Fic: The Barbie Murders - Part XIII
Title: The Barbie Murders - Part XIII
Author: steppenwolf_20
Fandom: CSI:Miami/Criminal Minds
Pairing: Calleigh Duquesne/Jennifer Jareau (with some Cal/Nat, JJ/Em, JJ/Nat along the way)
Disclaimer: None of the beautiful ladies is mine. No infringement intended.
I borrowed the drug from the Movie “Anatomy”
Rating: NC-17 (I mean it) Really! This is it!
Warnings: There's the sex in this part. Between two women
Setting: uhm, screw timelines. I guess somewhere end of season six CSI:M and end of season two CM
Spoiler: I don't think so
A/N: written for the “Cliché Challenge 2008”. Sadly I wasn't able to finish it on time.
Cliché used: trapped together in a cave/shack/turbolift
A/N 2: This story kinda developed a mind of its own. I guess it will be the first story in a loose series.
A/N 3: Okay guys, this is part 13 of 14. The end is near.
Archive: women_in_kevlar , femslash_smut
Thanks to my awesome beta sofia_lindsay , I had some major freak outs over this part but thanks to her you are now able to read it.
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JJ snuggled up to Calleigh again, comfortable silence settling upon the room.
Calleigh thought that finally JJ had fallen asleep when the agent spoke again.
“You know, I had a dream, yesterday I think, were you asked me the exact same question.”
“Huh? What question?” Calleigh was confused, she had long forgotten the question she had asked last.
“If Emily and I were sleeping together.”
“Oh. That was... I know you don't. You didn't even consider anything like that until you met me.”
“True.” JJ's thoughts were racing. In that dream Calleigh had kissed her. Had that been a dream? Or did that really happen? All she knew was that she had liked that kiss. And she had also liked kissing Natalia.
“Can I ask you something that may sound a little weird?” JJ had to know if it was only a dream.
“Sure. Shoot.”
“Did you … when you asked me if Emily and I were sleeping together... did you kiss me?”
“No, I didn't. I'd never do that. Taking advantage of someone like that.”
“It was only a dream then.”
Calleigh wasn't really sure but she thought she heard a little regret in JJ's voice. Suddenly she became aware of their state of closing or better non clothing. She felt JJ's skin all over her body, warm, soft and inviting. And when she looked at JJ again she could tell that something had changed between them. There was a charge to the air, a tension between them that hadn't been there before. Her eyes dropped to JJ's mouth and she had to moisten her own lips with her tongue, because the urge to simply lean in and kiss the woman before her became overwhelming.
“Would you...” She had to clear her throat because her voice threatened to break.
“Would you want me to?”
JJ's heart started to speed up when she saw Calleigh's glance drop to her lips and her tongue licking along her own lips. Did she want Calleigh to kiss her?
And right then JJ became aware that yes, she wanted Calleigh to kiss her and she even wanted to kiss her back real bad. In the last two days the two of them had become real close. They had comforted each other, talked, slept in the same bed, had been through hell and had saved each other’s lives. They had become friends, they had built trust and respect. JJ knew that she loved Calleigh, just not romantically and she trusted her; and she needed to know. She needed to know if she was chasing ghosts or if she really was gay. But she didn't want to hurt Calleigh either. She didn't want to play her, lead her on.
“Cal, listen. I really would like that, but...”
But Calleigh didn't let her finish. She leaned in and silenced JJ with a tender kiss. It was just a hint of a touch but it sent jolts of electricity through both women.
JJ was lost right then. The images of the dream came back to her and she buried her hands in Calleigh's blonde hair, pulling her closer and deepening the kiss. The detective could all but moan at JJ's forwardness, eagerly accepting the agent's tongue and sucking it into her mouth. The kiss was quickly heating up, both women battling for the upper hand. Finally they broke apart gasping for air. Calleigh couldn't believe how much darker JJ's eyes had become. They were like the sea on a stormy day and the detective had the feeling that she could easily drown in those depths.
Carefully she caressed JJ's cheek, letting her fingers drift slowly across her cheekbone, up to her forehead and along the eyebrows. JJ closed her eyes and let out a contend sigh.
Calleigh was lost in the feeling of JJ's skin beneath her fingers and the muscles moving beneath them. When Ryan had carried her into the cold storage room she had been slowly coming to and what she saw terrified her. She didn't fear Ryan or what he would do to her, she wasn't lucid enough for that but entering this room and seeing all those blonde Barbies made her panic. She thought she saw JJ there, she saw her face in every one of them. When the drug kept wearing off she was able to see that JJ wasn't there, that those were the missing women and some they hadn't known of, but in these first seconds she really thought JJ was dead already. Feeling her now, alive, warm and breathing was like a miracle and she didn't want to stop touching her. So she didn't.
