ok so yeah Im kinda buzzing, had a few drinks. But, Im fealing quite good. life has been rather blah. school started for me today, fun fun. oh well it will be over in december. just the whole waking up at 8 to be at class by 9 thing sucks. eather way Ill deal. just need to get it all over with. Ive been promiced a job at wallmart and so far nothing ( Read more... )

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well well well. yeah, maby Im finaly on a normal sleeping schedual? Finaly got to sleep after about 4 days and 2 small naps that total about 6 hours, at the most. been hangign out a bit, maby too much. Been busting my ass tryign to find a job the past few days. I know I was tryign hard for a wile, and then I slacked, and now Im on the must work to ( Read more... )

so yeh i had ths hole long thing kinda planed out but I just took a waht mood Im in test, and it was so acurate it scared me, im not going to bore anyone with the whole long thing but it basicaly said that my life as far as i see it sucks and im stressing myself out and i cant find anyone to be comfortable around and nothing will realy make me stop ( Read more... )

I feal like giving up all hope of living a normal life. I want everything to go away. my perception of reality has been a lie. I dont know where to turn, or even if I should run. Ive been down these roads so long theres not much of myself left.I cant keep taking this pain, make it end. I want to drown myself and never come back. what do i do? I ( Read more... )

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I know I dont post. but recentaly I have been goign through alot of inner termoil, and heartake. Well i dont want any ones sympathay. I dont want people interfering in my life, I want my life to be left alone. i have things in my life I have to do and eather people can support me and let me do what i have to do. Or they can get in my way. And let ( Read more... )

well it seems that Im off to work.. then directaly from there I will be heading to A-Kon.. fun fun.. WO.0T! well I hope every one has a great weekend.. i should be.. ut I have to do all the driving.. suX ahh well Im a guy its my job to do All the driving.. well I need to jet.. got to go make money.. EV1.HeLL well TTYAL
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got bored took quizez.. full of funfilled tate forthe whole family....blah...


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so in response.. well that I didnt recive on my earlyer post ECPT. sprite.. and Lizzy it dosent seem too many people care that I want to drop off the face of the planet.. well dang, now im going to get all angsty and have to open dead journal.. NOT I dont care I just wnt to be left alone.. I dont wnat to hear anout be part of or invalved in any ( Read more... )