「90 Minutes」《Chapter 2》
Title: 90 Minutes
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre: angst, drama, smut, romance
Length: chaptered
Word Count: 3,071 words
Rating: NC-17
WARNING: dubious consent, BDSM hints
The first days were quiet, the servants only worked to help the maids and take Ohno's requests. There was not another list since the first day and Kazunari was relaxed there. He did not talk with Satoshi, he was only there, glancing at him and fulfilling his orders, but they did not have another chat. On the other hand, he knew a bit more of his coworkers and indeed, everybody had hard lives which obligated them to end up in this situation. Kazunari got along well with them, especially with Masaki and another man two years older than him, Sakurai Sho. He was so handsome but his life was not easy either, his parents had a lot of debts due to their house and bills and at that moment, they were living with his uncle. Sho decided to work hard and pay that, as Ninomiya, so he found a great support there.
Sometimes they talked and Kazunari felt better with him. It was like he was not alone and if other people could overcome it, why would he give up? He never gave up and he would not do it now, when he needed to give his 110%. That was why he usually talked with Sho, that strength returned and made him continue a bit more. Of course, until another sexual time would appear. He was so afraid of that, he did not want to live it again and prayed not to appear in the next list. Each one was about three people and they were eight. There was no chance to appear again.
After a week of the first sexual work, one of them came in their room running with a list on his hand. “The names are... Seto Koji, Sakurai Sho and Ninomiya Kazunari” his coworker read and Ninomiya sat on the bed completely shocked. Why he again? Sakurai approached him to rub his back and help him to go to that room once more. He hated that situation and his mind refused to be ordered those dirty things. The three of them entered on the room, where Ohno was waiting on the bed, and he said the first order.
“Get undressed” his voice was husky and his mates started to do it, but he remained still. He was taking a big risk, but he did not care. “Ninomiya, do it” he insisted, however the servant shook his head.
“I don't want, why should I wait naked?” he opposed determined not to fall in his trap, but Ohno approached him.
“You accepted to be here because of the money, so don't tease me or you will lose” his eyes were so cold that they were tearing his soul. He was so afraid in front of him, but he did not allow himself to show it, Kazunari needed to seem strong, like that he would not break. At the end he decided to undress.
The first victim was Seto. He was a reserved, quiet man, so nice and gentle if you asked him help. Ninomiya could not help being pitiful and looked down when Satoshi placed him on the chains, where he had tasted what it was the other day. He raised his legs and started to fuck him strongly. Kazunari could not look up because of that, but he did not want to look down because he saw his naked body. The last option was to close his eyes and think about other things. Suddenly he remembered the clock and he searched for it quickly. 1:06:17 remaining. That was going to be a hell.
Hastily, he began to hear loud moans by Seto and his eyes stared at that man touching himself to come. They were trying to satisfy his sir in order to get money. He could not understand why, but just then he realized that he was doing the same. The gasps Satoshi did while coming woke him up and he wiped the tears on his cheeks quickly. Seto was left there, on the floor completely tired and Sakurai was called. He was the last again.
It would be the first time he would see Sakurai like that and he was worried about what he was going to do. Satoshi made him kneel on the floor and his hand caught his hair. His friend took his hips with his hands and his mouth devoured, literally devoured his length. He was sucking his member hard and one of his hands touched himself meanwhile. Kazunari was looking when Seto approached him.
“If you say that you have a partner outside, he won't fuck you” he muttered. Kazunari frowned wondering if that meant what he was thinking.
“Does Sho have someone outside?” he asked his coworker, but Seto shook his head.
“He only lies to our sir because he hates to be fucked. You can try it” he proposed, but Kazunari knew that it was already impossible after giving him all that information. However he was grateful with Koji after telling him that. He wondered why Sho had not told him before.
His friend was really working fast and deep with his mouth and the sir seemed in his limit. Suddenly, the length was out of his mouth and his hand moved a bit before Ohno ejaculated on his face while he was coming too. Kazunari stared at the detail of his sir brushing Sakurai's hair when he ended and how he gave his friend a wipe to clean his face. He was shocked after that and remembered Masaki's words ‘He takes care of us'. Maybe it was true.
