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Okay, okay, I'll admit it.
I've been a tiny bit clingy with Steph lately. A little bit. I mean, I'm not crazy clingy. It's not like I'm worried she can't go to the bathroom all by herself or anything. But we sleep together (not like that) and we tend to eat together and go out for walks and all that together, so really, there's not a lot of time where we're separated. And I guess it's just easy for part of me to want that to be how all our time is spent.
She has been dead for over a year in my time, after all.
But she needs her space, and I need mine, or we'll start to rub each other the wrong way. And since I don't want that, I'm out on my own right now, at street level even, tossing a batarang up and down, catching it between two fingers and flicking it upwards again as I walk. It's sharp, and it's dangerous, but hey, I'm a professional.
It's not like I'm happy to be away from her, of course, but in the long run, it's just easier.
I've been a tiny bit clingy with Steph lately. A little bit. I mean, I'm not crazy clingy. It's not like I'm worried she can't go to the bathroom all by herself or anything. But we sleep together (not like that) and we tend to eat together and go out for walks and all that together, so really, there's not a lot of time where we're separated. And I guess it's just easy for part of me to want that to be how all our time is spent.
She has been dead for over a year in my time, after all.
But she needs her space, and I need mine, or we'll start to rub each other the wrong way. And since I don't want that, I'm out on my own right now, at street level even, tossing a batarang up and down, catching it between two fingers and flicking it upwards again as I walk. It's sharp, and it's dangerous, but hey, I'm a professional.
It's not like I'm happy to be away from her, of course, but in the long run, it's just easier.