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[stein1542]

I saw a friend's cut marks today, and i'll be damned if it didn't trigger me in a bad way. I want to hurt myself so fucking bad. It's like all my repressed masochistic and SI tendencies have hit me all at once like a ton of fucking bricks.

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[fearnothingever]

it's amazing what can be a trigger... i still struggle with that sometimes. you know you can call me if you need to talk, i'm always here for a friend and it helps when you can relate, you know?

[stein1542]

ya, thanks a million. :)

[bangs8705]

Karl...I have hit my lowest point in the world today...and well this made me feel even worse...cuz I consider you to be a friend..yet I feel like I am not really a good enough one!!! I just want you to know that I am always around...I have no life...so if you need ANYTHING...anything at all...dont hesitate to call me!!! I love you tons!!!!

[stein1542]

I'm sorry ur feeling so down, don't let me make you feel any worse. I guess I didn't really convey that this isn't that much of a problem in my mind, merely an annoyance. It reads far more dramatic than it is, but I do thank you for your offer of help and friendship nonetheless :)

[bangs8705]

Its okay...its definately not ur fault...Its just what you said made me realize what a crappy friend I have been to all of you guys. I am so sorry that I havent been around...and that I only say hi occasionally. I have been realizing a lot lately..and this was just one more thing...but yeah...I luv ya kiddo...so just remember that....regardless of what happens...because that will always be true.