Comments | subtlesecret: hi im lindsay and im a cocaine addict

subtlesecret

hi im lindsay and im a cocaine addict

Feb 17, 2006 14:45

i just returned from drug rehab.

i have an NA meeting today at four.

i fucked up again but i dont want to go into it.

now i have to start my 30 days over again i feel like such a liar and disappointment. i wish my family was as understanding as the people in my meetings.

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ktspex February 18 2006, 00:57:22 UTC

how come all the drugs go down when im not around?

just kidding, i hope youre doing all right.

myprerogative18 February 18 2006, 05:19:14 UTC

good luck, i really hope NA works for you. dont feel bad at least youre getting help.

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subtlesecret February 21 2006, 19:17:12 UTC

thanks!!

this is Sam.. anonymous February 20 2006, 17:17:44 UTC

Lindsay, I miss you so much. I just want it to be like old times. I know I am not a good person for you to be hanging around with.. and there is no excuse. I just want to be like it used to be. I have so many mixed feelings.

Re: this is Sam.. subtlesecret February 21 2006, 19:18:18 UTC

i know what you mean. i know we used to laugh at ppl who got sober but it just keeps fucking up my life and i want to move on im tired of being in trouble and feeling like shit.