is that jon huot? mackenzie was telling me he saw him at andrews or damians or somewhere and like i dont know people talk about him like hes a legend ..i feel left out cause i never really met him ..! lol i miss you and armando!
& how did jason teach you to stop being emotional? i don tknow what it is but my emotions are too much.... not even i can control which sucks cause most of the time i dont want them to come out and i cannot contain them!
that does make sense, it sounds like it would be hard to get in that mind frame though because if i dont talk about it.. the thoughts stay on my mind. unless im busy, but they creep up still. i agree talking about it can make you feel worse, but sometimes its necessary. ....and sometimes it makes things worse.....it sucks man, it just sucks. haha jason hates too many males that know you (like all of them?). i wonder what would happen if they were put into a room together or locked in an elevator.
LMAO. i think it would be a battle to the death. he does hate all males, but yamit by far the most.
anyway i know what you mean about how the thoughts stay on your mind. it took me awhile to learn how to ward them away on my own. they always had to do with jason because that's the only thing that would make me emotional. it's been so long with him now that i pretty much understand every aspect of his personality and can already predict his responses, so its easier for me to avoid talking to him about things that bother me... since i pretty much already know what he would think and say to me. some things are pretty necessary to talk about i guess, but jason is the type of person who probably never cooperates with the conversation. i guess i just got used to it and learned how to deal with it. i still get upset sometimes and slip up because its inevitable, but it's pretty damn rare.
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haha jason hates too many males that know you (like all of them?). i wonder what would happen if they were put into a room together or locked in an elevator.
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anyway i know what you mean about how the thoughts stay on your mind. it took me awhile to learn how to ward them away on my own. they always had to do with jason because that's the only thing that would make me emotional. it's been so long with him now that i pretty much understand every aspect of his personality and can already predict his responses, so its easier for me to avoid talking to him about things that bother me... since i pretty much already know what he would think and say to me. some things are pretty necessary to talk about i guess, but jason is the type of person who probably never cooperates with the conversation. i guess i just got used to it and learned how to deal with it. i still get upset sometimes and slip up because its inevitable, but it's pretty damn rare.
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