「90 Minutes」《Chapter 4》
Title: 90 Minutes
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre: angst, drama, smut, romance
Length: chaptered
Word Count: 3,876 words
Rating: NC-17
WARNING: dubious consent, BDSM hints
He yawned when he realized another day was starting. He did not know what time was but the sun was covered by clouds because the bedroom seemed so grey. Then, his gaze discovered a torso under his cheek and Ninomiya smelled it a bit. He wondered why his nose loved it. Sighing tired, he observed Ohno while he was sleeping and his hands could not help caressing his cheek. His mouth was half-opened and a bit of saliva was falling down. Ninomiya felt a hand grabbing his waist, but the other was on the pillow. Satoshi was sleeping like a little kid and that cuteness made him not think about his acts. Still half-asleep, he approached and pecked his lips. His sir did not move at all and Kazunari smiled amused. He looked even innocent like that.
The servant decided to stand up and walk feeling a bit of pain on his butt. Ohno really hit him hard last night. Then, observing a bit more his bedroom, he stared at two shelves full of books and wanted to take a look. Some of them were about fishing -did Satoshi like fishing?- and mostly the rest was about Art. “So he doesn’t only fuck...” he muttered nodding slowly. Shortly after, he found a book about overcoming the trauma of a death. His hand caught it and there were inside some post-it notes. He decided to take a look and read them.
“This is about... ‘It's not your fault, neither your acts nor your words were the reason why that person died'. What the-?”
“What are you doing?” a husky voice sounded behind him and Kazunari turned around to find Satoshi sat on the bed. When his sir noticed the book he had on his hands, he stood up quickly to snatch it away. “What the fuck are you doing with this?!” he shouted at him returning the book to its place.
“I was just...” Kazunari was paralyzed by a sudden question. Was Ohno regretting someone's death? He was still blaming himself about his mother's death...
“Don’t touch this again! Do you hear me?” the vein of his neck was quite marked showing how angry he was, but Kazunari was still there, not saying a word. “At least look at my face!” Satoshi grabbed his arm and Ninomiya could come back and raise his gaze.
“Who passed away?” he asked. He needed to know. He needed to know that he was not alone regretting what he had done in the past.
“Why should I tell you?!” Ohno yelled at him and turned around to walk to the door, but Kazunari grabbed his wrist.
“Because I feel the same way!” he confessed saying that knot on his throat, which had hurt him since his mother's death. “I blame myself everyday and that pain doesn’t go away... It’s stuck inside of me and no matter what I do... It torments me every fucking, single second of my life...” his face was wet. He was getting to calm that sorrow for first time by talking about it. And Ohno only approached him to embrace his body and let him cry on his shoulder. “She died by a heart attack when I told her that I liked men... She hated homosexual people and her own son... I can't stop hating myself... Every day I spend here, gaining money while doing what she hated... Everything is my fault... I killed her because I'm not normal... Because I can't marry a woman and love her... Have a family... I killed her, Ohno...” he did not know why, all his regrets were spoken in his arms. For first time, he felt protected enough as for telling what happened and how he felt. He had never had someone who was willing to listen to him, and much less who could understand his feeling.
His weeping was calmed slowly while Satoshi rubbed his hair and back. Ninomiya was so ashamed that he could not look at his sir. But Ohno caught his chin to raise his head. “Never. Never think that your mother died because you are gay. Indeed, she looked at it wrongly, but you're not doing anything bad. You're just being yourself...” Satoshi rubbed his cheek drying it. “And you're beautiful, Kazunari” he whispered and Kazunari lost his sanity. He had the feeling that only Satoshi could stop the pain in him, that only he could see beyond his face and his likes. As if Satoshi was trying to know his inside, not caring about anything else. That was why he took his face with his hands and kissed him. As deep as he knew. His tongue met Ohno's shyly, but his sir licked his whole mouth thoughtlessly. He was breathless, but needed more. His head was titled and Satoshi went deeper if that was still possible. He did not fall backwards because his sir's strong arms were around his waist and his lips caught his tongue to suck it slightly.
Just because Satoshi stopped him from continuing, Kazunari could catch fresh air and bit his own lip remembering the reason of that kiss. He was a slut. He would always be that... And he was showing it at that moment. “When even your own mother hates you... How can you avoid hating yourself?” he had never found the support Ohno brought him only with his presence. His eyes showed concern, his hands rubbed his skin slowly, his lips kissed him back all the times he needed, his warmth heated up his cold heart. Satoshi was there for him... As Kazunari had done last night...