JJ felt Calleigh's hands moving from her face, over her throat to her shoulders; light, fleeting caresses that made her shiver but this time not because of the cold she had felt for so long but due to the warm, tingling sensations she felt everywhere that Calleigh touched her. When the detective started outlining her collarbones she couldn't hold back the building moan any longer. This felt so good and it had been so long since someone had touched her like this. So filled with emotion, longing, need, raw desire and yet careful and a little hesitant. She wondered briefly why she wasn't freaking out about the fact that she was naked in bed with Calleigh Duquesne and that she was enjoying every second of it. But on the other hand she knew exactly why. She trusted the blonde detective. She trusted her with her life and she knew Calleigh would never want anything from her she wouldn't give freely. And on top of that she had come to the conclusion that life was too short to be afraid of love.
When she moaned Calleigh's hand stopped any movement and confused she opened her eyes. She saw terror rising in Calleigh's eyes, scolding herself for taking advantage of her like that, of taking this so far when JJ had made it perfectly clear that she hadn't been with a woman before and that she was confused by her feelings towards women now.
But JJ wouldn't let Calleigh feel guilty. She needed this as much as the detective did. Feeling connected to someone on a primal level, just feeling alive, feeling loved.
She looked into the detective's eyes, hoping the other blonde would understand her without many words.
“Don't stop!”
JJ was surprised how husky her own voice sounded and saw in wonder how the sound made Calleigh shudder.
The detective looked back at her, searching for answers in her blue eyes, still not moving an inch.
Calleigh was not prepared for what she found in those blue eyes. She had thought she might see confusion, indecisiveness, turmoil or even fear but she was not the least prepared for the need, the resolve and the trust she found. The look in JJ's eyes made her shudder again and she had to hold herself back to not simply ravish the agent.
“You sure?”
JJ saw that Calleigh was using all her strength to hold back and she really didn't want that. She wanted the whole package, the real deal. She threw Calleigh a smoldering glance.
“Stop. Talking. Now.”
And with that she as much as threw herself at the detective kissing her fiercely and started to explore the other body with her hands, a little hesitant at first.
JJ couldn't believe the fire that coursed through her by simply kissing Calleigh. She let her hands roam freely over the other woman's body, glad that they were already naked, because she was pretty sure she had ripped the clothes simply off Calleigh's body. Somehow they ended up with JJ on top straddling Calleigh's waist. The detective reached out for her, but JJ wouldn't have it. She grabbed Calleigh's wrists and pressed her hands into the pillows beside her head. When she leaned in to whisper something into the other woman's ear their breasts touched lightly, sending another electrical surge through her body that made her gasp.
“Can you keep your hands to yourself for a little while? Please, let me do this.”
“Uhu!” Was Calleigh's not so intelligent answer.
With a wicked smile JJ sat up again, looking down at the woman beneath her.
She took her time, finally able to look at the detective without restraint. She started the journey with her eyes at Calleigh's face, taking in every detail. She wanted to remember this forever, wanted to memorize all of it. They both knew that this was most probably a one-time deal. Under normal circumstances this would never have happened. They were both way to professional, way to devoted to their work. But they were both wounded, physically and emotionally and they needed an outlet for all of it.
JJ let her eyes wander from Calleigh's face over her throat down her chest to her breasts. They looked perfect and the agent wondered if they wouldn't feel and taste even better.
The openly hungry gaze JJ let sweep over her body made Calleigh squirm. She felt the bare looks like touches on her skin. Never before had anyone looked at her quite like this. When JJ's journey stopped at her breasts, lingering there the detective let out a whimper. She felt her nipples harden without being touched at all.
“Please JJ. Touch me.”
Calleigh's voice pulled JJ out of her trance like state where she had imagined what she would do to the beautiful woman beneath her. But when she became aware of her surroundings again she realized that she didn't have to imagine. She could do it for real!
The detective moved beneath her putting some friction to her already soaking center. Both women moaned at the sensation. Calleigh felt wetness coating her lower abdomen and registered that she was soaking wet herself by now. And JJ hadn't even touched her.
And then JJ reached out and started to just do that.
The agent was soon lost in the feeling of Calleigh’s skin beneath her hands, of the slightly salty taste of her on her tongue.
She was celebrating that she was still alive.
That she was breathing.
Little gasps and moans under her hands, due to her mouth sucking on her nipples, due to her tongue drawing circles and patterns on her breasts. Gasping for air, groaning, muttering her name under her breath over and over again. And then moving lower to her abdomen.
That she was moving.
She squirmed beneath her, her hips rotating in the desperate need for friction. Her hands grasping at the pillows for something to hold on to. Her muscles spasming helplessly under her caresses. Her head thrown back in ecstasy, trashing from side to side, eyes closed tightly.
That she was still able to change.
