todays my 1st day of work lets see how it goes...

yesterday was a random day it really sucked in the begining,beacouse 1 of my friends died yesterday and i saw his car and everything he was only 21 he was a really good kid he didnt deserve to die especially the way he did.Writing this down is really hard for me its hard not to let a tear out, he always tried to help me out wenever he could,it ( Read more... )

I never really realized how two faced people can be,after reading all the shit that willie send to andrea that was on her book he prettiemouch did everything that he said he wasnt gonna do.How would I know that he isnt talking shit about me and when I chill with him hes a whole different person same thing with any1 from that lil "click", thats just ( Read more... )

my ex is starting to creep me out now she just send me some email sayin i love you to death,and when i open the attachment its some weird message thing saying i know i will die some day with some weird emo song in the backround??i dont even wanna deal with her anymore last time she came hear on memorial weekend she didnt even tell me shit that she ( Read more... )

ive noticed the other day when i got really high that alot of things were making alot of sense,i would just stay thinking about shit and asking myself all this random shit.I realized i really dont like alot of the people i chill with i dont even know why i put up with their shit..im starting to think that im just wasting my time with alot of the ( Read more... )

well..yesterday i chilled with marco and 2 of my other friends and we were smoking the usual,butsandra was coming over with 1 of her friends i amanda that i havent mett yet,so she came over and i was really surprised and we ended up chillen and talking the rest of the night we had alot of things 2 talk about,the only downer is that she was a blond ( Read more... )

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i got a job interview tomm for the job i wanted :) hopefully everything goes well.. and i get the job.

well..yesterday was claudias b-day party and it turned out prettie str8 ,i got prettie drunk though after my 5th cup,i got pretie mad though that i had to end up leaving before 12 i couldnt even enjoy my drunkienest, met some new people they were prettie different from the crowd im usto being around but it wasnt bad though,i guess chillen with them ( Read more... )

what can i say i guess im not usto being left hanging but lately i feel like its bin hapening alot to me,im really starting to hate this year somouch things are taking a change in a weird toll more like a bad 1,im finding things out about people that i cant believe some people are showing their real colors and alot of random shady shit has bin ( Read more... )