“I don't know...” Ohno looked at his eyes feeling sorry and Kazunari could only feel guilty about saying all of that without a proper reason. Just a book. And the secret Ohno had. Ninomiya dropped his arms from his neck and he tried to go backwards, but Satoshi impeded it trying to kiss him again. Kazunari stopped him being a mess.
“I’m sorry. I must never have done this...” he tried to give a reason why he kissed him, but he could find nothing convincing. He just did it because he had the deep desire to kiss him. Those bitten lips. Since the first moment, he had felt the attraction to Satoshi, how his body wanted to touch him or how his mind wished to be close and talk. He did not know what that was, but he hated those feelings so much that he needed to argue with him, just maybe like that he would stop them and continue his life alone.
“Do it. All the times you need, you want...” he caressed his face and Kazunari was hypnotized by his brown eyes. “But never hide your pain from me” Satoshi spoke approaching again, but Ninomiya covered his mouth with a hand. He could not understand a fact of what he had said.
“Why shouldn’t I hide it, but you tell me nothing?” he wanted to know it more than a kiss or talking about him. The servant was curious about his past, about his sorrows. Satoshi was a fascinating man for Kazunari and that had attracted him this last month. Satoshi sighed looking down.
“I don't want anyone knowing my life” he answered raising his gaze while seeming tired. Kazunari only nodded and after breaking their eye contact, he took his arms to set the aside and be apart. His sir seemed dissatisfied, but he said nothing.
“Then, I will stop bothering you with my questions” Ninomiya concluded and he walked to the door. “Please, forget everything I did” he said before going outside and breathe fresh air. That atmosphere was so tense and somehow his chest was painful, as if his heart was clenched tightly. His gaze was lost on the floor as his back was leaned on the door. Maybe waiting for Ohno to follow him or maybe just assimilating that he was not more than a simple servant. Why did he believe he was something more? Why did he have that hope? It was useless.
After a day without knowing anything about Satoshi, Ninomiya was trying to avoid Sakurai, who was following him to apologize. He did not want to hear an apology, he was tired of finding people who only wanted to use him. Sho had betrayed him and Kazunari was avoiding the thought that he could not trust anyone. He could, it was just that he trusted the wrong people. Maybe he just needed to wait a bit more and find the right ones to rely on.
Then, when he was on the bedroom while working, one of them came in a rush to say that there was a new list. But it was so weird this time. Kazunari was just praying for not being him who would have to go, but somehow he could assure that his mind was suspicious. “The chosen people are Sakurai Sho and Ninomiya Kazunari” the servant read shocked and they two frowned looking at each other. Why only two? Why they? He sighed, resigned and defeated, to drop the pillow, he had, and he went to that room alone, followed by his coworker closely.
“Before coming inside, please Ninomiya, forgive me. What I did the other day was a complete mistake and-“
“Sakurai. Shut up, okay? To have friends like you, I prefer to be alone” he was rude and cold, he was still so angry with him and having to go to that room with him was not easy. Maybe, just maybe, Ohno would leave them alone as always, but he doubted it. After the last day, maybe he would not be that easy-going with him anymore. And he would fuck him in front of anyone. He hated to think that, he hated himself to believe that from his sir, but it could not be helped. Kazunari was discovering that what Ohno did hurt him in a way he never felt possible.
He sighed before coming inside and when they two were in front of their sir, Satoshi only looked at Sho while blinking slowly. Fleetingly, he glanced at Ninomiya, but quickly both broke that connection. Why was that so painful? He could not get that, he was not understanding himself at all. And he was so lost, so much that he would love to be hugged again by those arms, he would desire to kiss him again. He would love to stare at those warm eyes once more and see that sweetness inside. Kazunari was yearning for that and it was difficult to watch how Satoshi took Sho to the chains and started to touch him.
His hands were going up and down through that muscled body and he wanted it to stop. Ninomiya was not bearing that knot in his stomach or how his breath was irregular while realizing that he could have done that with Ohno, but he had been so stubborn to reject him. He wanted to shout him to stop those touches, those moves inside of Sho, those moans his friend did because of the pleasure. Kazunari found himself mad at that situation. He could not allow that, he was not willing to accept that. Just when he was going to yell, Satoshi stopped before Sho ended. The two servants were astonished and Kazunari followed the sexy shape of his sir to see how he caught a kind of whip.
His eyes stared at Sho shaking his head when he saw Satoshi in front of him. He could not hear what Ohno muttered, but Sho started to beg not to do it. The whip crossed some parts of his body and suddenly, when it was crossing his neck, it hit his face hard. Sakurai tried to break the chains moving strongly, but nothing worked. Ohno continued hitting parts of his body and sometimes he could hear how Sakurai complained. Ninomiya was there, watching that blocked, completely blank. What should he do?
