I’m trying to plan this big fun filled day for my family. A trip to St. Louis would be good. Something that is cheap and fun, yes maybe a trip to the zoo would be good. I see my family every day, of course, but I just want all of us to do something together outside of our normal dull boring every day surroundings.

I was going to update my journal but I feel like I don’t want to any more, so I guess I’ll just say that I’m getting ready to go to English IV and it is going to be sooo much fun working on my literary analysis...haha...not.

If we all lived normal lives do you know how messed up the world would be?

I feel out of place almost everyday.
The only comfort I have is me
Time flies, then starts over, sometimes standing still
Being sad, the not knowing, and why am I here?
Silent frustration with depressing tears.
The world around me just does not seem to care
But then again, its only me and my emotions, thats how I feel.

My emotions are all confused right now. I feel as though I am just merely living, and that’s it. I stayed home from school for the first time this year yesterday, and I do not know if it was because I was truly sick or if it was just because I convinced myself that I was sick so I would not have to go to school. I am so sick to death of

Do I care that i did not get anything for Valentine's Day?
No!
I just wish that I had someone special to share the Day of Valentine's with.

Every one is scurrying around the school ( Read more... )

I leave behind
My curiosity as a freshman
My positiveness as a sophmore
My maturity as a junior
and my ambition as a senior
to each and every person at Sandoval High because to make it out in the "real world" you must go through high school with curiosity, positiveness, maturity, and most importantly ambition.

My mom has been asking me for the past two weeks what has been going on with me. And I was like what do you mean nothing is wrong with me. She said I know you and something is wrong with you. I told her that there wasn’t any thing wrong with me but obviously there is. I’m starting to see that now. I feel bad all the time. I feel a deep ( Read more... )

I do not know what is wrong with me. My heart is aching, but I could not tell you why. I am yearning for something but I do not know what it is. I am more baffled and confused than I have ever been in my life. This feeling. I can not describe what this feeling is. It is an indescribable feeling, and I do not like it. I do not like it at all ( Read more... )