Returning to the real world, it was his turn and he saw how Satoshi left behind Sakurai, not to call him, but to approach him until Kazunari was against the wall and Ohno leaned his forearm on the wall. “Leave us alone” their sir spoke lowly and his two coworkers exited the room. Kazunari was looking at him straight, being nervous about the short distance their mouths were. “Wrap your arms around my neck and let me catch you” Satoshi said and shyly Ninomiya embraced his neck slowly, closer and closer to him. Ohno touched his waist and went down through his hips reaching his thighs to take him in his arms. Why was he liking that? Ohno did not seem as despicable as the last day, not with him. And he wonder why. He was a mess but Satoshi did not let him think. His mouth bit his collarbone as his hands were stroking his thighs. What was that?
They approached the bed and Satoshi dropped him on it, being naked and lain on those soft blankets. He closed his legs, embarrassed. Why was he allowing that? He felt as a toy. Then Satoshi opened them to lie down over him and be almost touching his lips. “You really hate this, right?” he muttered without moving and Kazunari licked his lower lip. Why could he not say yes? Did he not hate this? He realized how he treated his friends, but also, those little details when Satoshi worried about them. And how he felt different.
“Why do you treat only me different? There are more people who hates what you do to them” he said thinking about Sakurai, about Masaki. He could not allow to be the only one with a different treatment.
“Who hates this?” Ohno asked not doing anything yet, they were wasting the remaining time talking.
“Aiba only does this because of his boyfriend and Sakurai just wants to rescue his family, but they hate what they do” Ninomiya was feeling so upset to know that type of situations and be able to do nothing. He felt so useless.
“And Koji needs the money to get a surgery on his leg, Yamada to go to Hawaii and see his family after ten years without them, Hiroki to pay a treatment for his sister -as Masaki with his boyfriend-, and I can continue telling you all the reasons, I know every single detail. And you? What do you need the money for?” Satoshi talked as in automatic mode and Kazunari looked away. He really cared about his servants.
“My mother passed away half a year ago and my father lost all his money in drinking and horses bets. We lost the house, the car, his job, I lost twelves jobs I got, my scholarship for a great university, he's living in a lodging house because I pay it after working whole days as delivering man, barman, pet care, babysitter and I was proud of continuing my life in that way. But how can I give my father the needed money I gained while working as your fucking slut?!” his jaw was trembling. Satoshi had separated a bit when he leaned his hands on the mattress. His face was showing sadness, regrets, pain. But Kazunari could only feel tears falling from the edges of his eyes and ended what he was saying. “How can I say him that I sold my body?! How can a father be proud of a son like me?!” he shouted at Ohno. He was not his sir, he was not his boss, he was a horrible man who was taking advantage of people's miserable lives. But he could not hate him. He could not hate a person who seemed so sad. And he felt horribly stupid for that, however he was not that type of person. Kazunari could not forget others' pain that easily. Because he knew perfectly what being alone in the despair was and he did not want to see how a person was suffering it.
Satoshi looked down while sighing and he moved backwards to stand up and turn around. “You can go...” his voice was broken and Kazunari frowned thinking that maybe he talked too much. He wanted to apologize for his harsh words, he was so straight sometimes that he could hurt who he did not want to. He stood up behind him to catch his clothes and dress up. When his eyes noticed that he was sitting on the bed, he approached to sit by his side.
“I’m sorry if I sounded so rude...” Kazunari muttered out of place and Ohno sighed.
“I’m ruder with all of you and I don't think of apologizing...” his sir did not raise his head and he only looked at his hands. “Go” he ordered again, but Ninomiya only checked the clock. 38:06 minutes. Was it normal to waste that amount of time at the end?
“I really think that you regret what you do” Kazunari spoke trying to know why he did all of that. Ohno only raised his gaze, that cold one mixed with anger.
“I don't regret what I do, I wouldn’t regret to deflower you, but I don't want to fuck your life more!” he shouted at the servant losing his composure. Ninomiya chose the last option then.