Then, he saw how the whip hit the tip of his erected member and Sakurai's shout echoed in his mind several seconds. He could bet that his friend was crying because of the pain. His head was lowered as he was just accepting the punishment. After that, Satoshi approached to catch his chin. “Maybe you will stop wanting to fuck everything you want” he said and hit it again. Kazunari had goosebumps on his whole skin. He was punishing Sho for what he had done the other night. Why? At that moment, the servant felt a heavy guilt over his back, he was the one who trusted Sho to do it, who allowed him, who ended up in that trouble. And Sakurai was just paying his mistakes. That was not fair.
“I'm sorry... I wasn’t thinking... I drank that day and I couldn’t stop... Please, forgive me...” Sho was crying while apologizing and he was hit again. Something inside Kazunari was squeezed, but even feeling scared of ending up like that too, he began to walk to Satoshi straight to catch that whip and throw it on the floor. Ninomiya was attempting not to slap his face and talk the best he could, but he was staring at those cold eyes and the knife he had stuck in his back deepened. In just one second, his hand was going to slap him, but Ohno stopped it. Kazunari felt so helpless at that moment and he chose the option to talk.
“Do you think you can do this?” his voice was shaking and unsure. Satoshi only bit his lower lip and approached him. Ninomiya tried to go backwards, but Satoshi impeded it by hugging his waist. “You should stop and let him go” he spoke giving his best not to sound like losing his sanity with those lips going closer and closer. “Ohno...” he muttered before he closed his eyes when their lips crashed into a sweet kiss. Satoshi's hand was still grabbing his and slowly, they intertwined their fingers. Kazunari was thinking that Sakurai was there, looking at them kissing, and even though he wanted to stop, Satoshi deepened it. His head was titled to receive it better and his free hand grabbed his nape.
“I want to make you feel good...” Ohno muttered between their lips and Ninomiya nodded. He was not thinking, Satoshi had just fucked his friend and now he was behaving like that with him. He wanted to care about that, but his body was so hot that he could not see more than a bed and Satoshi on top of him while kissing his neck and torso. His eyes were half-opened and sometimes he could see how Ohno glanced at Sakurai, who was watching them. Kazunari took his face into his hands.
“I don't want to continue with him like that...” Ninomiya tried to convince him and Satoshi pecked his lips before standing up and unchaining his body. Sakurai stared at Kazunari a long second and the latter lowered his gaze. He felt so dirty that nobody less Ohno could stare at him. Then, his sir came again and they stayed still while seeing each other. “Don’t you think it was too much?” Kazunari asked sat on the bed; Satoshi was just in front of him and he brushed his hair with both hands.
“He almost rapped you, I can't forgive that” he spoke while kneeling on the mattress and Ninomiya lay down to hug him by his neck. He could not help it, he needed that man near him. To continue kissing his lips or maybe his body too. To continue being close to him because he felt save. The servant could not understand what that was; his mind was frozen when Satoshi made him feel so good with his lips and hands. He was hypnotized by his handsomeness; Ohno was beautiful...
“I...” he talked abruptly and Satoshi raised his head from his torso to stop kissing his skin. Their gazes crashed and Kazunari gulped. “Allow me to... do it this time...” he muttered flushed and his sir only smiled and kissed him to roll on the bed and place him on top.
“C’mon” Satoshi smirked and Ninomiya caught his face to kiss him. It was strange, he was not used to do that. His mouth started to work on his neck as inexperienced as he was, but at least he was trying. It felt so nice to touch his skin and search for his weak point, which he was still wondering. He lowered a bit his wet-with-saliva path reaching his belly button and finally, Ohno muffled a gasp. Maybe he was doing it well. However, he found the trousers and his hands were shaken when they opened the fly, he was very nervous and maybe afraid of doing what he must not do. Kazunari sighed lowering the last clothes and Satoshi appeared naked and hard in front of his eyes.
“Should I...?” he wanted to know if he was going on the right path and Ohno tried to control his smile.
“Go on, just don't uncover your teeth” he said sweetly and Kazunari felt his stomach upside down. His hand grabbed the length unsurely and he stared at it while biting his lower lip. He wanted to lick, to suck it, he was desiring to do it and drive him crazy. “Ninomiya, do it now, I can't wait anymore...” Satoshi complained and Kazunari breathed in and out to lower his head. His mouth surrounded that length while his tongue was licking it and his ears were listening to Ohno gasps.