A sheen of sweat was covering her body and goose bumps rose wherever she was touching her, kissing her, nibbling at her skin.
That she was still alive.
Her heart was racing wildly, hammering in her chest and her pulse was beating wildly under her skin.
JJ was celebrating upon Calleigh’s body and she couldn’t get enough of touching her, tasting her and learning how she reacted to her caresses. She had no idea how this worked, but she started at what she liked herself and went from there, working with Calleigh’s responses. And she was blown away by the detective’s fierce reactions. Her moans and gasps went straight to her core and she felt herself getting more aroused with every passing second, every whimper, every moan. She kissed her way down Calleigh’s body, feeling her movements getting more desperate, more ecstatic, hearing her moans get louder.
Still moving!
When she came near Calleigh’s center the smell of her arousal was like a blow to her stomach that made her slightly lightheaded. She hesitated a little, not quite sure how to proceed, what Calleigh expected her to do.
Still able to change!
No that was no quite the truth. She knew what she most probably should do, and she knew that she liked it herself. She really wanted to do it, she wanted to taste Calleigh, she wanted to make her come screaming her name on the top of her lungs.
Still breathing!
She just wasn’t sure how to do it.
One second turned to two, to three. Calleigh must have somehow picked up on her uncertainty because suddenly she felt her stroking softly through her hair. JJ looked up into forest green eyes and felt a wave of calm settle upon her. She smiled a little uncertain.
Calleigh made a come hither motion and JJ crawled up beside her until they were lying side by side, facing each other. Calleigh’s breath was still a little fast and JJ couldn’t look into her eyes without feeling a little embarrassed. But the detective put a finger under her chin and lifted it up until they looked into each other’s eyes.
Finally Calleigh leaned in and kissed her again. It was a kiss meant to calm her, to soothe her nerves.
“Don’t worry. It’s not as hard as you think. Just follow your instincts like you did before. Just trust yourself.” Calleigh’s voice was calm and steady and betrayed the turmoil raging through her. She hadn’t been with someone in quite a while either and her body demanded release. But she could hold on a little longer. She kissed JJ again, more demanding, more aggressive this time and then rolled them over so she was now on top.
She threw JJ a wicked glance. “Let me show you.”
Calleigh kissed her way down JJ’s body in very much the same path the other blonde had followed earlier. She started massaging her breasts lightly while sucking on her collarbone which made JJ moan and arch into her hands urging her on.
She had felt JJ’s arousal earlier upon her stomach and knew that it probably wouldn’t take much to bring her over the edge. But nevertheless she wanted this to be something special for JJ. She should always be able look back on her first time with a smile on her face and dreamy eyes. She followed her hands with her mouth, sliding slowly south until she straddled one of JJ’s thighs. She started to lap at one of her breasts, kissing, nibbling biting all around the hard peak screaming for attention. At the same time she kept massaging the other breast, alternating with rolling the rock hard nipple between her thumb and her forefinger. Her other hand strayed further south exploring the flat of JJ’s stomach, the muscles contracting rapidly under her caresses. She drew small circles across the stomach, each stroke bringing her closer to the tempting curls and what lay beneath them.
JJ was reduced to Jell-O, Calleigh’s hand and mouth sending electric shocks through her body, and each of them hit her straight at the core. She was sure that she had never been this wet before. Ever. No one had been able to let her lose control like that, no one had managed to reduce her to moaning and whimpering without being able to form one single coherent thought, no one had her begging for release before.
“Oh God, Calleigh please. Please touch me. I need you.”
JJ’s plea shot right through Calleigh and she felt a fresh wave of arousal hitting her. Without being consciously thinking about it she started rubbing herself on JJ’s thigh to find her own release. She let her hand wander from JJ’s stomach into the dark curls sliding a finger carefully along her sex. JJ pushed up against her, trying to take her in, gasping for air.
“Please Cal. Please. Make me come.”
Calleigh was overwhelmed by the wetness meeting her and without problems she slid two fingers into JJ’s center making her scream out in ecstasy.
“God yes!”
Calleigh started pumping into JJ, matching the rhythm with her own thrusts on JJ’s thigh. And although JJ was lost somewhere between losing her mind and shattering to pieces she somehow registered what Calleigh was doing.
She lifted her trashing head and growled at the detective.
“Don’t you dare! That’s my job.”
Calleigh moaned at JJ’s commanding tone but stopped her own movements. She added a third finger instead and picked up her speed. She looked at the blonde agent in wonder. She had been taken by her from the first glance, but the more she learned about her the more she came to respect and like her. And now she was trashing beneath her, matching her every thrust. She had her head thrown back again and her eyes were closed, throwing it helplessly from side to side, moaning and gasping in between uttering some swearwords and pleas.
