Ninomiya.
“But do you even know how to drive?” he doubted as long as he did not have a car. Kazunari only glanced at him with a bothered gaze.
“I know how to do more things than you, so stop treating me as the CEO's stupid son, please” Ninomiya sounded truly bothered. Ohno only lowered his eyes, thinking that maybe he was still underestimating him just because of that fact. At last, he was only being unfair toward him.
He drove in silence, Ohno liked how he did it. Smoothly, slowly, carefully. It seemed he had truly done it in the past to be able to go so confident through the road. But also, how cool he was with those sunglasses and that focused face. Satoshi only kept thinking while watching him; the path was long and he did not want to be so silent. A sudden confession came to his mind. Should he say it? What was more, how would Ninomiya react? At least, he had to try. “The day before yesterday's morning, I was having lunch on the rooftop” he started so suddenly. Ninomiya glanced at him for a second, but returned to the road. “Then, one of my coworkers approached me and told me that he knew what we had done in the toilets before” he confessed half of the story, but Ninomiya was already nervous about it.
“What? Who was?” Kazunari asked in a hurry. Ohno thought that maybe it was to use his power as boss to stop him from saying anything, but he decided to continue, not answering his question.
“The main thing is that he told me he had recorded us meanwhile and threatened me to show it to my wife” he finished the whole story and sighed deeply. Since when did his life seem as an angsty drama? Actually, that sounded really stupid and surrealistic. However, he waited for his reaction.
“What the hell? Tell me who was, Ohno” he spoke his name at the end and Satoshi felt his heart pounding. What? Was he stupid? Was he a stupid teenager living a summer love story? He had thought that phase had been finished long time ago, but it seemed like he was being as always. Believing too much in fairy tales.
“I won't. I know he can't do it because he hasn’t got any video, I kept looking up to see if someone dared to take a look” he confessed, remembering just a few glances at the ceiling, but he had to convince him in some way.
“You kept looking at me and at our dicks” Ninomiya spoke without being ashamed. Ohno just avoided his gaze in a hurry.
“That’s not true!” his voice got out louder than he wished and his lie only became more evident.
“Then, you lost how my dick was bigger than yours” Kazunari said with a smirk. The one who was lying was him now.
“Hey! Mine was bigger than yours” he clarified without thinking, just letting his pride as man take over. Kazunari only smirked wider and chuckled a bit at the end.
“I was watching you the whole time, I know where you were looking at” he continued smiling already, his mood getting better for some reason. And Ohno could only look down and wait to reach his house. He checked his phone to answer a few messages he had about coworkers asking for his condition. He was glad that he had such a nice people around him. Then, he found one of Matsumoto. Ohno frowned, even doubting if he should read it, but he did not want to be impolite.
From: Matsumoto Jun
Good morning. I was worried about your health since yesterday, when you collapsed in the middle of the office. Somehow, I can't stop blaming myself for what I did, thinking that maybe it has been my fault. I'm so sorry for that, I have no video, I was just lying to get your confession. I was just feeling mad at the idea you were cheating on your wife with our boss. But I have no right to get in your lives. So I won't go farther in this subject. I hope you’re fine and can forgive me someday. Greetings.
Ohno sighed deeply, not knowing what to answer. Matsumoto had always seemed like a nice guy, willing to help anyone and so innocent. He wondered why he had done that. And now he was apologizing because of his consciousness. That person could not be a bad one telling that easily his plans. Or maybe Ohno was just being too naïve with people again. Once again, he did not want to make anyone feel bad, so he just typed an answer, sometimes doubting what he should write. After all, they were just coworkers.
From: Ohno Satoshi
Good evening. It's nice to receive an apology from you. Indeed, what you did was not correct, but after all, I can't talk about it since I'm doing this to my wife. You only did what you thought convenient, so don't blame yourself about this. I had too much pressure on me these days, the only thing I need is taking care of myself. Although, I hope what happened the other day won't be repeated in the future. Greetings.
He pressed the sending button, not wanting to think about it too much and left the phone in his pocket. Even before ending it, his boss's voice scared him. “What were you doing?” Kazunari asked, still focused on the road. Satoshi frowned, wanting to know why he was so interested in it.
“Nothing important, just a few messages” he answered briefly, trying to see if he needed more information. But Kazunari nodded and parked the car, turning the motor off. Then, Ohno looked up and saw the parking of the place where Ninomiya lived. Why were they there? The employee turned his head to look at him and the latter only got out and took the bag with him. Satoshi only followed him without a word, maybe there was a reason and he would end up sleeping in his house that night. Or maybe Ninomiya had only accepted his plan of spending the day together. Better said, the night.
Whatever it was, they walked silently until reaching his apartment and Kazunari left his bag on the floor beside the bed. Ohno walked slowly through the living room, watching perfectly what Ninomiya was doing. Especially when he turned around and kept still. “And what do you want to do?” his voice was a bit embarrassed, the situation was embarrassing. Ohno was as lost as Ninomiya, after all that whim had been an impulse of his desire towards his boss. In reality, he had a terrible dilemma now he was where he wanted. He could act as buddies or just approach him and fulfil what he had said to convince him. He knew the answer he wanted, Satoshi truly knew what he wanted to happen, but he was so unsure. Did he want to ruin his life? Had he done it already? Why should he stop himself if he had already ruined his marriage? Why should he continue suffering from being unable to taste him when there was already no turning back? Not having even a single reason to control himself, Satoshi stared at his boss and walked straight to him. But suddenly, Kazunari did a step backwards and stopped him with a hand on his chest. Ohno widened his eyes, feeling a harsh pain under that hand, which fell after.
“Why can't you stop yourself from rejecting me?” Ohno spoke without thinking, feeling deeply angry with Ninomiya. His boss just frowned, seeming so lost. “It's my marriage, okay? If I don't care about ruining it, it's my fucking problem” he yelled at him without controlling his words at all. It was possible he would regret it after, but at that moment, he only wanted to be desired by that man once again. To feel needed by someone.
“Why can't you see how selfish you are?” his voice was low, painful maybe. His eyes were showing how nervous he was after his words. Just then, Satoshi bit his lower lip, trying to approach once again, but his boss did not allow him. “And my life? My life will be ruined as the man who broke a marriage” he raised the volume with that last explanation. But Ohno titled a bit his head. There was something which was not fixing in that puzzle.
