last night i stood in the snow for an hour for a concert. it was all worth it though. The Varsity, Funeral For a Friend, Atreyu and Taking Back Sunday. holy shit it was an awesome show, i could have cried at the end cause i was so happy.

as i was getting ready for work this afternoon, i guess a bunch of people were trying to get ahold of me. between the loud tv, my 15 minute shower and the hair dryer going, its a shock to me that i heard the phone ringing. it was my mother. she was calling again to let me know that my grandma had a heartattack. everything seems like a blur til i ( Read more... )

I don't exactly know when it was that I lost track of time. Well it's more like I lost track of the days than the time. Everything is just happening so fast lately. I never thought I would say this but there just doesn't seem like there are enough days in the week for me to fit everything and everyone in. I'm trying to do my best to divide up my ( Read more... )

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ive been really busy at work lately. and my computer has been acting strange so i havent been able to update ( Read more... )

in june i was in the hospital for like 6 or 7 hours. i just got my 3rd and hopefully final bill from them. since i dont have health insurance i have no idea how im going to pay them.

$2,545.32... thats how much i owe, so far.

i have tickets for jerry seinfeld. very excited about that...

my birthday is in 20 days. sorta excited about that...

people have been treating me like shit. not excited about that.

i went to the intersection last night where matt was killed. it was beautiful to see what his friends and family had brought him. i lit a candle and brought a yellow rose. rest in peace matt.