“Fuck me if you don't care, c'mon!” he challenged his sir without thinking about it twice and Ohno did not wait a single second. Knowing that he had underestimated him, Kazunari fell on the mattress having a wild man over him lowering his trousers and boxers quickly. How could he stop him to say that he did not think he would do it? Now he had to continue. Maybe like that he would learn to think before talking.
Satoshi shrank his legs and he kneeled between them to catch his member and place the tip on the hole. He was not ready, he was full of scare, but he could not humiliate himself anymore. He was almost crying, attempting not to stop him, but his irregular breath, his trembling jaw and the shout he did, when Satoshi only inserted the tip, showed that Kazunari was just torturing himself unnecessarily. His sir left him and pushed to a side his both legs angrily. Ninomiya only cuddled up on the bed while calming his mixed feelings.
“I told you not to tease me because you would lose and you still do it!” Ohno shouted standing up and Kazunari sat turning him his back. He could not be more stupid. “You’re immature, impolite, straight and virgin. I don't know how you aren’t fired yet!” Satoshi yelled at him and the servant turned around totally disturbed.
“Hey! Being virgin is not a bad thing!” he was annoyed by that detail and he stood up to face him. Satoshi raised his both eyebrows.
“It’s bad when I can't fuck you!” Ohno did not stop and Ninomiya widened his eyes shocked. Was he interested in fucking him? Of course not.
“Ah, okay. It's a bother to pay a whore without tasting it, right?” Ninomiya reproached him sarcastically. Satoshi showed his surprise and he approached him until cornered Ninomiya against the wall.
“I don't care about the money. The real bother is holding back when I want to taste you so badly” he confessed and Kazunari froze. Ohno was truly interested in him. For first time, someone was interested in him and Ninomiya, after so many years waiting unsuccessfully, was paralyzed by the fact that Satoshi was desiring him.
Kazunari grabbed his shirt while gulping. What was that heat inside of him? Maybe the argument made him feel so irritated and the anger became heat in his body, or maybe... He was desiring him just a bit... No, that was impossible, he disliked everything from that man. Then, why was he allowing Ohno's hands over his waist? Why was he happy about the fact that his body was attractive to someone? He needed to know if that was true, if he could imagine impossible stories without being hurt.
“Do you like me?” he asked suddenly and Satoshi raised his eyebrows amused.
“No, it's not the same. What? Are you happy about that?” his sir giggled, possibly making fun of him and Kazunari looked away annoyed.
“I can't avoid it when someone likes my body finally”
“Your ass”
“Whatever” what was that? What was that chat? Could it be considered as normal? Ninomiya realized how they talked to each other and it had not sense. Then, as if Satoshi did not care about it, he approached until breathing beside his ear.
“So the virgin boy likes to be attractive...” he muttered amusingly. Kazunari felt so angry that his both hands grabbed his shirt and looked at his eyes.
“At least I don't have to buy people's body to be able to fuck someone” Ninomiya spat his words not thinking again and Ohno hit the wall beside his head with his fist.
“I thought that you knew what being rejected during years was” his voice was not rude or angry, but shaken, as if he had hurt his sir too much. Ohno turned around to walk a bit and Kazunari felt miserable for having said that. Indeed, he knew very well what it was.
“I know it! But I also know that this is not the way to find someone” Ninomiya explained walking to him. Somehow he wanted to know his reasons. Why he had ended up like this.
“And how should I find it, expert on relationships?” his irony was rude, but Kazunari did not pay attention to that and he spoke everything he truly thought about love.
“Waiting. Waiting for someone who makes your days better, who makes you feel on the heaven when you are together, who makes you feel on the shit when you are far away, who makes your heart go crazy if he or she touches you, who loves you before anything. Fucking unknowns in exchange for money doesn’t give you happiness” Kazunari finished trembling because of the adrenaline after saying his sir all of that. He could not be still while watching how a person like Ohno was wasting his life and money like that. How sad he was everyday just because he wanted someone to be happy with.
“And if I find that person, what should I do?” Ohno seemed interested about that and Kazunari smiled a bit.