“Then, why do you kiss me? Why did you touch me in an elevator in front of anyone? Why did you corner me in a toilet to touch us?” Satoshi ended up catching his shirt, being closer to him without Ninomiya separating their bodies. Slowly, after several seconds waiting, he felt a hand on his waist, being slipped inside his T-shirt. Against all odds, Kazunari brought their two foreheads together, their breaths crashing hard.
“Because I can't control myself when you're close to me” he confessed with his gaze lowered. “That doesn’t mean that I don't know that I'm breaking a marriage, your life, my own life… But I-” Satoshi cut his words off with a sudden kiss. He covered them hastily, trying to make him stop worrying about that because he felt the same way, completely lost about what to do, but inside of him he could not stop his desire towards him. That was why his arms were wrapped around his neck while the other’s two were hugging his waist tightly. Their lips were playing so hard, their tongues meeting sometimes shyly. Just when his hand caught his hair to carry his mouth to his neck, Ninomiya caught his chin to obligate him to look at him. “If you are going to call this a mistake, please, stop now that it can be fixed” he muttered with a painful voice. Satoshi kept on thinking about it. That could not have an excuse. If he did it, he had to know what he was doing and which the cons were.
“How can I call it a mistake if it's with you?” at that moment, his mind had not been what had talked, but his heart. He was just remembering the last twenty four hours and how Kazunari had taken care of him more than his wife in the whole year they had been married. So, yes, after realizing who was worth it, Ninomiya was the only one who mattered for him. “Please, make me yours” he begged, caressing his check softly, also wondering why he had asked for that in that way, but maybe it was the truth, it was all what he desired after all. And being grateful for accepting, Satoshi felt how his T-shirt was removed and found two eyes staring at him.
“I won't stop...” he warned the employee, but the latter only searched for his neck to lick and suck it while a hand was being lowered to stroke his butt strongly. His hands opened his shirt to kiss his collarbones too, feeling that perfect torso, he had desired to touch so much, under his fingertips. That seemed like a dream he had been wishing for those last days by his side. How was that even happening actually? How was he allowing Ninomiya to stroke his butt so hard that their crotches were being rubbed slightly? He was not thinking properly. He was not choosing that decision after reconsidering it several times. He was just hot and fed up with the monotony. It was like his mind needed a break from his normal life to risk a bit and feel alive. And Kazunari was perfect for that. How he made him forget about his life so easily. That seemed like a miracle. Trying to focus his mind on that man, who was fixed at him, completely, he raised his head to search for his lips and let him control the situation from that moment on.
Kazunari only turned the both of them around to make him fall on the bed with him on top, kissing his neck strongly. Satoshi stopped him from doing it so harshly. “Don’t leave a mark, please” he had to be careful after all, no matter how he accepted to do it, he had to arrive at home after and do as her husband again; thing which was seeming even heavier each second, he spent with Kazunari, more. His boss only nodded a bit gloomily and continued through his torso, making him gasp sometimes when his teeth bit his skin, especially his nipples. Ohno was totally unaware that nipples could be so exciting and hot. Or maybe it was just that Ninomiya truly knew how to do it, because he was already feeling his body in the heaven. Then, his eyes glanced at both sides, trying to know what time it was. His wife was always asking at least fifteen minutes with just preliminaries and then, ten to undress each other. He was used like that, so being so quick with Ninomiya was so weird for him. However, who was being truly odd was he himself because Kazunari raised his head to see what was wrong.
“Do you want it faster?” his boss asked, truly doubting what he wanted. Ohno widened his eyes slightly. Faster? How fast could they go? Did he want to know? When he realized what he was answering, his face was nodding without stop and he saw how Ninomiya opened the fly of his trousers not to only lower them, but also his boxers, ending up being completely naked in front of him. Nobody had seen him like that, neither even his wife. His cheeks were flushed, but his embarrassment did not forbid him from looking how his boss removed his shirt sexily and opened his own fly to take off the rest of clothes. Ohno felt a harsh puncture of pleasure inside his stomach when his gaze stared at that hot member. His lower lip was bitten hard by his teeth when that handsome man placed his body over his. They kissed softly, Satoshi enjoying how tender his skin was under his hands, and just being curious, one of them was lowered to stroke his butt while Ninomiya was torturing his neck once more. He felt a smile against his cheek before it was kissed and their gazes crashed in the middle of that lustful atmosphere.
“Shouldn’t we turn the lights off and cover ourselves?” suddenly, Ohno asked, feeling how Ninomiya was going farther in those preliminaries. His boss only frowned and smiled slightly.
“Why? It's hot and I want to see you...” he clarified between kisses to his lips. However, it still looked so weird for him as long as he had always done it with his wife like that, just feeling and not watching. But now, Satoshi observed better his body and his free hand touched his torso, noticing how well-built his pectorals were. Then, his both hands grabbed his arms, shaping his muscles form under the palms of his hands. Ohno was loving how it felt and how Ninomiya started to smirk, close to his lips. He left a quick peck and kneeled on the mattress, between his legs, which Satoshi closed due to his shyness. He observed how Ninomiya opened the nightstand first drawer and his eyes found all those things again. Would he use them on him? Or better said, into him? He tried to sit down, having his legs over Kazunari's thighs when his boss returned with something in his hands, but it was dropped beside them to hug his waist. His face was a bit worried about that sudden move, but Ohno only wrapped an arm around his neck to keep in that position and pointed out the rest of things inside of that drawer.
“What are they?” he said with an innocent voice which Kazunari loved because of how he smiled. Instead of an answer, he got a few kisses. Pouting because that was not what he wanted at that moment, he repeated his question, being so persistent.
Hastily, Ninomiya made them fall over the bed, he being so hot without a noticeable reason. Then, he muttered beside his ear. “When I desire a man inside me, I use them...” he moved his hips against Ohno's crotch and the employee gasped loudly, feeling pleasurable shivers crossing his whole body fast. Satoshi searched for his ear and bit his lobe.
“You can use me” he did not know what he had just said, but he was in the verge of exploding in the middle of such a dirty conversation. He only heard a chuckle and felt a few kisses and bites on his shoulder. Was that a yes?
