Comments | stillsethcohen: *blinks* Hello, LJ

stillsethcohen

blinks Hello, LJ

Aug 20, 2008 16:48

Well, I haven't done this in forever, so it's about time I post. ...post something at least ( Read more... )

Comments 8

kstan August 20 2008, 21:08:01 UTC

school again? mann, haven't you had enough yet??!

stillsethcohen August 20 2008, 21:09:27 UTC

nah, I like it

kstan August 21 2008, 02:19:51 UTC

you're crazy!

stillsethcohen August 21 2008, 21:14:46 UTC

You may be right. I may be crazy. But I just may be the LUNATIC you're looking for. :0)

Not crazy so much as really upset with the way my career outlook is.

mich_misc August 21 2008, 13:55:14 UTC

I got to talk to Jenny before I left. I got the impression that this was one of those things I'm going to do if it means I can spend my life with you things. but aren't all weddings? I think the amount of fun you have or if you look you want to be there depends if your into the dance, eat cake, social kinda person. I am. I had a blast at mine. I think Jenny's more like Eric. He wanted to say I do and go home. But family members seem to want their wedding party, as he found out with ours. All in all my wedding/ reception didn't feel like a wedding/reception either ( ... )

stillsethcohen August 21 2008, 21:12:59 UTC

Yeah, I think that's the impression I got. I guess I just have high expectations. The wedding was cool and not long and agonizing. The whole cutting in thing just bugged me enough to ruin everything else. Seriously, I just always get the feeling that I fight for attention from everybody so when I lost the bit of attention I had at the moment it was ... like I said "the story of my life." lol.

Hopefully when they move and the means are there, a visit to see them will not be one of those fighting for attention deals. I'm not bitter about the whole thing as much as I keep feeling like I should give up on things. But I know from experience that the result I want to get from my giving up is not what will happen...it never does. I find a way to piss people off. :0)

mich_misc August 22 2008, 13:53:22 UTC

Jenny's ahead of me in one thing. I think she actually talked to everyone at her wedding. At mine there was so many people cutting in and taking me places that I think I only made it around to half of them. Or maybe I was just stupid (nothing new there...)

I suspect you still might feel your fighting for attention when you visit because its not just Jenny anymore. Its Jenny and Andrew. He'll probably always come first to her.

lovelyoceans December 23 2008, 06:51:49 UTC

this is laurene just letting you know i'm going to annoy you to update.

and for you to add me. hah