“Show that person your love” he spoke determined about it. Shortly after saying that, Satoshi approached him and they ended up so close that their noses were touching. His sir seemed lost and Kazunari waited for some hint. Their breaths were crashing in the middle of the space between their mouths. Ninomiya raised his hand to catch his nape with his fingers but in the end, Satoshi only talked.
“Thank you...” after that, he stepped backwards and sighed deeply. “Return with your mates...” he allowed and Kazunari nodded feeling mentally defeated. Satoshi could get him so tired in less than an hour. The servant was a mess right now. They only talked instead of fucking or whatever he wanted to do. He needed to relax a bit now and not think of anything.
When he reached their room, he walked straight to his bed and covered even his head with the sheets. Why was his heart pounding? He could not understand anything. He was hating the moment when he accepted that job. He was regretting so much having joined that madhouse. His mind was about to explode, he needed to sleep. But then, his shoulder felt a hand shaking him slightly. He uncovered his head to find Masaki.
“Did he do something bad?” he asked worried about him and Kazunari sighed.
“No, he didn’t touch me. We did nothing less talking and it's tiring...” he explained and his friend was amazed. “What?”
“Our sir never talks unless he wants something” Aiba spoke thoughtful and Kazunari clicked his tongue.
“Maybe he needs a psychologist and uses me instead. Whatever” he said disturbed and he covered his head again to sleep. Aiba rubbed his hair a bit while laughing.
“It may be” his friend left him alone amused and Kazunari wondered what that meant. He did not want to think anymore, to add more questions without answers. He was fed up of that situation and he only desired to find the reasons and get the money, so he would be able to leave that place. In theory, he needed to be there one year so the money was enough. Then, he remembered that he was tired of everything just in one week and his fist hit the mattress. He was going to become crazy there. Kazunari wondered how much time he would bear with it.
//As I said, a weekly fic. My time is not enough for me really and lately I'm just growing apart from Ohmiya so my inspiration about them is suffering too... Don'y worry because for sure I will end this fic, but I'm thinking if there will be more in the future. Maybe I will write a post tomorrow explaining everything better. Hope you liked this chapter! My heart was pounding in some parts xD
Pairing: Ohno Satoshi/Ninomiya Kazunari
Genre: angst, drama, smut, romance
Length: chaptered
Word Count: 3,071 words
Rating: NC-17
WARNING: dubious consent, BDSM hints
The first days were quiet, the servants only worked to help the maids and take Ohno's requests. There was not another list since the first day and Kazunari was relaxed there. He did not talk with Satoshi, he was only there, glancing at him and fulfilling his orders, but they did not have another chat. On the other hand, he knew a bit more of his coworkers and indeed, everybody had hard lives which obligated them to end up in this situation. Kazunari got along well with them, especially with Masaki and another man two years older than him, Sakurai Sho. He was so handsome but his life was not easy either, his parents had a lot of debts due to their house and bills and at that moment, they were living with his uncle. Sho decided to work hard and pay that, as Ninomiya, so he found a great support there.
Sometimes they talked and Kazunari felt better with him. It was like he was not alone and if other people could overcome it, why would he give up? He never gave up and he would not do it now, when he needed to give his 110%. That was why he usually talked with Sho, that strength returned and made him continue a bit more. Of course, until another sexual time would appear. He was so afraid of that, he did not want to live it again and prayed not to appear in the next list. Each one was about three people and they were eight. There was no chance to appear again.
After a week of the first sexual work, one of them came in their room running with a list on his hand. “The names are... Seto Koji, Sakurai Sho and Ninomiya Kazunari” his coworker read and Ninomiya sat on the bed completely shocked. Why he again? Sakurai approached him to rub his back and help him to go to that room once more. He hated that situation and his mind refused to be ordered those dirty things. The three of them entered on the room, where Ohno was waiting on the bed, and he said the first order.
“Get undressed” his voice was husky and his mates started to do it, but he remained still. He was taking a big risk, but he did not care. “Ninomiya, do it” he insisted, however the servant shook his head.
“I don't want, why should I wait naked?” he opposed determined not to fall in his trap, but Ohno approached him.
