we lost a friend

i give up

my heart hurts

drytearsneverend: guns are for pussies
drytearsneverend: use a knife
gun shy Logey: knifes are stupid too
gun shy Logey: just sit down
gun shy Logey: and dont do anything
gun shy Logey: and just wait to die
gun shy Logey: now thats fucking hardcore
drytearsneverend: yea it is

i got the meet the doctor from virginia today.. he was nice but very concerned about me.. they did a bunch of tests.. and they came the the conclusion that part of my head acting the way it is  is because of the cyst i used to have on my neck and from getting hit.. they took fluid from my neck and they hit a hard spot in my cyst.. i am going to ( Read more... )

your not going to beat me
your not going to take over my life
your not going to ruin anything
i am going to be stronger then you
i am going to win
i may fear you and be afraid but that is not going to stop me from facing you
through all of the tears ive shed
through all of the pain ive felt
i am not going to let you beat
i will overcome you
i will not let ( Read more... )

your not going to beat me
your not going to take over my life
your not going to ruin anything
i am going to be stronger then you
i am going to win
i may fear you and be afraid but that is not going to stop me from facing you
through all of the tears ive shed
through all of the pain ive felt
i am not going to let you beat
i will overcome you
i will not let ( Read more... )

im not going to let it beat me

next weeks work schedule is all screwed up
so is this hurricane going to hit us? i doubt it but everyone knows how i worry.. so yea..

i'm wearing a cast on my wrist because it hurts like whoa.. i might go to the ER after work just to get it checked out.. i can barely move it and i can't hold anything..

i'm off the medicine for my head now.. the ( Read more... )

you've stood by me for 4 years.. even after you moved.. you did all you could from so far away and you never stopped loving me.. you would make time for me and even come all the way up here to see me when you didn't have to.. but you did.. and that says alot about how much you care.. thank you for being the amazing person you are.. everyone should ( Read more... )

i love you

you inspire me..

you make every day worth living..

you make me feel like i belong..

you make me feel lucky..

you make me happy when i am sad..

you make all of the pain and despair of life disappear in a single moment..

when you utter the words..

i love you

<3