“I'm sorry, but I reserve my butt for the ones I truly like...” he spoke slowly, his mouth over a nipple before sucking it. His hands started to search for his legs to make them be raised, exposing his hole completely. Ninomiya kneeled between them to observe him perfectly. His boss touched his torso, then his belly reaching that hot part of Satoshi's, making him shiver when his two hand palms rubbed everything blatantly. He had never been harder than that day, and just because of a man. Satoshi was arching a bit his back due to the pleasure he was feeling because of his hands; his own arms were beside his head, not doing anything but grabbing the pillow tightly. He was truly gasping, only trying to focus on him instead of what he was breaking at the same time. Then, he thought once more if he was sure about that, if it was worth it. Would he regret it? He was scared of that, of losing everything because of a whim. He closed his eyes, gulping a bit of saliva through his dry throat. He was on time to stop it, Ninomiya was only playing with a finger inside his hole, he could stop him if his ideas were unsure. But Satoshi only moaned when the second was in and moved. His fingertips were rubbing something inside which was making his body tremble. Then, hastily the third was put in and the mix of pleasure and pain drove him crazy, cancelling any type of doubt in his mind.
“Satoshi” he called him by his name and the employee got flushed even more. Ninomiya approached his ear. “Do you want my cock, Satoshi?” he asked in a whisper and Ohno gasped by how erotic those words sounded, how dirty his name sounded being spoken by Kazunari. Their gazes crashed and Ohno only nodded desperately. “Beg me...” he started that odd game, which was extremely embarrassing. His voice was not audible and his boss got impatient. “C’mon, beg for my cock in you...” he was gasping while saying it. Maybe he had a kind of fetish with it, so being so hot, he did not think of it twice.
“Ninomiya, please...” he could not look at that man over him. The embarrassment was so strong after speaking that. But indeed, his body felt as burning, his member was even aching for being so hard.
“More, I want to hear more...” Ninomiya asked while kissing his shoulder and rubbing his length tip on his hole. Satoshi was needing to be filled with it so he did not matter to repeat that shameful beg.
“Please, I want it...” his hand was grabbing his hair tightly and somehow, his legs ended up being wrapped around his hips. He thought that it would start after it, but further than the reality, Ninomiya was aiming for killing his sanity completely.
“More, Satoshi...” his name truly sounded beautiful between his gasps, it was like the best melody he could hear. Ohno was arching a bit his back already due to the pleasure just those words provoked in his body. What was happening to him? He had never been like that. So crazy for someone.
“I want you to fuck me, Kazunari... Plea-“ even before ending that beg, he felt how something so hard and big came into him. He hugged his partner tightly, needing his support to handle that pain, and his boss only covered his mouth to soften his shouts. His butt was being broken by that bloody length, which was not stopped a single second. The rhythm was slow, though, as if Ninomiya was trying not to hurt him. Satoshi felt so horribly lost there, between those endless kisses and those perfect moves inside of him. Every cell of his body was controlled by him, his senses were at his mercy. It seemed like he was out of his being. Ohno was convinced he could not feel any drop more of pleasure, but he knew he was totally wrong when his own climax came too fast to even tell his boss. He arched his back, opening his mouth to shout and moan as hard as he could; his legs took his hips deeper and his arms hugged him until hurting. The proof of his orgasm intensity was the scratches his nails left on his back when he was trying to stop that desperately. He was breathless, his eyes closed, so he could not see the amazed man above him. His stomach felt a soft wipe, probably cleaning his expelled cum and Ohno decided to attempt to watch him. He felt so sleepy suddenly, his body had no strength, but even like that, Kazunari left his hole, showing that he had not finished yet, and helped him to turn around, making him be all on four.
“Show me that butt” he slapped one of his buttock and Ohno gasped tiredly. His arms could not almost keep his body up and much less the thrusts Ninomiya began to do. One of his hands tried to reach the wall so he would be able to keep like that and Ninomiya seemed to have understood his actions because he made them move until being close to the wall. That was pretty erotic because Satoshi could feel his member into his hole meanwhile. Everything he did was amazing for the employee. And he wanted more due to that reason. That was why he arched his back to turn a bit around, the needed angle to catch his nape with a hand and kiss him. His body could realize two hands on his hips, one attempting to reach his member and pump it in a moderated speed. Then, the hand, which was playing with his hair, was lowered to catch his forearm. Just when Ohno looked back at the wall, Ninomiya pressed their two bodies together and started to devour his shoulder and neck by behind.
Ohno was only moaning, his brain was not working at all, what was more, even if he tried, it seemed impossible to say how much two plus two was. So he just closed his eyes and let the sensations fill his body. Slowly, he dared to move his hips against Kazunari's and he smirked when his boss gasped heavier. He was enjoying it as no one. He could bet that more than his boss himself. Somehow, he wanted anyone to know what they were doing at that moment, show how Ninomiya was possessing him over and over again. Their moans and how the bed was cracking truly helped it to be pretty evident, but it seemed that his boss needed more. “Shout my name...” that whisper ended up being spoken beside his ear.
“Ninomiya...” his voice was a breathless gasp. He had no more strength to spend. However, his partner searched for the last glimpse in him.
“No... My name, Satoshi...” he insisted, repeating once again his. Ohno pressed his forehead on the wall to handle everything surrounding him and be able to fulfil his request before his climax hit his inward for second time.
“Kazunari...” his voice was husky due to the whimpers. “Kazunari...” he repeated because he was loving that. How his body was burnt by the pleasure. Then, as marking his ending, he tried for last time. “Kazun-“ his words were cut off. He was breaking inside. His back was aching for being so arched. His butt was destroyed when Ninomiya moved so fast that he thought he was going to faint. Finally, his hole was free and Ohno could only turn and wrap his arms around his neck. He was so weak and exhausted that he seemed as actually indeed fainted. Ninomiya shook his body a bit, calling him. He could feel his voice worried. He was just tired, but even a finger was impossible to move. He noticed how he was dropped on the mattress and before breaking his embrace around his neck, his hand brushed a bit his hair to show Ohno was fine. Abruptly, someone lay down beside him and the employee felt a long sigh. Was he truly worried?
