yeah she didnt even call when she left but i talked to ucheoma yesterday and she made everything better. i dont know if i will be able to hold out but we'll see. thats all i have to say about that!

i got chinky by whim today. naija bo and smart guy were like "c'mon yall..." me and mi dude looked at each other and that was all we needed! hallo! for the record, im high right now! but we'll see how this entry turns out. damn i am making alot of mistakes right now and i have to keep going back. but yeah me and kushroom are kool again...i dont ( Read more... )

goodnight to all and to all a goodnight...idk. damn im really sleepy out this joint! damn! and im sore...but its a good sore...i worked out today and im proud of myself for not eating that much today...let me give myself a pat on the back. but yeah today was a standard day; dealing with the same ass niggas but standard nontheless...you know i have ( Read more... )

im bored at work so i thought id drop another line...that didnt even make sense. actually this will be a letter to my dude. ashbizzle, i just saw SPECIAL FEATURES in the commons all by her lonesome. she didnt even look at me twice...if she did i would have asked her a simple ass question- "i cant help you ?" hahahahha! but anyways, i guess she was ( Read more... )

hey hey hey...back again! a little distraught but nothing i cant baounce back from. i am still very upset to the point where my whole day will be blown! but whatever. i am happy for my dude ashbizzle because thinga are up and running again! HALLO! so thats the good news of the day...and also that FEATURES is out of the picture. what a foolish girl ( Read more... )

whats good? today was so freakin beautiful i hadnt a care in the world...then i got home and i am anticipating my mom coming back because she is nothing but drama. thats besides the point though...it was still nice. it was a good day. nothing special happened and nothing needed to happen because it was a good day all by itself. i said hi to ( Read more... )

here i am on one of the most beautiful days of the month and where am i?? IN THE MUTHAFUCKIN HOUSE! why you ask?? ask my mother because i havent the slightest idea. anyways, i am so happy i talked to ucheoma today...talking to her always helps me reinforce how i feel about certain things you know? in not gonna get into that because then i wont shut ( Read more... )

i am very proud of myself...i didnt really pay attention to kushroom today. it is too beautiful outside to be stressed out over a female...no matter how fine she is...lol. but really i dont have time to be blown over her...after all she is about to go off to school and im sure by that time she would have gotten back with the love of her life and i ( Read more... )

i guess today was a better day than the rest of this week. the weather is nice and im not pressed for kushrrom anymore. its kinda like whatever happens, happens and thats fine with me. two can play that game. but enough about her. damn, so what else is there to talk about? noone reads this but i dont think i give a damn. im okay right now but who's ( Read more... )

the plan worked...i pretended to be mad and she called to make sure everything was okay...once again, does that mean she like me or what?? i dont know, but it worked so we'll see how far this goes. if she can do it i can do it too! but whatever man. i didnt pick up last night the last time she called and i didnt care too...you know what my excuse ( Read more... )