i really need to take a creative writing class in the fall if possible ( Read more... )

life is just so weird sometimes.

feeling optimistic again. its weird how like each month i feel older or more grown up somehow.
ive changed alot thats probably not that noticable to other people but just how i think about things.
i like it.

i'm feeling weirdly giddy and optimistic!
don't know how this situation is gonna play out
but i have a feeling it will all work itself out

new resolution
no more one night stands.

maybe i can keep this one for more than a day.

things have been really good lately.
its kind of retarded that this is making me so happy.
but whatever.

school was driving me nuts the beginning of this week but now its not so bad.
damn procrastination.

P.S
i dont know what it is that you're seeing here,
but we're definitely not looking at the same thing.

i was thinking about deleting this journal but i just can't.
i don't really post anyhow
i'm jus gonna continue to post my poems because i'm terrified something will happen to my computer and ill lose them.
and on thatt note.

( you are a fever i am learning to live with, and everything is happening at the wrong end of a very long tunnel )

some more poem.
i've been meaning to write this for a while.
it's actually real for once.
( We couldn't all be cowboys so some of us are clowns )

things have changed for meeeeeee

oh man.
i miss the old days when people still loved lj.
but i dont cause i was an unhappy camper then
and now i am so happy and content it's scary.

life is good.
i like that i can make mistakes and still be okay.

i dont really have anything to say i just feel like i should write in this ( Read more... )

once again i feel like the only person that understands people make mistakes.