He felt a hand on his hair and suddenly, how Satoshi moved his hips instead of him moving his head. It went so deep that he closed his eyes trying not to cough. Even though he disliked that, he could not say anything, Satoshi was used to do that and he needed to learn about it. After the first thrust in his mouth, Ohno did it once more and Kazunari stopped his blowjob to cough a bit. The tip went too deep this time. How could the rest handle that? He covered his mouth totally embarrassed and he heard how Ohno showed his surprise.
“Eh? Why...?” his words were diffuse. “Continue at your pace... I just...” he hurried to correct himself and Kazunari nodded not wanting to hear anything else. Why was it not working? They could not find the way to go at the same time. And that stressed Kazunari more than he would love. After a sigh, he sucked it again slowly, scarily. He did not know if he was doing it properly, but his mouth started to move in a good speed. He heard how Satoshi even moaned sometimes and that turned him on in his trousers. His crotch was hurting a bit already and he needed to lower a hand and touch himself. It was impossible not to moan around his length and his hand fastened his moves.
Satoshi began to moan louder and suddenly, he felt his mouth full of a salty liquid, which he did not swallow, but dropped it over the length when he raised his head. It was his cum. He did not want to swallow that, but he could still feeling some into his mouth. His hand stopped because he was frozen there and Satoshi sat to look at him. “Give me those wipes, please” he asked and Kazunari covered his hard member to stand up and approach the wipes to Ohno. He observed how he cleaned himself quickly and then he caught his waist to be closer. “What do you hide there?” he smiled rubbing his nose on his jaw; his voice was so husky that he had to muffle a gasp. His hands showed his crotch and how turned on he was.
“How can you swallow that?” Kazunari asked suddenly and Satoshi smiled. He was trying to get his attention and recover himself after that. He was feeling horrible... He was hating himself more than before. If at least he had done it correctly...
“You don't have to taste it if you don't like it, just swallow at the same moment you feel it in your tongue” his sir kissed him deeply because his tongue licked everything, as if he was cleaning it, and Ninomiya could swallow finally. Slowly, Ohno licked his chin. “You still have a bit...” he played.
“It’s okay...” Ninomiya needed to go to another place, be far away from his sir. Just like that maybe he would forget his whole life. His body moved backwards to escape, but Satoshi impeded it.
“Where are you go? 15 minutes left” so indeed he was working. Satoshi was not doing that because he liked it, but because he was his sexual toy. At that moment he was gaining his salary using his body and even for that, he could not do it well. He was a failure. A mistake.
He stayed there, waiting for his sir's next step and Ohno kissed him softly. Why? Those two facts were crashing into his mind and he could not understand what was happening. Hastily he felt a hot hand grabbing his length and he moaned when their lips were separated. Everything was a mess and he only wanted to end as soon as possible. Satoshi was working fast, so much that he only took less than a minute to come. He was speechless without knowing why his body acted like that.
“You were so hot...” Satoshi murmured beside his ear and Kazunari needed to get out of there. He stood up abruptly to arrive at the door, but a man grabbed his arm. “What’s wrong?” Ohno asked worriedly, however he only received a broken gaze.
“I need to be alone...” he answered and went away. Nobody followed him, nobody called him. Ninomiya felt so empty at that moment. He wiped his tears on the hallway and luckily nobody walked near. The servant almost ran to the garden and breathe fresh air. It was like the wind cleaned a bit his soul. And he walked to a tree to sit and close his eyes. He needed his mind blank.
Suddenly, someone touched his shoulder and Sakurai appeared in front of him. Kazunari sighed wondering why he deserved that, but he was stopped by his friend. “I want to talk with you” he said. Ninomiya sighed allowing him to talk and Sho sat beside him. “Thank you for helping me before...” he waited an answer back, but Kazunari did not open his mouth. “Well, you know that I've seen you two and sincerely, I was frozen when our sir kissed you” he smiled bitterly.
“Why?” he was lost, did Ohno not kiss the rest?
“Our sir never kisses anyone. It was strange for me to see that” he giggled lowly. Kazunari turned around his gaze amazed. Was he the only one who could kiss Satoshi? “But you know what was the most surprising thing?” Sakurai sighed. “That you seemed as enjoying it, as wanting more...” he confessed and Kazunari shook his head immediately.
“That’s impossible” he refused to believe that and stood up to go, but Sho grabbed his arm.
“Are you in love with him?”
