No, truly though. . .how do people fall and stay in love? How did my sis get so lucky? No more than lust and food is shared between jordan and i.

It's really unfair mona and iggy have been together less than a year but they're married and about to have their first kid. Ahaha. Are you kidding me?

At times i feel this overwhelming depression. Like a timer ticking away. Somedays its easy to surpass. Today- today feels like i'm finally going to give in.

as quickly as I fell into jordan ( Read more... )

Jordan has sincere honesty. It saddens me to think we'll never have a real relationship cuz of his band or my schedule or our easily induced infidelity.

be just perfect for my busy schedule. Oh and he cuddles and gives me the best kisses. :]

e i could care less, but please tell me why i acted like a noob around him. Boys in bands are dangerous territory; but i think his lack of presence will

jordan from ops is tall, caring, intelligent, and i'm completely his. This nig spews game from his pores, it's so maddening! I've been on dates wher

I have unlimited texts. woot

time fails to lengthen the time between this obvious depression and whatever little joy comes my way.
every night I'm reminded.
every night I hear my quiet words, "I have to go now." and what I could've said instead.
every night feels like that one night.

I don't know.
I don't know why I've been sick for the last two months when I was never sick while ( Read more... )