Whooo, Miyu's party rawked.

[starlightofdawn]

I spent most of it curled up on the sofa, with Ross-kun's sexy new black guitar, learning to read tabs, and we watched anime and Darren and Liam's "Little Britain" CD, which was funny. Ross says he'll give me his old red guitar and pocket amp, for my birthday, in a couple of weeks. Can't wait, want to learn to play "Polkovnik

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[bolloxer]

Do you not understand you've surrounded yourself with people that try to hurt you all the time? These people are trying to break you to bits because you've hurt them in some way, don't let them get to you, you see what you did in that conversation? The same exact thing you do with Neb, you submit to what they're saying, you don't agree but you don't make it clear that you don't agree either, you're letting them tell you things you know aren't true.

You do know what they're saying is not true right?

[starlightofdawn]

*Sigh.* I know some of it isn't true, but other things I get scared are... I know I'm a chronic attention seeker, for instance. I feel like I just make people, guys, believe I'm woh they want me to be...

Whatever. I feel better this morning.