Oops, I almost gave a fuck.

[stinkytoenaty]

Weekend is over. I hate the first day of the week because I don't receover  from my couch potato mode yet that I usually turn on on weekends. So I thought, other ppl are probably lazy too, so today will be a quiet day unlike Thursday (which is always busy). WRONG. God, today was such a mess ide... I get a headache just computing it into words so I'

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[queen_of_waves]

Although it is irritating, you're right- less responsibility for you, lack of quality work for them. Don't forget you came to the army just to pass this 2 years! (I enlist next month...)

[stinkytoenaty]

Omgomgomg good luck :DD I remember the day I enlisted I was so nervous I could puke lol. Tho now I know it's not such a big deal after all. Do you know where are you going to serve at?

Apparently the reason my commander doesn't want me to be in charge is that I gave her the impression I'm lazy and a slow learner. I admit I haven't learned all the stuff I need to handle and I have a hard time dealing w/ all the work myself... but lazy? Heck, I felt backstabbed cuz the past few months I gave my everything and worked the hardest I could. I guess it doesn't worth it.

[queen_of_waves]

Maybe she hasn't paid attention to it... You know first impression is a determinant thing.
You just have started your militay service- so you can have even better jobs in future :)
Thank you! I hope to get the easiest recruit training! And the position I want :) I still don't know what I'll be doing, but they have to tell me soon.

[stinkytoenaty]

Yeah, I guess you're right but I feel even more uncomfortable around her. We will see how things will roll in the future.
I don't want to change my job, I actually got the position I wanted... Maybe it'll be better to move to another base which means another lab. I remember I was really shocked to find out that I got actually what I chose in the first place in my 'manila', ppl always told me not to get my hopes high cuz I'll be stuck at a place I didn't even want to be at.