//As ever Thursday, new chapter~ I could end another so here you have~ I'm happy about how the story is going, but omg I love angst and drama huh? You will see. Continue supporting this fic~
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre: angst, drama, smut, romance
Length: chaptered
Word Count: 3,876 words
Rating: NC-17
WARNING: dubious consent, BDSM hints
He yawned when he realized another day was starting. He did not know what time was but the sun was covered by clouds because the bedroom seemed so grey. Then, his gaze discovered a torso under his cheek and Ninomiya smelled it a bit. He wondered why his nose loved it. Sighing tired, he observed Ohno while he was sleeping and his hands could not help caressing his cheek. His mouth was half-opened and a bit of saliva was falling down. Ninomiya felt a hand grabbing his waist, but the other was on the pillow. Satoshi was sleeping like a little kid and that cuteness made him not think about his acts. Still half-asleep, he approached and pecked his lips. His sir did not move at all and Kazunari smiled amused. He looked even innocent like that.
The servant decided to stand up and walk feeling a bit of pain on his butt. Ohno really hit him hard last night. Then, observing a bit more his bedroom, he stared at two shelves full of books and wanted to take a look. Some of them were about fishing -did Satoshi like fishing?- and mostly the rest was about Art. “So he doesn’t only fuck...” he muttered nodding slowly. Shortly after, he found a book about overcoming the trauma of a death. His hand caught it and there were inside some post-it notes. He decided to take a look and read them.
“This is about... ‘It's not your fault, neither your acts nor your words were the reason why that person died'. What the-?”
“What are you doing?” a husky voice sounded behind him and Kazunari turned around to find Satoshi sat on the bed. When his sir noticed the book he had on his hands, he stood up quickly to snatch it away. “What the fuck are you doing with this?!” he shouted at him returning the book to its place.
“I was just...” Kazunari was paralyzed by a sudden question. Was Ohno regretting someone's death? He was still blaming himself about his mother's death...
“Don’t touch this again! Do you hear me?” the vein of his neck was quite marked showing how angry he was, but Kazunari was still there, not saying a word. “At least look at my face!” Satoshi grabbed his arm and Ninomiya could come back and raise his gaze.
“Who passed away?” he asked. He needed to know. He needed to know that he was not alone regretting what he had done in the past.
“Why should I tell you?!” Ohno yelled at him and turned around to walk to the door, but Kazunari grabbed his wrist.
“Because I feel the same way!” he confessed saying that knot on his throat, which had hurt him since his mother's death. “I blame myself everyday and that pain doesn’t go away... It’s stuck inside of me and no matter what I do... It torments me every fucking, single second of my life...” his face was wet. He was getting to calm that sorrow for first time by talking about it. And Ohno only approached him to embrace his body and let him cry on his shoulder. “She died by a heart attack when I told her that I liked men... She hated homosexual people and her own son... I can't stop hating myself... Every day I spend here, gaining money while doing what she hated... Everything is my fault... I killed her because I'm not normal... Because I can't marry a woman and love her... Have a family... I killed her, Ohno...” he did not know why, all his regrets were spoken in his arms. For first time, he felt protected enough as for telling what happened and how he felt. He had never had someone who was willing to listen to him, and much less who could understand his feeling.
His weeping was calmed slowly while Satoshi rubbed his hair and back. Ninomiya was so ashamed that he could not look at his sir. But Ohno caught his chin to raise his head. “Never. Never think that your mother died because you are gay. Indeed, she looked at it wrongly, but you're not doing anything bad. You're just being yourself...” Satoshi rubbed his cheek drying it. “And you're beautiful, Kazunari” he whispered and Kazunari lost his sanity. He had the feeling that only Satoshi could stop the pain in him, that only he could see beyond his face and his likes. As if Satoshi was trying to know his inside, not caring about anything else. That was why he took his face with his hands and kissed him. As deep as he knew. His tongue met Ohno's shyly, but his sir licked his whole mouth thoughtlessly. He was breathless, but needed more. His head was titled and Satoshi went deeper if that was still possible. He did not fall backwards because his sir's strong arms were around his waist and his lips caught his tongue to suck it slightly.
Just because Satoshi stopped him from continuing, Kazunari could catch fresh air and bit his own lip remembering the reason of that kiss. He was a slut. He would always be that... And he was showing it at that moment. “When even your own mother hates you... How can you avoid hating yourself?” he had never found the support Ohno brought him only with his presence. His eyes showed concern, his hands rubbed his skin slowly, his lips kissed him back all the times he needed, his warmth heated up his cold heart. Satoshi was there for him... As Kazunari had done last night...
