im not finding anything just yet on good apartments.

i've a year though right?

come with me ( Read more... )

I'm taking the easiest way out that I can ( Read more... )

why do I always tend to say the wrong things at the wrong time?

I need to stop writing out of anger.. I really do.

So things have been quite crazy lately.

Zinnia has been spending a couple weekends with us and doing things with the family, its quite nice I must say. We made taffy apples this sunday after apple picking. Last we had our xmen marathon, which was also a grand evening.

Friday we all (being Heather, Meagan, Justin, Beth & I) went to see Grudge 2. ( Read more... )

Time for an update..

This past Thursday I had another date. His name was Kyle. Totally nice, kinda weird. He took me to see The Black Dahlia, then took me home. We talked some and things that he had said made it seem as if he had wanted to hangout a bunch more. I've not spoken to him since ( Read more... )

Well then.

I was definatly stood up last night.
I feel like such an idiot.

you don't deserve that crap. I must of if it happened.
Whatever.

Tomorrow Kyle is taking me to a movie.
I need to decide what movie like.. TODAY.
Hopefully I won't get stood up again.

and he said he was excited.. bullshit.

if you don't like being hurt then please don't stay.I'm really excited for my date tomorrow, as is he, or atleast thats what he says lol. Yesterday at work I was told that I'm confident in myself. I really don't see that, but someone else does so does that make it true ( Read more... )

I'm here in the library once again ( Read more... )

I'm hurting more than I need to be over this.
Someone has told me recently - "Tabitha, you never stop caring, no matter how hard you try..".

Why can't I just stop?
Its causing me more pain than it is to anyone else.
whats done is done.
I understand that, but why can't things go back to how they were?
Late nights and not a care in the world.

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