“You accepted to be here because of the money, so don't tease me or you will lose” his eyes were so cold that they were tearing his soul. He was so afraid in front of him, but he did not allow himself to show it, Kazunari needed to seem strong, like that he would not break. At the end he decided to undress.
The first victim was Seto. He was a reserved, quiet man, so nice and gentle if you asked him help. Ninomiya could not help being pitiful and looked down when Satoshi placed him on the chains, where he had tasted what it was the other day. He raised his legs and started to fuck him strongly. Kazunari could not look up because of that, but he did not want to look down because he saw his naked body. The last option was to close his eyes and think about other things. Suddenly he remembered the clock and he searched for it quickly. 1:06:17 remaining. That was going to be a hell.
Hastily, he began to hear loud moans by Seto and his eyes stared at that man touching himself to come. They were trying to satisfy his sir in order to get money. He could not understand why, but just then he realized that he was doing the same. The gasps Satoshi did while coming woke him up and he wiped the tears on his cheeks quickly. Seto was left there, on the floor completely tired and Sakurai was called. He was the last again.
It would be the first time he would see Sakurai like that and he was worried about what he was going to do. Satoshi made him kneel on the floor and his hand caught his hair. His friend took his hips with his hands and his mouth devoured, literally devoured his length. He was sucking his member hard and one of his hands touched himself meanwhile. Kazunari was looking when Seto approached him.
“If you say that you have a partner outside, he won't fuck you” he muttered. Kazunari frowned wondering if that meant what he was thinking.
“Does Sho have someone outside?” he asked his coworker, but Seto shook his head.
“He only lies to our sir because he hates to be fucked. You can try it” he proposed, but Kazunari knew that it was already impossible after giving him all that information. However he was grateful with Koji after telling him that. He wondered why Sho had not told him before.
His friend was really working fast and deep with his mouth and the sir seemed in his limit. Suddenly, the length was out of his mouth and his hand moved a bit before Ohno ejaculated on his face while he was coming too. Kazunari stared at the detail of his sir brushing Sakurai's hair when he ended and how he gave his friend a wipe to clean his face. He was shocked after that and remembered Masaki's words ‘He takes care of us'. Maybe it was true.
Returning to the real world, it was his turn and he saw how Satoshi left behind Sakurai, not to call him, but to approach him until Kazunari was against the wall and Ohno leaned his forearm on the wall. “Leave us alone” their sir spoke lowly and his two coworkers exited the room. Kazunari was looking at him straight, being nervous about the short distance their mouths were. “Wrap your arms around my neck and let me catch you” Satoshi said and shyly Ninomiya embraced his neck slowly, closer and closer to him. Ohno touched his waist and went down through his hips reaching his thighs to take him in his arms. Why was he liking that? Ohno did not seem as despicable as the last day, not with him. And he wonder why. He was a mess but Satoshi did not let him think. His mouth bit his collarbone as his hands were stroking his thighs. What was that?
They approached the bed and Satoshi dropped him on it, being naked and lain on those soft blankets. He closed his legs, embarrassed. Why was he allowing that? He felt as a toy. Then Satoshi opened them to lie down over him and be almost touching his lips. “You really hate this, right?” he muttered without moving and Kazunari licked his lower lip. Why could he not say yes? Did he not hate this? He realized how he treated his friends, but also, those little details when Satoshi worried about them. And how he felt different.
“Why do you treat only me different? There are more people who hates what you do to them” he said thinking about Sakurai, about Masaki. He could not allow to be the only one with a different treatment.
“Who hates this?” Ohno asked not doing anything yet, they were wasting the remaining time talking.
“Aiba only does this because of his boyfriend and Sakurai just wants to rescue his family, but they hate what they do” Ninomiya was feeling so upset to know that type of situations and be able to do nothing. He felt so useless.
“And Koji needs the money to get a surgery on his leg, Yamada to go to Hawaii and see his family after ten years without them, Hiroki to pay a treatment for his sister -as Masaki with his boyfriend-, and I can continue telling you all the reasons, I know every single detail. And you? What do you need the money for?” Satoshi talked as in automatic mode and Kazunari looked away. He really cared about his servants.