“I don't know...” Ohno looked at his eyes feeling sorry and Kazunari could only feel guilty about saying all of that without a proper reason. Just a book. And the secret Ohno had. Ninomiya dropped his arms from his neck and he tried to go backwards, but Satoshi impeded it trying to kiss him again. Kazunari stopped him being a mess.
“I’m sorry. I must never have done this...” he tried to give a reason why he kissed him, but he could find nothing convincing. He just did it because he had the deep desire to kiss him. Those bitten lips. Since the first moment, he had felt the attraction to Satoshi, how his body wanted to touch him or how his mind wished to be close and talk. He did not know what that was, but he hated those feelings so much that he needed to argue with him, just maybe like that he would stop them and continue his life alone.
“Do it. All the times you need, you want...” he caressed his face and Kazunari was hypnotized by his brown eyes. “But never hide your pain from me” Satoshi spoke approaching again, but Ninomiya covered his mouth with a hand. He could not understand a fact of what he had said.
“Why shouldn’t I hide it, but you tell me nothing?” he wanted to know it more than a kiss or talking about him. The servant was curious about his past, about his sorrows. Satoshi was a fascinating man for Kazunari and that had attracted him this last month. Satoshi sighed looking down.
“I don't want anyone knowing my life” he answered raising his gaze while seeming tired. Kazunari only nodded and after breaking their eye contact, he took his arms to set the aside and be apart. His sir seemed dissatisfied, but he said nothing.
“Then, I will stop bothering you with my questions” Ninomiya concluded and he walked to the door. “Please, forget everything I did” he said before going outside and breathe fresh air. That atmosphere was so tense and somehow his chest was painful, as if his heart was clenched tightly. His gaze was lost on the floor as his back was leaned on the door. Maybe waiting for Ohno to follow him or maybe just assimilating that he was not more than a simple servant. Why did he believe he was something more? Why did he have that hope? It was useless.
After a day without knowing anything about Satoshi, Ninomiya was trying to avoid Sakurai, who was following him to apologize. He did not want to hear an apology, he was tired of finding people who only wanted to use him. Sho had betrayed him and Kazunari was avoiding the thought that he could not trust anyone. He could, it was just that he trusted the wrong people. Maybe he just needed to wait a bit more and find the right ones to rely on.
Then, when he was on the bedroom while working, one of them came in a rush to say that there was a new list. But it was so weird this time. Kazunari was just praying for not being him who would have to go, but somehow he could assure that his mind was suspicious. “The chosen people are Sakurai Sho and Ninomiya Kazunari” the servant read shocked and they two frowned looking at each other. Why only two? Why they? He sighed, resigned and defeated, to drop the pillow, he had, and he went to that room alone, followed by his coworker closely.
“Before coming inside, please Ninomiya, forgive me. What I did the other day was a complete mistake and-“
“Sakurai. Shut up, okay? To have friends like you, I prefer to be alone” he was rude and cold, he was still so angry with him and having to go to that room with him was not easy. Maybe, just maybe, Ohno would leave them alone as always, but he doubted it. After the last day, maybe he would not be that easy-going with him anymore. And he would fuck him in front of anyone. He hated to think that, he hated himself to believe that from his sir, but it could not be helped. Kazunari was discovering that what Ohno did hurt him in a way he never felt possible.
He sighed before coming inside and when they two were in front of their sir, Satoshi only looked at Sho while blinking slowly. Fleetingly, he glanced at Ninomiya, but quickly both broke that connection. Why was that so painful? He could not get that, he was not understanding himself at all. And he was so lost, so much that he would love to be hugged again by those arms, he would desire to kiss him again. He would love to stare at those warm eyes once more and see that sweetness inside. Kazunari was yearning for that and it was difficult to watch how Satoshi took Sho to the chains and started to touch him.
His hands were going up and down through that muscled body and he wanted it to stop. Ninomiya was not bearing that knot in his stomach or how his breath was irregular while realizing that he could have done that with Ohno, but he had been so stubborn to reject him. He wanted to shout him to stop those touches, those moves inside of Sho, those moans his friend did because of the pleasure. Kazunari found himself mad at that situation. He could not allow that, he was not willing to accept that. Just when he was going to yell, Satoshi stopped before Sho ended. The two servants were astonished and Kazunari followed the sexy shape of his sir to see how he caught a kind of whip.
His eyes stared at Sho shaking his head when he saw Satoshi in front of him. He could not hear what Ohno muttered, but Sho started to beg not to do it. The whip crossed some parts of his body and suddenly, when it was crossing his neck, it hit his face hard. Sakurai tried to break the chains moving strongly, but nothing worked. Ohno continued hitting parts of his body and sometimes he could hear how Sakurai complained. Ninomiya was there, watching that blocked, completely blank. What should he do?
