I nearly threw up in Yoga this morning. Despite being able to achieve new and exciting mastery of my practice, I was quite distraught throughout due to the constant internal battling of my queasy stomach and debilitating headrushes. I actually had to come down to Child's Pose at one point becuase I felt that I was about to faint ( Read more... )

Two posts in one day, got to be bad news, right ( Read more... )

So as it turns out I freaked out for nothing.

It was bad, though. Last night I went to bed feeling really shitty. I crawled in, pulled the blanket up over my head and wept, making sure to choke my sobs into the pillow so that no one would hear me. Suddenly all the pain of Mark leaving me downtown and Paul telling me, "Honey....honey I'm sorry," ( Read more... )

I haven't spoken to my best friends in over a week. I feel bad. But I always get like this as soon as I start seeing someone. I don't want to talk to anyone. I don't want anyone to know about him until I feel safe. And as it is just like me to second-guess myself as soon as I turn a corner, I don't feel safe. Not yet.

Graeme and I spent all day ( Read more... )

Really. SO LONG. I haven't felt anything remotely like this since Mark (at least anything like this that was reciprocated), and that disaster was a year and a half ago!!!!

The past week has been full of roses, Vietnamese soup, candles, red wine and the most fulfilling affection that I've experienced....ever. Graeme is a dream man. I don't know how I ( Read more... )

Paul called this afternoon. As it turns out, Costa will only be in town for the 19th, 20th and 21st, so scheduling my concert for the 22nd didn't look like it was going to do us much good. He asked that I come in a few days earlier ( Read more... )

Wow. A very good day in the life of Stefanie Rose. Simple but good ( Read more... )

What a great show! What a truly GREAT ceremony it was this year. I was fully satisfied with every pick - more than satisfied with a few! I can't believe that Cate Blanchett didn't get anything, nor did any of her films. I love her so much. I'd marry her. And Ellen DeGeneres!!!! What a riot she was! Really, I think that my life would be so much ( Read more... )

My mother's facial, which she had done in preparation for the gala tonight, has gone terribly awry. Her skin reacted to the mud mask, I think, and there is no way that she's going to go out in public for the rest of the day, let alone to a swanky gala ( Read more... )

I just finished watching BBC's The Office Special, and I feel surprisingly emotional. It was hilarious, don't get me wrong. Utterly hilarious. And all the more touching that Graham, the beautiful boy behind the counter at Casablanca gifted it to me. "I want you to see this," he said as he handed it over to me, smiling with his perfect white teeth, ( Read more... )