*screams at top of lungs*!!!

[storyofaheart]

Why does he have to be this way? Why does it feel like there is a leash around my god damn neck? I can't do anything, w/out consulting him first. What am I five! I don't think so...I'm so tired of crying and being hurt all the fucking time! I'm sick of it, but I love him so much...that I just deal w/ it. Why must it always be this way...why can't

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[lonelyfreak]

Well babe.. step back and look at things from his point of view if possible.. trust me i've felt like this many many times ... and i could do nothing but break down tryin to figure out what the fuck was wrong with me.. look we'll talk about this later...
Love You
~*~Tish~*~

[loserlara]

>hugs<

Sounds like the same b/s I went through with Calvin.

Dora, hun, no matter how hard you try people won't change/see things unless they want they want to. I had to find that out the hard/long way.

Love,
-Lara-

hey yew

[one_sad_mallrat]

hey sweety, i know how you feel, you just gotta try and show him that things are different now, and that you really are a new person, i myself have noticed that you've changed a lot, and it's all good changes too. just try and make him see that.
oh yea. . . i had fun today, we should go shoppin more often.
love you
-zach-

*MUAH*

[storyofaheart]

thanks guys...I appreciate it all...It's just that lately it's been getting harder and harder for us, and I don't know what to do anymore. And I just want to scream at the top of my lungs all the time, just to make things go away. But I know that there not gonna go away. And I am looking @ his side of things, and it just doesn't make sense me. He's a very jealous person, and I'm still getting used to that, but sometimes it's just ridiculous, how he can get. And I'm trying hard to have him see that I've made nothing but good changes for myslef and for him... LAst night we had a huge talk about everything...and I think I finally got my point across to him and his thick head:) I love you guys! *MUAH*

Love,
Dora

Re: *MUAH*

[lonelyfreak]

Well babe, u should see the fights n' talks and shyt that goes an between us.. but we know we love each other... and thats what you need, because if that person actually loves you... they're not going to do anything to hurt you... Call me Today...

~*~Tish~*~

Brittany

[anonymous]

DEAR DORA,
I can't post to Brittany's journal because she doesn't accept anonymous post any more. Would you please repost this message for me...

All this time and ya still can't spell. How did ya get into college again?
:P
Love,
Smother