“My mother passed away half a year ago and my father lost all his money in drinking and horses bets. We lost the house, the car, his job, I lost twelves jobs I got, my scholarship for a great university, he's living in a lodging house because I pay it after working whole days as delivering man, barman, pet care, babysitter and I was proud of continuing my life in that way. But how can I give my father the needed money I gained while working as your fucking slut?!” his jaw was trembling. Satoshi had separated a bit when he leaned his hands on the mattress. His face was showing sadness, regrets, pain. But Kazunari could only feel tears falling from the edges of his eyes and ended what he was saying. “How can I say him that I sold my body?! How can a father be proud of a son like me?!” he shouted at Ohno. He was not his sir, he was not his boss, he was a horrible man who was taking advantage of people's miserable lives. But he could not hate him. He could not hate a person who seemed so sad. And he felt horribly stupid for that, however he was not that type of person. Kazunari could not forget others' pain that easily. Because he knew perfectly what being alone in the despair was and he did not want to see how a person was suffering it.
Satoshi looked down while sighing and he moved backwards to stand up and turn around. “You can go...” his voice was broken and Kazunari frowned thinking that maybe he talked too much. He wanted to apologize for his harsh words, he was so straight sometimes that he could hurt who he did not want to. He stood up behind him to catch his clothes and dress up. When his eyes noticed that he was sitting on the bed, he approached to sit by his side.
“I’m sorry if I sounded so rude...” Kazunari muttered out of place and Ohno sighed.
“I’m ruder with all of you and I don't think of apologizing...” his sir did not raise his head and he only looked at his hands. “Go” he ordered again, but Ninomiya only checked the clock. 38:06 minutes. Was it normal to waste that amount of time at the end?
“I really think that you regret what you do” Kazunari spoke trying to know why he did all of that. Ohno only raised his gaze, that cold one mixed with anger.
“I don't regret what I do, I wouldn’t regret to deflower you, but I don't want to fuck your life more!” he shouted at the servant losing his composure. Ninomiya chose the last option then.
“Fuck me if you don't care, c'mon!” he challenged his sir without thinking about it twice and Ohno did not wait a single second. Knowing that he had underestimated him, Kazunari fell on the mattress having a wild man over him lowering his trousers and boxers quickly. How could he stop him to say that he did not think he would do it? Now he had to continue. Maybe like that he would learn to think before talking.
Satoshi shrank his legs and he kneeled between them to catch his member and place the tip on the hole. He was not ready, he was full of scare, but he could not humiliate himself anymore. He was almost crying, attempting not to stop him, but his irregular breath, his trembling jaw and the shout he did, when Satoshi only inserted the tip, showed that Kazunari was just torturing himself unnecessarily. His sir left him and pushed to a side his both legs angrily. Ninomiya only cuddled up on the bed while calming his mixed feelings.
“I told you not to tease me because you would lose and you still do it!” Ohno shouted standing up and Kazunari sat turning him his back. He could not be more stupid. “You’re immature, impolite, straight and virgin. I don't know how you aren’t fired yet!” Satoshi yelled at him and the servant turned around totally disturbed.
“Hey! Being virgin is not a bad thing!” he was annoyed by that detail and he stood up to face him. Satoshi raised his both eyebrows.
“It’s bad when I can't fuck you!” Ohno did not stop and Ninomiya widened his eyes shocked. Was he interested in fucking him? Of course not.
“Ah, okay. It's a bother to pay a whore without tasting it, right?” Ninomiya reproached him sarcastically. Satoshi showed his surprise and he approached him until cornered Ninomiya against the wall.
“I don't care about the money. The real bother is holding back when I want to taste you so badly” he confessed and Kazunari froze. Ohno was truly interested in him. For first time, someone was interested in him and Ninomiya, after so many years waiting unsuccessfully, was paralyzed by the fact that Satoshi was desiring him.
Kazunari grabbed his shirt while gulping. What was that heat inside of him? Maybe the argument made him feel so irritated and the anger became heat in his body, or maybe... He was desiring him just a bit... No, that was impossible, he disliked everything from that man. Then, why was he allowing Ohno's hands over his waist? Why was he happy about the fact that his body was attractive to someone? He needed to know if that was true, if he could imagine impossible stories without being hurt.
