spring break. last day of it. damn. i was having a good time. a lazy good time. i didnt really do anything. just hung out. well except for the last two days we have been cleaning my house alot. i hate being told to clean. i dont mind cleaning if i think something needs it but i dont like to have to stay home and clean when my brother doesnt have to ( Read more... )

my room is so dirty i cant even stand to be in it. there are clothes all over the floor. infact, i cant even really see the floor except for the path from my bed to my mirror to my door. i have to much stuff for that little cubical of a room and i need OUT of it!!! this whole house actually. but right now, i would be fine just to get out of the ( Read more... )

what i really need to do is go vacuume the living room. its already 1:30 and i havent even taken a shower yet. yesterday was not that great of a day. my mom got really sick and we didnt go to spokane. and my "friend" was really mean. and i was tired and it was cold at the game. and it was snowing on the pass so kt was really scared and i felt bad ( Read more... )

so i might not be going to spokane now. which means i have to find a dress somewhere around here. uhg. but it would also mean i could go to the game in sultan and that would be cool. i really do like softball. i am having alot of fun. anyways..i came home from stacys tonight and the sink was piled high with dishes no one else felt like washing,and ( Read more... )

the rest of you do not upday enough. just so you know ( Read more... )

there is no where to go to get away.

there were a couple of people. well just girls i guess, that thought i hated them. and i thought they hated me. so they acted like they hated me cuz they thought i hated them. and i wasnt especially nice cuz i thought they hated me. but no one really hated anyone i guess. and somehow i am friends with these ppl now. there are just two of them that ( Read more... )

today more than ever i am

tired
numb
in a fog

completely useless

i dont know why.

maybe tomorrow will be more clear

yet another time waster. i secretly love these ( Read more... )

back from the softball game. it was really fun. i havent played since little league so i kinda suck but its just jv so there isnt a lot of pressure, just fun. and we lost by only one point. 16-17. everyone played really well though. and varsity lost by 3. but i forgot to record the oc so now i have missed it two weeks in a row and i am upset about ( Read more... )