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[stilladoctor]

[Mass Filter to anyone and everyone that has died here. If you've gone through the death toll, you can see it. If you haven't, then tough luck. You're not interesting enough. And you can't see anyone else's responses.]Right, you're back the way that your mum and dad intended you to be. Congratulations. I'm sure you're very excited and probably

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[thegooddrjones]

Are you doing research on the death toll for a reason?

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[stilladoctor]

Why not research it?

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[thegooddrjones]

I... really don't have a good reason for that.

Headaches afterwards, nightmares that are connected and that aren't and when I died all I saw was the electricity going through me.

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[stilladoctor]

I appreciate it, Martha.

And to answer your question, it's something to do.

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[mrs_persson]

Interesting set of questions. Planning on publishing a study of your results?

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[stilladoctor]

If I find anything that's not complete rubbish, possibly.

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[mrs_persson]

Fair enough.

I have some very faint scarring from the rope on my neck, but have experienced no further phantom pains or symptoms since my initial recovery.

I saw nothing once I lost consciousness. Only darkness. Like sleep without dreams.

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[stilladoctor]

Thanks. I'll be sure to cite you if I actually do publish something.

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[stilladoctor]

I've taken a great interest in the death toll. So 80% science, 20% personal.

Would you consider the events of your two deaths to be a coincidence or planned?

Any bit helps. So yes.

Private - lol Owen prolly already knows. He's got McCoy's note on this stuff

[stilladoctor]

I do love the sound of this place more and more every time someone talks about it.

I think I'll do my next project on Hell.

the whole thing is private bb <3

[stilladoctor]

It depends on what you define magic as. To someone from the fifteenth, century, a mobile could be magical. And to someone from say, the thirty-fifth, it's a relic of the past. Same concept could be applied to aliens back home.

I've been possessed by seen Death. Or a form of it. It needed to kill thirteen people to cross over to the world of the living. Does that seem familiar to you at all?

And what you described as your abnormal touch with death, was exactly what I experienced when I died back home and what several other people report happening to them. It's darkness and it's nothing and it never stops.

both fun things

[stilladoctor]

Right. I was providing a frame of reference for how I'm seeing this. Where I come from, I've seen things most people put down to hallucinations and magic. They refuse to see what's happening around them. So while they would say that Death is a figure of mythical origins, I would argue that it's real and tangible and probably sentient.

Interesting. Very, very interesting. Especially since you're clearly capable of crossing the divide between the living and the dead. But you can't do that here? Could you talk to someone who's in between dying and resurrection under the death toll?

Private - Because death is a revolving door for the Winchesters

[nomoreleftshoe]

Do you mean deaths here? Or deaths where we're from?

I've had two here on the Barge and three back home.

Private - heeeey future inmate

[stilladoctor]

... I meant deaths here. But actually, I'd like to hear about your deaths back home as well. How'd you come back from them? Any lingering effects of dying in the "real world"?

Re: Private - suuuuuuup. C:

[nomoreleftshoe]

Uh. Yeah. There are. It's complicated.

But here, I have a scar from one, but that's about it. No lingering pain or anything like that. Or psychological stuff either. I have nightmares, but not about death. It just doesn't worry me anymore.

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[stilladoctor]

You wouldn't consider being apathetic to death abnormal?