“I'm sorry, I have been too harsh for your condition” he talked lowly, his voice being regretful. Ohno decided to find him with his close eyes and hug him, staying over his torso. His hand continued touching his skin from his right pectoral to his shoulder. In exchange, he felt a complete arm embracing his back and another his waist. That was perfect. “I wanted to take a shower” he chuckled slightly and Satoshi grabbed him tighter.
“After...” he pouted. His ears heard how Ninomiya accepted and just then, he ended up falling in a deep dream where everything was confusing and darkness prevailed. However, his body was still surrounded by that warmth which scared away any fear. He did not want to wake up if that would mean to keep like that forever. Satoshi only desired that, to feel that loved over and over again. And it seemed like only Kazunari was able to do it.
//Hi! Here's the fifth and 😌 I truly hope you liked it a lot! I mean when I was rereading after having written it ao many months ago, I felt myself feeling their pasion in a way that I was omg Tomo how could you write this? XD
So I feel like it's a good first time.
Again thank you so much for the support 💕 Hearing your thoughts are always so amazing!
Pairing:: Ohno Satoshi/OC, Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre:: angst, romance, drama, office!au
Length:: chaptered
Word Count:: 6757 words
Rating:: NC-17
Satoshi had been awake already for a while, his eyes only observed how cute Kazunari was under his body. Even if they could be together in the same bed without even touching, Satoshi had slept the whole night over him. His whims about Kazunari started to be really evident and cheeky, but his boss accepting so willing and pleased did not help him to stop with that attitude, so he just continued enjoying that man all he needed. It was not like he did not feel bad for the situation he was making him live, but at the same time, Ninomiya seemed as preferring it before being just a simple boss and employee. He would not have stayed here, he would not have kissed him like that, he would not have been teasing him and saying those things otherwise. So somehow Satoshi only followed his game because he liked it, he loved it. He loved placing his head on his shoulder to smell his neck or feeling two arms around his torso. It was addictive, so much he could not stop, no matter if he had a wife or if he was cheating on her. He was caring each day less every time his wife gave him another reason to focus on other person, to search for love in other person. Actually, he was not exculpating himself from the guilt of being playing with two at the same time, but maybe he was not the completely mean one there.
Slowly, he decided to stand up and walk a bit around the room, his legs continued being a bit weak and he wanted to recover completely as soon as possible. So leaning on the wall, he began to walk, trying to seem normal, doing simple steps, and he was feeling secure with his legs already, he had no type of problem to walk already. Ohno looked at the bed, excited to wake him up and tell him that he was able to walk perfectly. But he decided to go to the toilet first and wash his face a bit, also his hair because it was starting to be hotter. When he was drying his hands, he heard voices outside the room.
“What are you doing asleep in my husband's bed?” that voice he knew so well was talking with Kazunari. Ohno panicked and hurried up to get out and find his boss woken up with his wife in front of him and her typical expression of annoyance. “C’mon, stand up and get out of here, I want to talk with my husband” she talked to Kazunari so rudely that Satoshi frowned truly disturbed with her. Ninomiya stood up and opened his mouth to say something, but Ohno's anger towards her was faster.
“He’s been sleeping in my bed because he has not moved from my room since I entered the hospital, not like others who prefer to lie and go to stupid yoga sessions” Satoshi sat on the bed because he felt bad again. That pressure on his chest was coming back. Kazunari immediately placed a hand on his shoulder to see if he was okay. He needed to breathe deeply and everything would go smoothly. So he just did that, sighing at the end and turning around to face her.
“After it, I had to take care of a house. If you took care of yourself more, we would not have these problems now” she reproached him and Ohno looked at her so hurt. How dare she?
“Oh, I'm sorry for being a burden, just go away if I disturb you so much” his voice was so severe and he stood up to face her closely. His hand caught that bag she was carrying to open it and see she had brought him clean clothes. It was perfect for that day because his doctor would allow him to return home at the afternoon. So he just left it on a corner and kept staring at her.
“Don’t say that, you know it's not true” Yoko approached her husband to place his hand on his torso. “I have to go again, but just let me know when you will leave the hospital so I will take you home” she smiled and kissed his lips softly. Satoshi did not close his eyes and broke it as soon as possible, knowing that Ninomiya was observing them. His chest was empty when she touched him so he made a step backwards.
“I don't know it yet” he lied to her. “Maybe tomorrow” he gained time, planning something with Ninomiya mentally. He hoped his boss would like it. Ohno glanced at both quickly, the woman only nodded and the man widened his eyes. The employee gulped, trying to end that situation as soon as possible.
“Well, call me with an hour and I will come, okay?” his wife approached him again and left another peck on his lips. He wondered why she was so affective that day so suddenly; he was disliking it, especially in front of Kazunari, who remained glancing at them out of place. So at the moment Yoko said goodbye and closed the door, Ohno approached his boss. He was scared of being rejected, after all he was playing with both at the same time, and not being wrong, Ninomiya only surrounded him to go to the bathroom and shut him inside. He only sighed, knowing that this was unbearable, that he had to find a solution, a way to make it work. But how could he do it?
“Why did you lie to her?” his boss scared him from behind because Ohno had kept himself absorbed by his thoughts. He only approached him, looking down due to the embarrassment of his idea, but he said it.
“I want to spend the whole day with you” he blinked and finally, looked at him straight. Yes, that was another whim he wanted from Ninomiya, a whole day by his side. However, he did not want a no, he could not hear a no. So when he saw how Ninomiya shook his head as rejecting the idea, he pouted cutely and approached his ear. “I will let you do anything” what had he just said? Why had he said that? He wanted nothing like that, he only searched for company; he was scared of being alone. Thus, Satoshi lowered his head to search for his neck and kissed it a few times, until Ninomiya caught him to stop. He seemed really lost about what to say, his eyebrows were frowned and his lips being bitten revealed the dilemma inside of him. Ohno saw him so troubled that felt so bad for being so selfish and unfair. His body did a step backwards and he gave up. He would not force anyone to do something.
Ninomiya did not move, what was more, Satoshi was the one who muttered an apology and sat on the bed confused. What was he? A stupid, spoiled kid? He was old enough to know where the limits were. He was ashamed of himself and his behaviour… It was so disappointing to see how he, the man who was always helping anyone, was treating his wife and boss like that. What was wrong with him lately? Which was the problem? What had happened to make him be like that? He sighed, brushing his hair with a hand.
