“so how are luke and daisy these days ( Read more... )

I get my heart broken, you get the benefits.

Break-up Album 1 (the culmination of five months of collecting ( Read more... )

the growth involved in falling in love
does not come close to the growth exacted
by the falling out of it.

march 13, 2006

P.S. Thank you for reading, you are all lovely.
P.P.S. I hope to spend the summer in Hong Kong, provided I secure a job. It's good to have something new to look forward to.

God knows we learned the hard way, all about healthy apathy

Last night, final night of the ski trip, four of us were in bed (J, S, E and me) but we were not ready for sleep. We began to speak of love and loss, and the special kind of loneliness bred by each. The things about which we once philosophized we now reflected upon, testing old adages ( Read more... )

there's your hand on my knee for just one second
but it's long enough for me to be thinking of itoct 7. riding the subway home. he holds me in a sideways hug that lasts just long enough for me to still be thinking of it. how resolutely firm his grip (how secure i felt) his cheek against the back of my head (i swear i heard him breathe in ( Read more... )

should i not survive thisI am shocked by my own capacity for paranoia ( Read more... )

i think i strongly dislike your job ( Read more... )

j and i had "the talk" last tuesday ( Read more... )

I have a new SLR camera, two more weeks of classes, a sore throat, parents who spoil me, tickets to see Emm Gryner on my birthday, a boy who occupies my mind, a new pink sweater, a copious amount of schoolwork, a little sister whom I love more and more with each passing day, a pimple, a list of books I want to read, new songs in the works, high ( Read more... )

it does not bother me to say
this isn't love
cuz if you don't wanna talk about
then it isn't love
and i guess i'm gonna have to live with that
I’m really angry with you. I’m really disappointed in you. I feel disrespected and made less, in a sense, by you. I hate feeling like I am just another item in somebody’s queue and that’s how you make me ( Read more... )