becoming what i thought was dumb! (not really, just fitting song for my feelings right now). dane was right, you're never the same after you do something like that. everything is different.
just found out my brother minored in russian literature. good fecking day minus sounding like a bigot when giving my presentation on black identity. to my black professor. IT WAS THE AUTHOR OF THE BOOK, NOT ME, WHO HAS ALL THESE RADICAL IDEAS.