Ohno Satoshi, what are you aiming for in your life?
He asked himself mentally, over and over again, trying to search for the answer. He was finding one, but refused to admit it. It had to be impossible. He was just so screwed up that he raised his gaze to find Ninomiya in front of him and ask him with his eyes for the answer, the correct one. His boss only squatted down, taking one of his hands to his left cheek, and Satoshi could not stop him from approaching, leaning his other hand on the edge of the bed, and kissing his lips softly. Ohno needed that. He needed to feel him again like that. It was like fresh air to breathe. The purest creature filling his soul with a strange feeling he could not describe. Then, it was finished and Kazunari stood up, with a pouting Satoshi asking for more with his gaze. His boss only touched his nose with his index finger sweetly and smiled slightly.
Breaking the moment, what was truly hated by Ohno, the doctor entered the room with a smile. He approached the patient, watching how Kazunari did a step backwards relaxed, and stared at Ohno. “How are you today?” he asked with a positive voice.
“I’m fine, I'm like always” he said briefly, not knowing how to explain himself. The doctor laughed and took notes on the paper he always carried with him.
“Talk about your nerves, breath, tiredness” the man insisted and the employee glanced at Ninomiya for a second, who was observing the situation amused. What was funny?
“I’m calm, like if I had had holidays for a week” he laughed. “I could sleep so well this night so I'm full of energy and… Ah, my legs are perfect already, I can walk normally” he told him, continuing watching how Ninomiya was biting his lips not to smile. He wondered why so hard that he could not control his. The doctor looked at both above his glasses and shook his head.
“Every test we did to you is correct, so if you're feeling well already, I'm happy to say that you're allowed to return home” he confirmed with a very good mood. “Just have you got clothes here?” Ohno nodded, remembering the bag his wife had brought. “Then, you only have to dress up and go to the reception to sign a few documents. I will leave them ready now” he informed of the step he had to follow and Satoshi smiled widely, being happy about leaving the hospital finally. He stood up to shake the doctor's hand and thank him for his work. Kazunari approached the doctor too to shake his hand while saying just a simple thank you, but showing two bright eyes.
“Take care of your brother more from now on” the doctor advised him naïvely and Kazunari nodded at the next second.
“I will” his voice was firm. Satoshi could think he was just acting, that he was just interpreting the lie he started, but he could see sincerity in those brown eyes. The way, his boss looked at him after, did not show that character he had invented to be able to keep close to him; what was more, Ohno believed those words. He believed Ninomiya was going to take care of him. And he prayed it to be true. It was clear that lately he had even forgotten how to take care of himself, how to conduce his life already. So the last guide to follow was his boss. With his kisses and hugs, it was the only way he found what he needed, a place to belong to. Just by thinking about that, his eyes were wet when the doctor left the room. Kazunari approached once more to catch his chin and make him raise his face, showing him his sad side without a doubt.
“What’s wrong?” he asked with concern in his eyes. Was he really not pretending that? Was he really acting as he felt? Ohno could only wish for it. For having a person who was truly worrying about him.
“Nothing, I'm going to change” he smiled weakly and doubted if he should peck his lips. A hard tension grew up between them, he could feel it, like if both were lost about what they should do. So Satoshi did the step and kissed him tenderly, just not more than three seconds, but it had been already another perfect kiss between them. Hiding his shy smile, he caught the bag and entered the bathroom to change. Luckily, his wife had given him simple clothes as a T-shirt and trousers. He felt so comfortable with them. Then, he returned to the room and a pair of eyes stared at him continuously. Ninomiya did not stop looking at him with what seemed as a surprised grimace; Ohno wondered why, but he did not question it. The employee only walked to the door, being followed by a silent man, and they reached the elevator. No one spoke, even a single word, neither just the act of trying to search for a subject was made. Both kept silent until the reception where Ohno talked with the woman there. He signed every paper and left everything sorted out. He was free when his body felt the slight wind and the hot sun surrounding his being.
Suddenly, a hand caught his and Ninomiya pulled him until a parking near the hospital. Satoshi was panicking because of their caught hands and could sigh relaxed when his boss dropped it. He should not have strong emotions for a few days or it would come back. Then, he took a look around him to find several cars, but also one he knew very well. His blue one was in front of him. Satoshi wanted to drive again, he loved driving to feel the calmness filling his soul, but when he tried to remember where he had his keys, he could not recall it. Maybe they were with the rest of his stuff in the company, nevertheless, how was the car there? Hastily, he heard the sounds of keys being moved and, when Ohno turned around, his gaze found his boss shaking them. He raised his eyebrows before approaching and taking them, but Ninomiya moved them faster, not letting him catch them.
“Why? It's my car” Ohno complained, trying to catch them once more, but nothing further from reality, Kazunari did not let him. He got sulked due to his behaviour, what was he? Someone to make fun of? “Give me the keys!” his voice was loud and disturbed, however, Ninomiya's gaze was scary.
“What for? To end up having a car accident as the other day?” he spat. Why was he caring about that now? It had already happened and he was fine, that was all what mattered.
“Won’t you let me drive again then or what?” Ohno challenged him and Ninomiya smiled despicably. What?
“No. Get in the car” he ordered. Ninomiya sat on the driver’s seat, not giving him a single chance to even try it. With a deep sigh, he surrounded the car to sit beside Ninomiya.
“But do you even know how to drive?” he doubted as long as he did not have a car. Kazunari only glanced at him with a bothered gaze.
“I know how to do more things than you, so stop treating me as the CEO's stupid son, please” Ninomiya sounded truly bothered. Ohno only lowered his eyes, thinking that maybe he was still underestimating him just because of that fact. At last, he was only being unfair toward him.
He drove in silence, Ohno liked how he did it. Smoothly, slowly, carefully. It seemed he had truly done it in the past to be able to go so confident through the road. But also, how cool he was with those sunglasses and that focused face. Satoshi only kept thinking while watching him; the path was long and he did not want to be so silent. A sudden confession came to his mind. Should he say it? What was more, how would Ninomiya react? At least, he had to try. “The day before yesterday's morning, I was having lunch on the rooftop” he started so suddenly. Ninomiya glanced at him for a second, but returned to the road. “Then, one of my coworkers approached me and told me that he knew what we had done in the toilets before” he confessed half of the story, but Ninomiya was already nervous about it.
