Man, I'm really tired. I should probably try to go to sleep. chris will be at my house at 6:45 ( Read more... )

Yeah..last night was fun. I'm having fun lately..it's just not the same. I still have jealousy when he speaks of other girls. and I still feel weird ab things. and yes I'm still confused. But..I dunno what to do. I wish it wasn't so hard to let go..I mean things are good now..with our "just friends" but friends don't have sex..I dunno why I do it. ( Read more... )

Oh man I shouldn't have done that ( Read more... )

I went bowling tonight..man did I do awful. lol..it's ok..I went to have fun. and I did. I had a lot of. I had a lot of fun last night as well. I saw charlie and the chocolate factory and Kenneth was begging me to bring him the Coldplay cd. He kept calling me and calling me wondering if I was gonna bring it up to Hollywood lol. crazy kid. He was ( Read more... )

Working out was really hard today. Shirla made us do some really crazy stuff ( Read more... )

I HATE some of the bitches up at Hollywood. Most of them are cool except a couple. they just like to be bitchy and backstabbing. That's all. bitch.
I'm going to take a bath. I need to shave my legs haha.

loves

so I didn't have a ride to or from school today so I had to get Chris to pick me up. But he also had to get Keith so I had to get up earlier than usual and it was an awful night for me last night and I couldn't sleep..and I closed my eyes and hoped that when I opened them again I would be somewhere else but I know that's impossible....I feel ( Read more... )

I desperately need a job. Anywhere..like seriously. and soon!! I'm def. not wanted up at Hollywood and I'm scared to ask back...But I'm sort of running out of time. Very quickly. I dunno what to do bc I gotta start getting money. like as fast as I can. so anyone know where a place is hiring tell me...please!

what the hell..too much shit to even explain. wow...

working out sucked today ( Read more... )