Author's note: So this is a quick drabble I wrote a couple of days ago, I suppose as a little practice because, to be quite honest, I haven't written anything in ages and I felt horrible because I used to write, like, everyday. And produce 7,000-10,000 word chapters every other week. *cough*
Ya'll know I've recently become obsessed with a wildly popular South Korean tv show called We Got Married. Basically the producers pair up two celebrities and let them run wild as virtual couples, with occasional "missions" (such as "take care of triplets" or "sing a duet on a special stage during a music festival" to... well, anything) but, really, what I enjoy about this show is how these "strangers" form a special bond over the course of their run on the show. For me, the
Yongseo couple is so damn... real...
So anyhow (I've let this AN run way too long!), this is a Yongseo drabble from Seohyun's perspective. Quick and painless. There's a longer fic coming soon. I have to figure out if I want it to end where I finished this morning or not :P
THE GREAT UNKNOWN
Sometimes I wonder if I've become a different person somehow. It's exhilarating, but also terrifying. It feels like a part of me has become lighter, has maybe escaped me, and I also fear sometimes that I might reach that part of me again and the lightness... it'll be gone.
Is it normal, losing your breath so often? Is it unsafe, feeling so happy I feel like I could burst? How can someone cope with this? What do I do once it's gone? How can I feel happy again if I can't find its source? Will I feel empty? Won't I be the same as I was before?
I think... I feel I'm falling, diary, and I don't know whether it's safe or not where I'm going to land... if I'm going to land.
Will it be painful?