Then, he saw how the whip hit the tip of his erected member and Sakurai's shout echoed in his mind several seconds. He could bet that his friend was crying because of the pain. His head was lowered as he was just accepting the punishment. After that, Satoshi approached to catch his chin. “Maybe you will stop wanting to fuck everything you want” he said and hit it again. Kazunari had goosebumps on his whole skin. He was punishing Sho for what he had done the other night. Why? At that moment, the servant felt a heavy guilt over his back, he was the one who trusted Sho to do it, who allowed him, who ended up in that trouble. And Sakurai was just paying his mistakes. That was not fair.
“I'm sorry... I wasn’t thinking... I drank that day and I couldn’t stop... Please, forgive me...” Sho was crying while apologizing and he was hit again. Something inside Kazunari was squeezed, but even feeling scared of ending up like that too, he began to walk to Satoshi straight to catch that whip and throw it on the floor. Ninomiya was attempting not to slap his face and talk the best he could, but he was staring at those cold eyes and the knife he had stuck in his back deepened. In just one second, his hand was going to slap him, but Ohno stopped it. Kazunari felt so helpless at that moment and he chose the option to talk.
“Do you think you can do this?” his voice was shaking and unsure. Satoshi only bit his lower lip and approached him. Ninomiya tried to go backwards, but Satoshi impeded it by hugging his waist. “You should stop and let him go” he spoke giving his best not to sound like losing his sanity with those lips going closer and closer. “Ohno...” he muttered before he closed his eyes when their lips crashed into a sweet kiss. Satoshi's hand was still grabbing his and slowly, they intertwined their fingers. Kazunari was thinking that Sakurai was there, looking at them kissing, and even though he wanted to stop, Satoshi deepened it. His head was titled to receive it better and his free hand grabbed his nape.
“I want to make you feel good...” Ohno muttered between their lips and Ninomiya nodded. He was not thinking, Satoshi had just fucked his friend and now he was behaving like that with him. He wanted to care about that, but his body was so hot that he could not see more than a bed and Satoshi on top of him while kissing his neck and torso. His eyes were half-opened and sometimes he could see how Ohno glanced at Sakurai, who was watching them. Kazunari took his face into his hands.
“I don't want to continue with him like that...” Ninomiya tried to convince him and Satoshi pecked his lips before standing up and unchaining his body. Sakurai stared at Kazunari a long second and the latter lowered his gaze. He felt so dirty that nobody less Ohno could stare at him. Then, his sir came again and they stayed still while seeing each other. “Don’t you think it was too much?” Kazunari asked sat on the bed; Satoshi was just in front of him and he brushed his hair with both hands.
“He almost rapped you, I can't forgive that” he spoke while kneeling on the mattress and Ninomiya lay down to hug him by his neck. He could not help it, he needed that man near him. To continue kissing his lips or maybe his body too. To continue being close to him because he felt save. The servant could not understand what that was; his mind was frozen when Satoshi made him feel so good with his lips and hands. He was hypnotized by his handsomeness; Ohno was beautiful...
“I...” he talked abruptly and Satoshi raised his head from his torso to stop kissing his skin. Their gazes crashed and Kazunari gulped. “Allow me to... do it this time...” he muttered flushed and his sir only smiled and kissed him to roll on the bed and place him on top.
“C’mon” Satoshi smirked and Ninomiya caught his face to kiss him. It was strange, he was not used to do that. His mouth started to work on his neck as inexperienced as he was, but at least he was trying. It felt so nice to touch his skin and search for his weak point, which he was still wondering. He lowered a bit his wet-with-saliva path reaching his belly button and finally, Ohno muffled a gasp. Maybe he was doing it well. However, he found the trousers and his hands were shaken when they opened the fly, he was very nervous and maybe afraid of doing what he must not do. Kazunari sighed lowering the last clothes and Satoshi appeared naked and hard in front of his eyes.
“Should I...?” he wanted to know if he was going on the right path and Ohno tried to control his smile.
“Go on, just don't uncover your teeth” he said sweetly and Kazunari felt his stomach upside down. His hand grabbed the length unsurely and he stared at it while biting his lower lip. He wanted to lick, to suck it, he was desiring to do it and drive him crazy. “Ninomiya, do it now, I can't wait anymore...” Satoshi complained and Kazunari breathed in and out to lower his head. His mouth surrounded that length while his tongue was licking it and his ears were listening to Ohno gasps.
