So I had a talk with the boy last night. I explained that I don't fall fast, and that he doesn't love me because he hasn't known me long enough. He doesn't know me. He doesn't understand me. He thinks he does though ( Read more... )

So much has been going on this summer, I could not even begin to go into details. My internship with the Sheriff's Department was awesome. I have had the opportunity to work on a show with a very talented cast even if the tech gives me a headache. I met a new boy who I started dating, though he is not nearly what the last guy I dated was, but we ( Read more... )

Who else can make me feel this way? Who else can make me feel so happy nothing else matters in the world? Who else can I miss with all my being? I have had boys in the past who I would miss. And when they left me, it hurt. I have only been away from my boy for a week or so, but it is that first week that is the hardest. It is my withdrawal ( Read more... )

Really, I think that I only decide to write anything on here when I am upset or the like. I am usually quite happy, but when that happens, I am out with my boy or my friends so I don't write about it. This semester is kicking my ass, as usual. I did the long distance relationship thing last year, but it seems much harder this year. School is ( Read more... )

I start the new year in confusion. I didn't make a New Year's resolution merely because I have enough to think about already. Is it worth it to keep the boy? He has doubts. I didn't before, but I am starting to. I don't doubt my feelings for him. I just don't want to make his life harder than it already is. I don't want to be another thing ( Read more... )

I am finally done with finals, and I blew off the graduation ceremony I was supposed to do something for, claiming I couldn't hear. It isn't a lie, I can't hear anything my ears are so clogged. So, when I got home last night, I went straight to a great Christmas party and then I spent all day working on a show today. Did I mention for the show I ( Read more... )

Finals week is supposed to be the most stressful week in a college students semester. I find it to be one of the least stressful really. Many times during the semester, all of my professors decide to have tests. It happens at least once around midterm time, but usually it happens two or three times. Those are the stressful weeks for me. I have ( Read more... )

Today was my day off. For the first time all semester, I didn't have anything I needed to do. That is except the study guides for my test tomorrow, the study guides for a study session tomorrow night, and maybe looking over material for the other tests I have this week. Today was my day off though. I wanted to just relax, talk to my boy, sleep, ( Read more... )