you wrote this over a year ago... look how far we'eve come. i dont know when youll read this. or if you will at all. im not really sure i know what i want to say. or if i want to say anything at all... i have regrets. sometimes i dont regret them really though.sometimes im angry, sometimes i miss you, sometimes i feel bad for myself, sometimes im just happy about the past. i dont know how to feel. i wasnt lying when i said i missed you. ive missed you dearly. im also better off without you. i cant decide. i hope you at least understand... but if you dont, i wouldnt care. can you see the paradoxes here? neither of us ever did say goodbye to one another...i hoped you would. and i also hoped not. im sure you dont want to hear anymore. i still think about you and cry. i still think youre beautiful. youre still a child in a lot of ways. and a hypocrite. and mean. i hate you. i love you. goodbye.
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look how far we'eve come.
i dont know when youll read this. or if you will at all.
im not really sure i know what i want to say. or if i want to say anything at all...
i have regrets.
sometimes i dont regret them really though.sometimes im angry, sometimes i miss you, sometimes i feel bad for myself, sometimes im just happy about the past. i dont know how to feel. i wasnt lying when i said i missed you. ive missed you dearly.
im also better off without you.
i cant decide.
i hope you at least understand...
but if you dont, i wouldnt care.
can you see the paradoxes here?
neither of us ever did say goodbye to one another...i hoped you would. and i also hoped not.
im sure you dont want to hear anymore. i still think about you and cry. i still think youre beautiful. youre still a child in a lot of ways. and a hypocrite. and mean. i hate you. i love you.
goodbye.
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