“What? Who was?” Kazunari asked in a hurry. Ohno thought that maybe it was to use his power as boss to stop him from saying anything, but he decided to continue, not answering his question.
“The main thing is that he told me he had recorded us meanwhile and threatened me to show it to my wife” he finished the whole story and sighed deeply. Since when did his life seem as an angsty drama? Actually, that sounded really stupid and surrealistic. However, he waited for his reaction.
“What the hell? Tell me who was, Ohno” he spoke his name at the end and Satoshi felt his heart pounding. What? Was he stupid? Was he a stupid teenager living a summer love story? He had thought that phase had been finished long time ago, but it seemed like he was being as always. Believing too much in fairy tales.
“I won't. I know he can't do it because he hasn’t got any video, I kept looking up to see if someone dared to take a look” he confessed, remembering just a few glances at the ceiling, but he had to convince him in some way.
“You kept looking at me and at our dicks” Ninomiya spoke without being ashamed. Ohno just avoided his gaze in a hurry.
“That’s not true!” his voice got out louder than he wished and his lie only became more evident.
“Then, you lost how my dick was bigger than yours” Kazunari said with a smirk. The one who was lying was him now.
“Hey! Mine was bigger than yours” he clarified without thinking, just letting his pride as man take over. Kazunari only smirked wider and chuckled a bit at the end.
“I was watching you the whole time, I know where you were looking at” he continued smiling already, his mood getting better for some reason. And Ohno could only look down and wait to reach his house. He checked his phone to answer a few messages he had about coworkers asking for his condition. He was glad that he had such a nice people around him. Then, he found one of Matsumoto. Ohno frowned, even doubting if he should read it, but he did not want to be impolite.
From: Matsumoto Jun
Good morning. I was worried about your health since yesterday, when you collapsed in the middle of the office. Somehow, I can't stop blaming myself for what I did, thinking that maybe it has been my fault. I'm so sorry for that, I have no video, I was just lying to get your confession. I was just feeling mad at the idea you were cheating on your wife with our boss. But I have no right to get in your lives. So I won't go farther in this subject. I hope you’re fine and can forgive me someday. Greetings.
Ohno sighed deeply, not knowing what to answer. Matsumoto had always seemed like a nice guy, willing to help anyone and so innocent. He wondered why he had done that. And now he was apologizing because of his consciousness. That person could not be a bad one telling that easily his plans. Or maybe Ohno was just being too naïve with people again. Once again, he did not want to make anyone feel bad, so he just typed an answer, sometimes doubting what he should write. After all, they were just coworkers.
From: Ohno Satoshi
Good evening. It's nice to receive an apology from you. Indeed, what you did was not correct, but after all, I can't talk about it since I'm doing this to my wife. You only did what you thought convenient, so don't blame yourself about this. I had too much pressure on me these days, the only thing I need is taking care of myself. Although, I hope what happened the other day won't be repeated in the future. Greetings.
He pressed the sending button, not wanting to think about it too much and left the phone in his pocket. Even before ending it, his boss's voice scared him. “What were you doing?” Kazunari asked, still focused on the road. Satoshi frowned, wanting to know why he was so interested in it.
“Nothing important, just a few messages” he answered briefly, trying to see if he needed more information. But Kazunari nodded and parked the car, turning the motor off. Then, Ohno looked up and saw the parking of the place where Ninomiya lived. Why were they there? The employee turned his head to look at him and the latter only got out and took the bag with him. Satoshi only followed him without a word, maybe there was a reason and he would end up sleeping in his house that night. Or maybe Ninomiya had only accepted his plan of spending the day together. Better said, the night.
Whatever it was, they walked silently until reaching his apartment and Kazunari left his bag on the floor beside the bed. Ohno walked slowly through the living room, watching perfectly what Ninomiya was doing. Especially when he turned around and kept still. “And what do you want to do?” his voice was a bit embarrassed, the situation was embarrassing. Ohno was as lost as Ninomiya, after all that whim had been an impulse of his desire towards his boss. In reality, he had a terrible dilemma now he was where he wanted. He could act as buddies or just approach him and fulfil what he had said to convince him. He knew the answer he wanted, Satoshi truly knew what he wanted to happen, but he was so unsure. Did he want to ruin his life? Had he done it already? Why should he stop himself if he had already ruined his marriage? Why should he continue suffering from being unable to taste him when there was already no turning back? Not having even a single reason to control himself, Satoshi stared at his boss and walked straight to him. But suddenly, Kazunari did a step backwards and stopped him with a hand on his chest. Ohno widened his eyes, feeling a harsh pain under that hand, which fell after.
“Why can't you stop yourself from rejecting me?” Ohno spoke without thinking, feeling deeply angry with Ninomiya. His boss just frowned, seeming so lost. “It's my marriage, okay? If I don't care about ruining it, it's my fucking problem” he yelled at him without controlling his words at all. It was possible he would regret it after, but at that moment, he only wanted to be desired by that man once again. To feel needed by someone.
“Why can't you see how selfish you are?” his voice was low, painful maybe. His eyes were showing how nervous he was after his words. Just then, Satoshi bit his lower lip, trying to approach once again, but his boss did not allow him. “And my life? My life will be ruined as the man who broke a marriage” he raised the volume with that last explanation. But Ohno titled a bit his head. There was something which was not fixing in that puzzle.
“Then, why do you kiss me? Why did you touch me in an elevator in front of anyone? Why did you corner me in a toilet to touch us?” Satoshi ended up catching his shirt, being closer to him without Ninomiya separating their bodies. Slowly, after several seconds waiting, he felt a hand on his waist, being slipped inside his T-shirt. Against all odds, Kazunari brought their two foreheads together, their breaths crashing hard.
“Because I can't control myself when you're close to me” he confessed with his gaze lowered. “That doesn’t mean that I don't know that I'm breaking a marriage, your life, my own life… But I-” Satoshi cut his words off with a sudden kiss. He covered them hastily, trying to make him stop worrying about that because he felt the same way, completely lost about what to do, but inside of him he could not stop his desire towards him. That was why his arms were wrapped around his neck while the other’s two were hugging his waist tightly. Their lips were playing so hard, their tongues meeting sometimes shyly. Just when his hand caught his hair to carry his mouth to his neck, Ninomiya caught his chin to obligate him to look at him. “If you are going to call this a mistake, please, stop now that it can be fixed” he muttered with a painful voice. Satoshi kept on thinking about it. That could not have an excuse. If he did it, he had to know what he was doing and which the cons were.
