Damn, older men have much bigger attention spans than I expected. I'm exhausted from being giddy and entertaining them. Today, I slept for four hours as a nap. Never realized there would be such a physical toll  in dating multiple men. I gotta catch up ( Read more... )

I moved in. Sylvia and I are adorable. I have been dating, dating, dating different men, older men, men with beards. I enjoy the way I craft my conversations with them in dark bars. I also enjoy when they buy me food and drinks. I can't keep fucking track of them and it's fantastic. Yesterday, Sylvia and I drove to Massachusetts and played with a ( Read more... )

Today, I went to a new fitness class at the gym

It was a class I have never been to. I was late, so I rushed in and grabbed the shit I needed (Free weights, etc.)  and ran for an empty spot.
I got that feeling like everyone was staring at me. I looked around only to realize I was in the senior citizens fitness class. Shit.

I was already a little ( Read more... )

I'm not entirely sure what's wrong with me; I am listening to Daft Punk incessantly and daydreaming about being back in Greece/having an apartment with Sylvia in Astoria constantly. I got to work earlier than everyone today. Last night, I could not sleep. I love my job so much it hurts. I wonder what will happen when I start having even more free ( Read more... )

I should be doing work but instead I am chatting on gchat and listening to Bishop Allen because I stayed up super late finishing my grades last night.

Sylvia and I saw a beautiful apartment with brick walls and hardwood floors today. It was in our price range ( Read more... )

I often wonder "What is wrong with me?" I experience high highs and low lows. It appears I experience lows more than highs. I am an unstable human being. This is not as big a concern as my initial question. The things I think of range from "Am I just plain unattractive?" to "Did I talk too much/little at such and such date?"

I have dated a guy or ( Read more... )

1. Phoenix- Lisztomania
2. White Rabbits- Percussion Gun
3. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club- Need some air* { Might be omitted as I did not choose this song for the mix.}
4. The Damned- Neat neat neat
5. The Smiths- I want the one I can't have
6. Brakesbrakesbrakes- Crush on you
7. The Church- Under the Milky Way
8. Psychedelic Furs- Pretty in Pink

Shit I ( Read more... )

oofa. i'm tired.

It is early in the morning ( Read more... )