He felt a hand on his hair and suddenly, how Satoshi moved his hips instead of him moving his head. It went so deep that he closed his eyes trying not to cough. Even though he disliked that, he could not say anything, Satoshi was used to do that and he needed to learn about it. After the first thrust in his mouth, Ohno did it once more and Kazunari stopped his blowjob to cough a bit. The tip went too deep this time. How could the rest handle that? He covered his mouth totally embarrassed and he heard how Ohno showed his surprise.
“Eh? Why...?” his words were diffuse. “Continue at your pace... I just...” he hurried to correct himself and Kazunari nodded not wanting to hear anything else. Why was it not working? They could not find the way to go at the same time. And that stressed Kazunari more than he would love. After a sigh, he sucked it again slowly, scarily. He did not know if he was doing it properly, but his mouth started to move in a good speed. He heard how Satoshi even moaned sometimes and that turned him on in his trousers. His crotch was hurting a bit already and he needed to lower a hand and touch himself. It was impossible not to moan around his length and his hand fastened his moves.
Satoshi began to moan louder and suddenly, he felt his mouth full of a salty liquid, which he did not swallow, but dropped it over the length when he raised his head. It was his cum. He did not want to swallow that, but he could still feeling some into his mouth. His hand stopped because he was frozen there and Satoshi sat to look at him. “Give me those wipes, please” he asked and Kazunari covered his hard member to stand up and approach the wipes to Ohno. He observed how he cleaned himself quickly and then he caught his waist to be closer. “What do you hide there?” he smiled rubbing his nose on his jaw; his voice was so husky that he had to muffle a gasp. His hands showed his crotch and how turned on he was.
“How can you swallow that?” Kazunari asked suddenly and Satoshi smiled. He was trying to get his attention and recover himself after that. He was feeling horrible... He was hating himself more than before. If at least he had done it correctly...
“You don't have to taste it if you don't like it, just swallow at the same moment you feel it in your tongue” his sir kissed him deeply because his tongue licked everything, as if he was cleaning it, and Ninomiya could swallow finally. Slowly, Ohno licked his chin. “You still have a bit...” he played.
“It’s okay...” Ninomiya needed to go to another place, be far away from his sir. Just like that maybe he would forget his whole life. His body moved backwards to escape, but Satoshi impeded it.
“Where are you go? 15 minutes left” so indeed he was working. Satoshi was not doing that because he liked it, but because he was his sexual toy. At that moment he was gaining his salary using his body and even for that, he could not do it well. He was a failure. A mistake.
He stayed there, waiting for his sir's next step and Ohno kissed him softly. Why? Those two facts were crashing into his mind and he could not understand what was happening. Hastily he felt a hot hand grabbing his length and he moaned when their lips were separated. Everything was a mess and he only wanted to end as soon as possible. Satoshi was working fast, so much that he only took less than a minute to come. He was speechless without knowing why his body acted like that.
“You were so hot...” Satoshi murmured beside his ear and Kazunari needed to get out of there. He stood up abruptly to arrive at the door, but a man grabbed his arm. “What’s wrong?” Ohno asked worriedly, however he only received a broken gaze.
“I need to be alone...” he answered and went away. Nobody followed him, nobody called him. Ninomiya felt so empty at that moment. He wiped his tears on the hallway and luckily nobody walked near. The servant almost ran to the garden and breathe fresh air. It was like the wind cleaned a bit his soul. And he walked to a tree to sit and close his eyes. He needed his mind blank.
Suddenly, someone touched his shoulder and Sakurai appeared in front of him. Kazunari sighed wondering why he deserved that, but he was stopped by his friend. “I want to talk with you” he said. Ninomiya sighed allowing him to talk and Sho sat beside him. “Thank you for helping me before...” he waited an answer back, but Kazunari did not open his mouth. “Well, you know that I've seen you two and sincerely, I was frozen when our sir kissed you” he smiled bitterly.
“Why?” he was lost, did Ohno not kiss the rest?
“Our sir never kisses anyone. It was strange for me to see that” he giggled lowly. Kazunari turned around his gaze amazed. Was he the only one who could kiss Satoshi? “But you know what was the most surprising thing?” Sakurai sighed. “That you seemed as enjoying it, as wanting more...” he confessed and Kazunari shook his head immediately.
“That’s impossible” he refused to believe that and stood up to go, but Sho grabbed his arm.
“Are you in love with him?”
//As ever Thursday, new chapter~ I could end another so here you have~ I'm happy about how the story is going, but omg I love angst and drama huh? You will see. Continue supporting this fic~