SH 2013: for parkourdeer

[suholiday]

For: parkourdeer
From: Your Secret Santa

Title: If I Don’t Love You, I Shall Not Love
Rating: PG-13
Pairing(s)/Focus: Suho/Chen, Xiumin/Luhan
Length: 6,700 words
Summary: Junmyeon spends years making excuses for himself until he learns that he has no excuse for the way Jongdae fits perfectly in his arms.
Warnings: Brief mention of past violence (homophobia

Comments

[parkourdeer]

HOW DO I EVEN MAKE WORDS AT THIS BEAUTIFUL PIECE OF GLORY WHEEZES

SPACE FOR COMMENT WHEN I GET ON MY COMPUTER BC THE ESSAY I PLAN TO WRITE WOULD PROBABLY TAKE ME FIVE HOURS ON THIS PHONE

[parkourdeer]

yO okay im finally here my computer broke down so i ended up writing this on my phone anyway lmao but yes time for large essay comment on how much i appreciate the existence of this fic and therefore your existence

[eonians]

it's a lil late but i'll like to thank you for your prompts and for liking this (and for leaving such a long and lovely comment)! i've had fun writing this and i'm glad you enjoyed reading it! <3

[djongdae]

that was really nice. thanks for sharing~

[eonians]

thank you so much for reading and for thinking that it's nice huhu ~

[eonians]

baby don't cry ~ /wipes your face gently

[16threason]

ITS LATE AT NIGHT AND I'M SUPER SLEEPY BUT I DON'T CARE

THE LITTLE DRAMA AND THE ROMANCE AND THE STUPIDNESS AND THE PERSISTENCE AND EVERYTHING

le MME JUST COLLECT MY COHERENCY

“I’m always on my best behavior,” Jongdae says unabashedly. “Best behavior gets me presents.” His eyes are set on Junmyeon, who is standing behind Yixing.

h O WtO FUL LYNO T SCREAM AT THIS IS T G

In the midst of fixing Junmyeon's sleeves ("You have to get this," Jongdae pointed at the shirt on display. The Christmas tree print was very fitting for the merry season.), Jongdae halts. The silence pricks at Junmyeon's nerves. Then, almost as if he hasn't gone quiet, Jongdae is back to primping Junmyeon and Junmyeon takes it as his cue to fetch his wallet.

I WANNA FU CK I NG P UNC H MY OWN BIAS AND RIP HIS THROAT OUT

“I have a date with Taeyeon, you know, the girl Baekhyun has been talking about. The one

[eonians]

/passes you some much-needed oxygen (thank you for the lovely comment and for liking it and awww /hugs) <3

[kurobaa]

i dont care how late i am WHEN JOONMYUN MENTIONED TAEYEON I ALMOST THREW UP ON MY LAPTOP BECAUSE HE'S SO STUPID AND I FELT SO BADLY FOR JONGDAE /PETS ANGRILY but not sexually whoops

[eonians]

SAME TBH (dumb lil junmyeon) and thanks for reading and commenting! <3