“Do you like me?” he asked suddenly and Satoshi raised his eyebrows amused.
“No, it's not the same. What? Are you happy about that?” his sir giggled, possibly making fun of him and Kazunari looked away annoyed.
“I can't avoid it when someone likes my body finally”
“Your ass”
“Whatever” what was that? What was that chat? Could it be considered as normal? Ninomiya realized how they talked to each other and it had not sense. Then, as if Satoshi did not care about it, he approached until breathing beside his ear.
“So the virgin boy likes to be attractive...” he muttered amusingly. Kazunari felt so angry that his both hands grabbed his shirt and looked at his eyes.
“At least I don't have to buy people's body to be able to fuck someone” Ninomiya spat his words not thinking again and Ohno hit the wall beside his head with his fist.
“I thought that you knew what being rejected during years was” his voice was not rude or angry, but shaken, as if he had hurt his sir too much. Ohno turned around to walk a bit and Kazunari felt miserable for having said that. Indeed, he knew very well what it was.
“I know it! But I also know that this is not the way to find someone” Ninomiya explained walking to him. Somehow he wanted to know his reasons. Why he had ended up like this.
“And how should I find it, expert on relationships?” his irony was rude, but Kazunari did not pay attention to that and he spoke everything he truly thought about love.
“Waiting. Waiting for someone who makes your days better, who makes you feel on the heaven when you are together, who makes you feel on the shit when you are far away, who makes your heart go crazy if he or she touches you, who loves you before anything. Fucking unknowns in exchange for money doesn’t give you happiness” Kazunari finished trembling because of the adrenaline after saying his sir all of that. He could not be still while watching how a person like Ohno was wasting his life and money like that. How sad he was everyday just because he wanted someone to be happy with.
“And if I find that person, what should I do?” Ohno seemed interested about that and Kazunari smiled a bit.
“Show that person your love” he spoke determined about it. Shortly after saying that, Satoshi approached him and they ended up so close that their noses were touching. His sir seemed lost and Kazunari waited for some hint. Their breaths were crashing in the middle of the space between their mouths. Ninomiya raised his hand to catch his nape with his fingers but in the end, Satoshi only talked.
“Thank you...” after that, he stepped backwards and sighed deeply. “Return with your mates...” he allowed and Kazunari nodded feeling mentally defeated. Satoshi could get him so tired in less than an hour. The servant was a mess right now. They only talked instead of fucking or whatever he wanted to do. He needed to relax a bit now and not think of anything.
When he reached their room, he walked straight to his bed and covered even his head with the sheets. Why was his heart pounding? He could not understand anything. He was hating the moment when he accepted that job. He was regretting so much having joined that madhouse. His mind was about to explode, he needed to sleep. But then, his shoulder felt a hand shaking him slightly. He uncovered his head to find Masaki.
“Did he do something bad?” he asked worried about him and Kazunari sighed.
“No, he didn’t touch me. We did nothing less talking and it's tiring...” he explained and his friend was amazed. “What?”
“Our sir never talks unless he wants something” Aiba spoke thoughtful and Kazunari clicked his tongue.
“Maybe he needs a psychologist and uses me instead. Whatever” he said disturbed and he covered his head again to sleep. Aiba rubbed his hair a bit while laughing.
“It may be” his friend left him alone amused and Kazunari wondered what that meant. He did not want to think anymore, to add more questions without answers. He was fed up of that situation and he only desired to find the reasons and get the money, so he would be able to leave that place. In theory, he needed to be there one year so the money was enough. Then, he remembered that he was tired of everything just in one week and his fist hit the mattress. He was going to become crazy there. Kazunari wondered how much time he would bear with it.
//As I said, a weekly fic. My time is not enough for me really and lately I'm just growing apart from Ohmiya so my inspiration about them is suffering too... Don'y worry because for sure I will end this fic, but I'm thinking if there will be more in the future. Maybe I will write a post tomorrow explaining everything better. Hope you liked this chapter! My heart was pounding in some parts xD