how awesome it is to sleep with my love at nite...sucks he went to work ugh..gotta wait till about 5pm to see him. well gonna go do stuff before i start thinking too much. peace bitch!

to happiness <3. so yea ive become more open to the world and the ppl in it. fear is no longer an obstacle i guess. im not scared to just be like "wham bam" ::makes a funny face:: to a complete stranger and be like "oh man that was completely stupid." ah fuk that im me and no one can tell otherwise. i am a little nuts i must admit but who isnt now ( Read more... )

so upper respiratory infection and chronic brochitis (most ppl get acute bronchitis). ive had it for over a month. cough up blood, feeling of choking, passing out, asthma attacks, heart pounding uncontrollably...ugh i have to stay away anything with smoke or pollution. o and im right there of getting a lung disease..im doing bad..but watever.

all my problems away. music just makes me feel that way. thanks sergio, connie, and geraldo for sharing that with me...and for always being my favorite ppl to flow with <3333

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that i might be really sick. for the past month now i've had this damn cough that wont go away. i throw up blood, i cant eat, im always tired...i cant eat (really sucks). if im around any type of smoke i cough really bad. my heart pounds like its about to pop out of my chest. sometimes i cant breathe and i need an inhaler. today i woke up coughing ( Read more... )

i got into barry university..woohooo. lol time to go join a sorority and habitat for humanity and go study social work. yea rite now i dont give a fuck about anything except that i got in and that makes me soooo happy.

so today my family and i went to do exercise and ride bike together ( Read more... )

THERAPY IN A SURVEY ( Read more... )

sometimes i think my life takes such twisted turns and goes in odd directions just because im so indecisive. i find myself one moment wanting one thing and the next wishing it was never there. maybe im coming into terms with all the choices i have in my life. its kind of hard talking about things especially wen i have to sugar coat them for ( Read more... )