“How can I call it a mistake if it's with you?” at that moment, his mind had not been what had talked, but his heart. He was just remembering the last twenty four hours and how Kazunari had taken care of him more than his wife in the whole year they had been married. So, yes, after realizing who was worth it, Ninomiya was the only one who mattered for him. “Please, make me yours” he begged, caressing his check softly, also wondering why he had asked for that in that way, but maybe it was the truth, it was all what he desired after all. And being grateful for accepting, Satoshi felt how his T-shirt was removed and found two eyes staring at him.
“I won't stop...” he warned the employee, but the latter only searched for his neck to lick and suck it while a hand was being lowered to stroke his butt strongly. His hands opened his shirt to kiss his collarbones too, feeling that perfect torso, he had desired to touch so much, under his fingertips. That seemed like a dream he had been wishing for those last days by his side. How was that even happening actually? How was he allowing Ninomiya to stroke his butt so hard that their crotches were being rubbed slightly? He was not thinking properly. He was not choosing that decision after reconsidering it several times. He was just hot and fed up with the monotony. It was like his mind needed a break from his normal life to risk a bit and feel alive. And Kazunari was perfect for that. How he made him forget about his life so easily. That seemed like a miracle. Trying to focus his mind on that man, who was fixed at him, completely, he raised his head to search for his lips and let him control the situation from that moment on.
Kazunari only turned the both of them around to make him fall on the bed with him on top, kissing his neck strongly. Satoshi stopped him from doing it so harshly. “Don’t leave a mark, please” he had to be careful after all, no matter how he accepted to do it, he had to arrive at home after and do as her husband again; thing which was seeming even heavier each second, he spent with Kazunari, more. His boss only nodded a bit gloomily and continued through his torso, making him gasp sometimes when his teeth bit his skin, especially his nipples. Ohno was totally unaware that nipples could be so exciting and hot. Or maybe it was just that Ninomiya truly knew how to do it, because he was already feeling his body in the heaven. Then, his eyes glanced at both sides, trying to know what time it was. His wife was always asking at least fifteen minutes with just preliminaries and then, ten to undress each other. He was used like that, so being so quick with Ninomiya was so weird for him. However, who was being truly odd was he himself because Kazunari raised his head to see what was wrong.
“Do you want it faster?” his boss asked, truly doubting what he wanted. Ohno widened his eyes slightly. Faster? How fast could they go? Did he want to know? When he realized what he was answering, his face was nodding without stop and he saw how Ninomiya opened the fly of his trousers not to only lower them, but also his boxers, ending up being completely naked in front of him. Nobody had seen him like that, neither even his wife. His cheeks were flushed, but his embarrassment did not forbid him from looking how his boss removed his shirt sexily and opened his own fly to take off the rest of clothes. Ohno felt a harsh puncture of pleasure inside his stomach when his gaze stared at that hot member. His lower lip was bitten hard by his teeth when that handsome man placed his body over his. They kissed softly, Satoshi enjoying how tender his skin was under his hands, and just being curious, one of them was lowered to stroke his butt while Ninomiya was torturing his neck once more. He felt a smile against his cheek before it was kissed and their gazes crashed in the middle of that lustful atmosphere.
“Shouldn’t we turn the lights off and cover ourselves?” suddenly, Ohno asked, feeling how Ninomiya was going farther in those preliminaries. His boss only frowned and smiled slightly.
“Why? It's hot and I want to see you...” he clarified between kisses to his lips. However, it still looked so weird for him as long as he had always done it with his wife like that, just feeling and not watching. But now, Satoshi observed better his body and his free hand touched his torso, noticing how well-built his pectorals were. Then, his both hands grabbed his arms, shaping his muscles form under the palms of his hands. Ohno was loving how it felt and how Ninomiya started to smirk, close to his lips. He left a quick peck and kneeled on the mattress, between his legs, which Satoshi closed due to his shyness. He observed how Ninomiya opened the nightstand first drawer and his eyes found all those things again. Would he use them on him? Or better said, into him? He tried to sit down, having his legs over Kazunari's thighs when his boss returned with something in his hands, but it was dropped beside them to hug his waist. His face was a bit worried about that sudden move, but Ohno only wrapped an arm around his neck to keep in that position and pointed out the rest of things inside of that drawer.
“What are they?” he said with an innocent voice which Kazunari loved because of how he smiled. Instead of an answer, he got a few kisses. Pouting because that was not what he wanted at that moment, he repeated his question, being so persistent.
Hastily, Ninomiya made them fall over the bed, he being so hot without a noticeable reason. Then, he muttered beside his ear. “When I desire a man inside me, I use them...” he moved his hips against Ohno's crotch and the employee gasped loudly, feeling pleasurable shivers crossing his whole body fast. Satoshi searched for his ear and bit his lobe.
“You can use me” he did not know what he had just said, but he was in the verge of exploding in the middle of such a dirty conversation. He only heard a chuckle and felt a few kisses and bites on his shoulder. Was that a yes?
“I'm sorry, but I reserve my butt for the ones I truly like...” he spoke slowly, his mouth over a nipple before sucking it. His hands started to search for his legs to make them be raised, exposing his hole completely. Ninomiya kneeled between them to observe him perfectly. His boss touched his torso, then his belly reaching that hot part of Satoshi's, making him shiver when his two hand palms rubbed everything blatantly. He had never been harder than that day, and just because of a man. Satoshi was arching a bit his back due to the pleasure he was feeling because of his hands; his own arms were beside his head, not doing anything but grabbing the pillow tightly. He was truly gasping, only trying to focus on him instead of what he was breaking at the same time. Then, he thought once more if he was sure about that, if it was worth it. Would he regret it? He was scared of that, of losing everything because of a whim. He closed his eyes, gulping a bit of saliva through his dry throat. He was on time to stop it, Ninomiya was only playing with a finger inside his hole, he could stop him if his ideas were unsure. But Satoshi only moaned when the second was in and moved. His fingertips were rubbing something inside which was making his body tremble. Then, hastily the third was put in and the mix of pleasure and pain drove him crazy, cancelling any type of doubt in his mind.