“Oh my. Fuck Cal. Harder. Please. Don’t … stop. Yes, right there!”
Calleigh adjusted her position lightly and pulled out of JJ completely.
Blue eyes shot open in surprise, but before she was even able to voice her dislike Calleigh had already swept her tongue through JJ’s labia hitting the clit for the first time.
“Fuck yes!” Was all she could utter before Calleigh started sucking on her clit, sending her crashing over the edge.
JJ had felt the pressure building, nearly up to a point where she thought she couldn’t take any more and would literally explode and then suddenly Calleigh was sucking at her clit and she felt herself going over the edge, only not falling but flying. She felt all her muscles contract and heard herself scream for Calleigh at the top of her lungs until finally the pressure was gone and she started to come down from her high.
Calleigh chose this moment to start lapping up the juices flowing freely from JJ’s center and licking at her clit again.
JJ felt Calleigh’s tongue move again and was taken by surprise as another climax started building rapidly sending her crashing over the edge yet again.
Only now was Calleigh satisfied and started kissing her way up JJ’s now boneless body until she was lying beside the agent again. Soothingly she caressed her cheek, waiting for her friend to catch her breath and open her eyes again.
It took JJ some minutes to get herself back under control and stop trembling with slight aftershocks. But finally her breathing became regular again and she opened her eyes.
Without any forewarning she kissed Calleigh, moaning at her own taste on the detective’s lips and tongue. She rolled on top of Calleigh and pressed her back into the pillows at the shoulders.
She sat up and looked down at her friend with a challenging smirk.
“Someone has been a good girl.”
JJ’s voice and attitude sent new shivers down Calleigh’s body, she didn’t know what happened but she was surely not going to complain.
“You owned yourself a reward detective.”
JJ wasn’t sure where her confidence came from but she felt like all her insecurities and embarrassment had flown out of the window with her climax. She let her forefinger glide downwards starting at Calleigh’s collarbones until she reached her belly button and circled lazily around it.
“Do you know what I’m gonna do to you?”
Calleigh could only look at JJ in wonder. The shyness and awkwardness from earlier had vanished and had made room for a predatory, sultry attitude that did nothing to soothe her already racing nerves. Since JJ didn’t continue Calleigh figured she wanted her to answer the more rhetorical question. So she shook her head.
“No.”
JJ started moving her finger again drawing lazy patterns on Calleigh’s body seemingly absent minded.
“Well, since you’ve been such a good girl and made me cum real good I’m gonna eat you out. I’ll drive my tongue into your center, hard and fast. And then I will lick at your clit, and nibble and suck on it until you forget your own name and will only be able to scream mine.”
JJ had no idea what possessed her to say such things let alone do them. But she was going to do exactly what she’d told Calleigh who was already moaning beneath her from her talking alone. She knew Calleigh had been close before she told her to stop and now she wanted to draw this out for a little while longer.
Slowly she slid down from the detective’s body and the bed and knelt down before it. She then grabbed Calleigh’s legs behind the knees and pulled her towards the edge in one swift move. She put Calleigh’s legs over her shoulders and dove right in, making true to her promise.
At the first touch Calleigh moaned loudly and her hips rose from the mattress so that JJ had to hold her down with two hands to keep her steady. Calleigh’s taste exploded on her tongue and she moaned into her center, sending small vibrations through Calleigh’s clit. But JJ didn’t let herself get distracted. She knew Calleigh was already on the brink of an orgasm and she wanted to make the most of it. She pushed into Calleigh’s centre as deep as possible and started a fast rhythm while she let her thumb circle around her clit. She threw a quick glance along Calleigh’s body and felt her breath hitch at the beauty of the sight before her. Calleigh Duquesne in the throes of ecstasy was surely a memory to behold. She seemed to glow from inside, her face was flushed and beads of sweat were standing on her forehead and between her breasts. Her blonde hair lay spread out around her head like a halo while her hands tore helplessly at the sheets.
“So beautiful!” She muttered into Calleigh’s center and picked up speed again. She alternated her hand and her mouth now and started teasing Calleigh’s clit with her tongue while she drove two fingers into her center. Calleigh let out a small cry of pleasure and gasped for air.
“Faster, harder. Oh sweet Jesus!”
JJ did as she was told, pumping her finger harder and faster into Calleigh’s sex and started sucking on her clit simultaneously.
Calleigh wasn’t able to silence the scream rushing from her throat when she came after only a few hard thrusts.
“Jaaaay!”
And then the wave rushed her away and stars exploded behind her eyes.
When Calleigh stopped spinning and could breathe again she was tucked under the blanket JJ embracing her from behind. She turned around in the embrace looking straight into JJ’s baby blues.
Neither of them spoke, they were just looking at each other, exhausted but sated and before either of them noticed it they had fallen asleep.