“Satoshi” he called him by his name and the employee got flushed even more. Ninomiya approached his ear. “Do you want my cock, Satoshi?” he asked in a whisper and Ohno gasped by how erotic those words sounded, how dirty his name sounded being spoken by Kazunari. Their gazes crashed and Ohno only nodded desperately. “Beg me...” he started that odd game, which was extremely embarrassing. His voice was not audible and his boss got impatient. “C’mon, beg for my cock in you...” he was gasping while saying it. Maybe he had a kind of fetish with it, so being so hot, he did not think of it twice.
“Ninomiya, please...” he could not look at that man over him. The embarrassment was so strong after speaking that. But indeed, his body felt as burning, his member was even aching for being so hard.
“More, I want to hear more...” Ninomiya asked while kissing his shoulder and rubbing his length tip on his hole. Satoshi was needing to be filled with it so he did not matter to repeat that shameful beg.
“Please, I want it...” his hand was grabbing his hair tightly and somehow, his legs ended up being wrapped around his hips. He thought that it would start after it, but further than the reality, Ninomiya was aiming for killing his sanity completely.
“More, Satoshi...” his name truly sounded beautiful between his gasps, it was like the best melody he could hear. Ohno was arching a bit his back already due to the pleasure just those words provoked in his body. What was happening to him? He had never been like that. So crazy for someone.
“I want you to fuck me, Kazunari... Plea-“ even before ending that beg, he felt how something so hard and big came into him. He hugged his partner tightly, needing his support to handle that pain, and his boss only covered his mouth to soften his shouts. His butt was being broken by that bloody length, which was not stopped a single second. The rhythm was slow, though, as if Ninomiya was trying not to hurt him. Satoshi felt so horribly lost there, between those endless kisses and those perfect moves inside of him. Every cell of his body was controlled by him, his senses were at his mercy. It seemed like he was out of his being. Ohno was convinced he could not feel any drop more of pleasure, but he knew he was totally wrong when his own climax came too fast to even tell his boss. He arched his back, opening his mouth to shout and moan as hard as he could; his legs took his hips deeper and his arms hugged him until hurting. The proof of his orgasm intensity was the scratches his nails left on his back when he was trying to stop that desperately. He was breathless, his eyes closed, so he could not see the amazed man above him. His stomach felt a soft wipe, probably cleaning his expelled cum and Ohno decided to attempt to watch him. He felt so sleepy suddenly, his body had no strength, but even like that, Kazunari left his hole, showing that he had not finished yet, and helped him to turn around, making him be all on four.
“Show me that butt” he slapped one of his buttock and Ohno gasped tiredly. His arms could not almost keep his body up and much less the thrusts Ninomiya began to do. One of his hands tried to reach the wall so he would be able to keep like that and Ninomiya seemed to have understood his actions because he made them move until being close to the wall. That was pretty erotic because Satoshi could feel his member into his hole meanwhile. Everything he did was amazing for the employee. And he wanted more due to that reason. That was why he arched his back to turn a bit around, the needed angle to catch his nape with a hand and kiss him. His body could realize two hands on his hips, one attempting to reach his member and pump it in a moderated speed. Then, the hand, which was playing with his hair, was lowered to catch his forearm. Just when Ohno looked back at the wall, Ninomiya pressed their two bodies together and started to devour his shoulder and neck by behind.
Ohno was only moaning, his brain was not working at all, what was more, even if he tried, it seemed impossible to say how much two plus two was. So he just closed his eyes and let the sensations fill his body. Slowly, he dared to move his hips against Kazunari's and he smirked when his boss gasped heavier. He was enjoying it as no one. He could bet that more than his boss himself. Somehow, he wanted anyone to know what they were doing at that moment, show how Ninomiya was possessing him over and over again. Their moans and how the bed was cracking truly helped it to be pretty evident, but it seemed that his boss needed more. “Shout my name...” that whisper ended up being spoken beside his ear.
“Ninomiya...” his voice was a breathless gasp. He had no more strength to spend. However, his partner searched for the last glimpse in him.
“No... My name, Satoshi...” he insisted, repeating once again his. Ohno pressed his forehead on the wall to handle everything surrounding him and be able to fulfil his request before his climax hit his inward for second time.
“Kazunari...” his voice was husky due to the whimpers. “Kazunari...” he repeated because he was loving that. How his body was burnt by the pleasure. Then, as marking his ending, he tried for last time. “Kazun-“ his words were cut off. He was breaking inside. His back was aching for being so arched. His butt was destroyed when Ninomiya moved so fast that he thought he was going to faint. Finally, his hole was free and Ohno could only turn and wrap his arms around his neck. He was so weak and exhausted that he seemed as actually indeed fainted. Ninomiya shook his body a bit, calling him. He could feel his voice worried. He was just tired, but even a finger was impossible to move. He noticed how he was dropped on the mattress and before breaking his embrace around his neck, his hand brushed a bit his hair to show Ohno was fine. Abruptly, someone lay down beside him and the employee felt a long sigh. Was he truly worried?
“I'm sorry, I have been too harsh for your condition” he talked lowly, his voice being regretful. Ohno decided to find him with his close eyes and hug him, staying over his torso. His hand continued touching his skin from his right pectoral to his shoulder. In exchange, he felt a complete arm embracing his back and another his waist. That was perfect. “I wanted to take a shower” he chuckled slightly and Satoshi grabbed him tighter.
“After...” he pouted. His ears heard how Ninomiya accepted and just then, he ended up falling in a deep dream where everything was confusing and darkness prevailed. However, his body was still surrounded by that warmth which scared away any fear. He did not want to wake up if that would mean to keep like that forever. Satoshi only desired that, to feel that loved over and over again. And it seemed like only Kazunari was able to do it.
//Hi! Here's the fifth and 😌 I truly hope you liked it a lot! I mean when I was rereading after having written it ao many months ago, I felt myself feeling their pasion in a way that I was omg Tomo how could you write this? XD
So I feel like it's a good first time.
Again thank you so much for the support 💕 Hearing your thoughts are always so amazing!